I am depressed.

Great eh? Not really... Why does life have to be so complicated?

My friend told me that she was dying yesterday. Her doctor said that she has 2 years to live, unless she changes her eating habits. She's 15, for crying out loud! Why did this have to happen to her??? She told another friend, and they laughed at her. Said not to worry bout it and commit suicide. What kind of advice is that? How can anyone say to end their life, and laugh? There are no refunds... only one chance. Why ruin it? She has an extremely strict diet now... I feel so sorry for her... the doctors figured it out a week before Christmas. That sucks.

I failed a science test today. Brilliant, yes, I know.

I can't do anything right.

So many things are out of place. All I feel like is mellowing in my despair. At least there's hope. That's what Christmas is for, right?