I have brown hair with blonde and bright red highlights and its all good and i have blue eyes and im skinny and everyone says that im hott! well thats it and if u want to know anything else just ask!
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She was pretty in pink,
Or so theyd say,
But no one ever stopped to think,
What was on her arm that day,

Always feeling fake,
She felt so out of place,
It was too much to take,
All the problems she couldnt face,

Wishing she was gone,
But hiding it so well,
Feeling so haunted,
As if under a spell,

No reason behind it all,
Having to pretend,
Only wishing to fall,
Keeping up with the latest trend,

There was more to her,
Than just makeup and hair,
Than the finest furs,
She just wanted someone to care,

Everyone did,
Or at least in a way,
They just didnt show it,
They just didnt want to say,

She couldnt make it home,
With out any tears,
He had done it again,
He was her biggest fear,

These thoughts had gone on for years,
She had to make it stop,
Nothing as she appeared,
She was about to pop,

Held it in for too long,
Let it out to late,
Never knowing where she belonged,
It must have been fate,

Cuts and welts,
Lay beneath her jeans,
No longer on her arms,
Cuz those had been seen,

Deadly secret,
But hiding it so well,
Even when her scars,
Began to swell,

She cried and cried,
When she went to bed,
Woke up only to be wishing,
Wishing she was dead,

Help her God,
Dry her eyes,
Its all a disguise,
Its all a bunch of lies,

That night became the night,
God wanted her with him,
She didnt bother to fight,
The outcome so grim,

She just didnt care anymore,
They found her,
Dead on the bathroom floor,
Only a blur, nothing more,

Pools of blood,
Surrounding her head,
They wished it was fake,
A game instead,

I promise you,
They didnt know,
If only they knew,
Then she wouldnt be berried in the ground so low,

Her mother cried,
And her father barley talked,
Their daughter had died,
And their doors were always locked,

Days turned into weeks,
Weeks to years,
No one there to kiss on the cheek,
No one there to help through their fears,

Never able to see her again,
Only in their dreams,
In which in the end,
Turned out to be a scam,

For when they woke up,
She was still always dead,
No matter how many times,
They looked in her bed,

They thought they were idiots,
They wondered what they had done wrong,
And why they hadnt noticed,
Wondered how long it had gone on,

They felt horrible,
Spending every second,
Could they have fixed it?
Now only wishing their own deaths would beckon,

You can walk the land,
But youll never again see her face,
Never touch her hand,
And never feel her embrace,

And now you see,
In the chain, she felt like the chink,
Everyone ended up paying a fee,
All cuz she was pretty in pink.
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knife in hand
blade begging to cut
i decide to do this
no matter what
the ghost of you blasting in my head
i think of all those things i wish you had said
i look at the mirror
make up smeared from tears
“where are you my love?
I wish you were here...”
i pick up the kinfe
and cut along my wrist
i write the last line in a letter-
“my darling you will be missed”
my eyes start to close
my heard beat slows down
i think of you
as i fall to the ground
the floor is so cold
just like your heart
things flash through my head
your poems and art
then finally, it comes to your face
its a black and white picture
surrounded by lace
you look so damn perfect
i love your deep eyes
then u come to my sences
and remember your lies
i wish you were bleeding
here right next to me
but your not
it just wasnt ment to be
my body feels drained
its over, im done
i remember the last things i said to you
“you broke me, i hope you had fun.”
i think my last thoughts
and fade deep into sleep
thinking of you and i kissing
lost forever in dreams.
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girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes


He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump


Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead


If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen

Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best

day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will

either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If

you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday

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"In The Silence You Hear My Pain"
I'm lying here sobbing
on a solid wood floor
i cry to the heavens
please God no more.

i cut myself regularly
almost every night
and struggle through every day
trying to make it right.

i throw up my feelings
after every meal
cutting, and vomiting
just trying to feel.

i want to make the pain for once
instead of someone else
and by just doing that
this is where i've gotten myself.

the lowest place in my life
that i thought i could ever be
is right here where i am
i feel like this is it for me.

will tomorrow be better,
or will it drag on like today?
will pain wash over me,
or slowly fade away?

will friends and family
finally be able to recognize
all the things i'm dealing with
the pain deep within my eyes?

i run to the bathroom
get down on my knees
put my finger down my throat
someone help me please.

now i'm heading back
into my little room
i'm getting out my razor
the pain is over soon.

i want death to come sometimes
yet i'm scared of it all the same
and if you're listening closely
in the silence you'll hear my pain.
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"kiss lango"
I'm feeling: in love
You'll find me: at home
Kissing Language (Yup, it's real!) If a kiss is The Language Of Love, then we have a LOT to talk about....The Method of Love...
*Kiss on the ear----"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the check--"We're Friends"
*Kiss on the hand--"I adore you"
*Kiss on the neck--"We belong together"
+Kiss on the shoulder--"I want you"
+Kiss on the the lips--"I want you"/ "I love you"
+Holding hands--"We can learn to love each other"
~A Wink~"Let's get it on"
~Slap On The Butt~"That's mine"
~Putting With The Ear~"I can't live without you"
*Holding On Tight* "Don't let go"
*Looking In Each Other's Eyes* "Let's get romantic"
+Pulling Hair on Head "Tell me you love me"
+Arms Around the Waist "I love you too much to let go"
Advice= If you're kissing someone, close you're eyes. It's not nice to stare...
Requirements= Post this again after reading or you'll have a bad relationship this year (You don't want that)
If you REALLY LIKE (LOVE) Someone right now and MISS THEM and CAN'T get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 minute and whoever you missing will suprise you tomorrow.