today there was a presentation here at school. it was called "heads up" and was presented by the philadelphia police dept. it was about narcotics. it made me cry. they showed pictures of people that had overdosed and died. i could've been one of those people. i overdosed on kelonopins on april 1, 2004 and could've died but didn't. i sometimes question myself why i didn't. just watching it brought back not only memories but tears to my eyes. i never realized how thankful i was to be alive until now.
sad day, mandee's not here and neither is annee. i REALLY hope you're ok annee. i loves you babes.
day JUST got worse. i was REALLY happy and bubbly when i walked into fourth period today and 5 maybe 10 minutes into the period desiree, dana, and sandy walked in and beckoned for me and dani. then we received the news that last nite yet ANOTHER friend of mine had died in a car accident and i just backed up and hit the glass door behind me. how could this happen? why did this happen? why two fukking people in two fukking weeks. what the hell is going on.
jamie was right. he told me death always comes in threes when i told him about dre - mrs. rogers, dre, and now shepp.
i was hoping he would be wrong even though i knew that he wasn't. i just didn't know it would be so soon.
i don't know how to tell my sister about this. i don't even know if she already knows or not. DAMMIT! i hate these fukking situations.
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wyatt and i made up and now we are going to prom together again. yay ^^ saves me lots of time. yes, yes. uh huh. woot
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a good friend of mine died yesterday in a car accident. that's all i have to say
since christina and wyatt got into a fight yesterday wyatt wants nothing to do with us "vo-techers" that he never knew until he came here. he thinks we are all fake and shit. well here's a little wake up call for mr. wyatt. those of us who you made friends with when you came here have been nothing but FRIENDS TO YOU AND YOU'RE TOO BLIND TO SEE THAT! what the fukk is your problem? all over a fukking seat in lunch. i don't hate christina, i still love her. she's so great and i still love my annee b/c she's ever so special and funny and she spoons with me ^^ i don't give a shit wyatt, hate me. it wouldn't be the first time someone has done so, just think of a better excuse to hate someone and it should be a reasonable one not a general statement b/c it's a fukking lie. hope you have a good one without me.
i still don't hate you. hate me all you want, it's your choice wyatt, i didn't do anything to you. and if it helps any, when you flipped out on me after school i fukking cried but of course you probably don't give two shits. um can you just let me know if you're still going to prom with me or not please. i would much rather go with you but if needed, i will find someone else. i hope you're feeling better.
Posted 3/9/2005 at 10:08 PM by IEatCatsForFun
nope i am not going i dont want anything to do with anyone at this school i am only talking to the people i knew before came to this hell hole so i would be everso greatful if you dont talk to me anymore.
Posted 3/10/2005 at 8:10 AM by jeremysumpter6
here i go looking for another fukking prom date. this shouldn't be hard.
grow up wyatt.
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