I'm having trouble getting off the computer and going to bed... because it's going to be a night full of tears like any other night. When you know you're just going to cry your heart out for someone... it's hard to ever go to the one place our minds are at rest... sleep.

~Me...

A Note of Today:

I basically went out in a billion circles with my dad, and all to find what? You know one of those little hooks/slots for a flag to go into? On the side of the house? Well no one had any... None... so that's what we did mainly.

We ended up going to Fry's though and I got a new game for the summer and my brother got a gameboy game. Mine's an RPG/Strategy game, quite good actually so far, "Spell Force"

On that note guess just seems to be starting off as a very... very quiet summer. Guess... maybe it's not so much quiet, just I don't talk to anyone... online or offline anymore. Especially one person. There's like a small void... it's extremely uncomfortable, as though... though... though it's not supposed to be there, and really I wish it would be filled at least partly. It's like part of me's missing. The days are slow...

But then... maybe it's just not going to school... sadly I feel different and think I know what's behind the "missing me"

Well that's my daily oddness, so I won't get to this daily? Well enjoy whatever I DO put up in here ^.^

~Me~

You can be lost you can be confused, but what's the difference when I'm losing you?

Ever have one of those moment you feel you've lost it all? No I'm not talking about some stupid lot of cash you won in a casino then went crazy and bet it all... I mean lost a part of you... a feeling like that?
Well currently I'm feeling a bit like that, and I've been lost and confused as to what to do...

When you love someone so much, and they leave for the first time you look around and don't know what to do. When you love someone so much, and they leave for the second time you're hopeless again wondering what to do. When you love someone so much, and have chatted to them for more then two years and they're gone... you're not sure what to do with your time.

They didn't take it up, it's just you loved talking so much nothing but time with them mattered, and now it's gone... disappeared... there's a gap. You can go back to things you did before... but... what if you don't want to?

Everlasting Thoughts Throughout the Ages, Knowledge not quite there... Simplicity a life so unfair. And here I am, awaiting a chance... one makes this... more then a second, but what can I hope? I'm in love.
(Nope no one should understand that... heck not even the person who it's talking about... Odd how my mind works)

~SilverWolf
~FluffyWolf2

~Douglas