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"If my eyes showed all I feel in my soul, when you see me smiling you would cry along with me..."


My name is Jessica I'm 5'7" I have brown hair and brown eyes I weigh 115.5 lbs I love animals and I love to draw. I have to go to my dads every other weekend I love to party and hang out and I'm not normal by any means! I'm crazy! and not much will change.

my favorite sayings:
 
i dont cry on the outside any more

i look alive while i slowly die inside

falling in love is giving someone your heart and the power to crush it,and trusting that they wont

if you love some one give them your heart if you hate some one give them your fist

Fuck you and have a nice day

my peoms i wrote these:

             Again

You talk to me like sunshine
Leave me stranded like a storm
Lead me from the bitter cold
But never keep me warm
I cry for you like raindrops
You feel for me only hail
Why I hurt myself like this
I’m never able to tell
I love you like the oceans
But hate you like the waves
softly tumbling to my feet
but never able to stay
you speak as my lighted candle but then the raging wind suddenly left in darkness but letting it happen again

What will you teach?

You watched her as she slept and as she raised
You watched her as she crawled and as she walked
You watched her as she laughed and as she cried
You watched her as she learned the right from the wrong
You watched her as she changed over time gone from baby to teenage crime
You watched your baby grow so fast all her innocence in the past
You watched what happened with that word so mean
You taught hate instead of love and it’s amazing how strong it was to a teen
You did little things that were so wrong like say so what and screw you and screw that!
You didn’t know that every thing you did and said was tackin’ in by that little head
You wake to find it all a dream you smile as your baby screams but now you know you have that chance to show her love and instead of hate, a word so cruel and mean

By Jessica McDaniel

                   I’m Sick

I’m sick of your bull that you put me through
I’m sick of standing up for you
I’m sick and tired and I’m through
I’m sick of putting up with you
I’m sick of listening to your bull shit lies
I’m sick of all this pain inside
I’m sick of crying every night
I’m sick of all the hurt I fight
I’m sick of all the shit you put me through
I’m sick of caring about you
I’m sick of being sick of you!!!!!!!!

By: Jessica L. McDaniel
1- 29 - 05


ok it's about time that i added sumthin new
......wut to say? oh yeah
and i sry guys but i can't talk on the week ends my laptop dusnt get internet out where i live !!!!awww im gunna cry jus thinkin bout it!

here are sum questions 4 me to answer so you can learn about me tell me what you think

1. Who am I? jessica m.
2. Am i worth being friends with? yes i would say
3. What have i done bad? i smoke and drink
4. Do people like me?yes most of them
5. Am i worth kissing?so ive been told*winks*
6. nickname and explain why you have it.my nick name is bratty bitch, this is for amny reasons 1) im spoild i get what i want when i want 2)im a B*I*T*C*H*
7. Describe me in one word.angel*horns start to grow*
8. Do i give a good first impression?yes if i do say so myself
9. Do i still think that way about myself now?yes
10. What reminds people of me?*i dont know*
11. If i could give my family and friends anything what would it be? it would be a better life for them b/c they are going threw hard times right now
12. How well do i know myself?pretty damn well
13. When's the last time i saw my best friend?About 3 years ago she was very young and died of cancer*crys*
14. Ever wanted to tell someone something but couldn't?yes
15. Have you ever been drunk? yes
16. have you ever been high? yes
17. have you ever kissed the same sex? yes
18. have you ever kissed the opposite sex? yes
19. can you drive? yes
20. have you ever been in trouble with the law? yes
21. Why? b/c i slamed a girls head into the cement b/c she was talkin bout my baby brother
22. have you ever had sex? yes
23. what do you hate? people who lie about seriorus stuff and people who mess around *use your imagination* with kids way younger than themselves and people who rape people
24. What do you love? i love guys and i love my friends on elftown and i love kids and horses and drawing and swimming and smoking and most of all i love my family
25. What is your favorite quote? may god have mercy on my enimes b/c i shall not
26. What is your favorite song? behind blue eyes by l.b
27. What is you favorite movie? gothika
28.who do you hate with a passion? me
29. why? if people want to know they can ask me
30. what is your most embaraing moment? oh this is good. i was at work* auto shop**yes i work on cars* and i was trying to put in an engine to a truck and when i leaned in under the hood my bra strap got caught and it broke and popped right off in front of everyone!
31.if u could have any thing what would it be? my dead friend to be alive*tears*

1. Smoked a cigarette: yes
2. Smoked a cigar: yes
3. Snorted coke: no
4. Smoked Weed: yes
5. Been high: yeah
6. Had sex: yeah
7. Said "I hope you die" to someone: Yes
8. Tried to kill someone: yes
9. Tried to kill yourself: yes
10. Got in a fist fight: yeah
11. Lied to your parents: Yes
12. Given someone a bruise: yes
13. Ditched someone: yes
14. Freak danced: hell yeah
15. Stole something: once
16. Cut yourself: yes
17. Skipped school: Yes
18. Hung up on someone: yeah
19. Threw up at school: yes
20. Done someone else's make-up: yeah
21. Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
22. Had a burping contest: lol yes with my best friend who is now sadly dead
23. Snuck out: Yes
24. Been to a school dance: yes
25. Thought your teacher was hot: hell no

1.Lied – yes
2.Broken a bone – yes
3.Been in a fist fight – *nods*
4.Dyed your hair –no
5.Gotten in a car accident – yes my head went threw the winshield
6.Driven illegally – I have the right to remain silent*evil grin*
7.Been suspended – yes
8.Been expelled - nope
9.Given the finger – Plenty o' times
10.Rebelled against authority – yes*grin*
11.Been in jail – no
12.Light or Dark: dark
13.Red,Blue or Black: Blue and Black
14.Night or Day: NIGHT!!!
15.Sick minded: yes
16.Drugs:no
17.Vacation Spots: florida
18.Piercings: ears
19.Favorite Flower:Red rose
20.Sarcastic or serious: both
21.Sexiest person ever:josh!!!
22.Favorite Number: 69
23.Favorite Song: behind blue eyes
24.do you listen to lot of music? yes
25.Favorite Sport: football
26.Summer or Winter: summer
27.Most Romantic moment: i cant remember
28.favorite Anime: naruto
29.Sun or moon: moon
30.Darkness, light, or other: Darkness and other(blood red)
31.Split Personality?: yup
32.Best friends:heather (qtwitbooty6t9)
33.Alcohol or sex:both
34.Religion: Don't have one
35.favorite saying:fuck u and have a nice day
36.Weapons:blade
37.Favorite Book: no
38.favorite author:Edger Allen Poe,
39.favorite type of weather: depends
40.What do you fear most: spiders!!!!!!!!!
41.favorite store: HOT TOPIC!!!
42.Glasses:no
43.braces:no
44.Serious/Funny?:both
45.potty Mouth?: yes a good bit
46.Smartest Person you know: dunt know one
47.Ever been drunk: does yesterday count?j/k
48.Love or Hate: both
49.Smoked: yes
50.Ever loved:Yes and sumtimes it hurts*still love the guy
51.Want to have kids:Yes
52.Want to get married:yes
53.Ever loved a girl:yes she was one of my best friends & she died*
54.HOW? cancer
55.Ever kissed a girl:yes
56.Daydreamer:yes I dream about a lot of things
57.Movies: The Nightmare before Christmas, The Craft, The Crow, Underworld, Queen of the Damned, Interview with the vampire, and a lot more
58.Anime:Inuyasha, Trigun, Cowboy Bebop, and more
59.Imaginary friends:Yep actually there demons named:nightmare,smurf, killer
60.what do you think about love? to me . Love is giving some one the power to detstroy and trusting that they wont love is giveing someone the power to crush you and trusting that they wont



and just to let you know i can be your best friend or your worst enemy and you dont want that now do ya im a nice person to people but i can be the biggest bitch you will ever meet

i'm loved by some hated by many envied by most but wanted by plenty