welcome


think of me when
you grab the knife
think of me when u take ur life
think of me when u
pop those pills
think of me
when ur hear fills
think of me when u
start 2 cry
think of me when u
try to die
maybe just maybe ill change ur mind




~*~*~ music i like~*~*~

Sytem Of A Down amazing 
Nirvana great 
My Cemical Romance1 of the best ever
Linkin Park tehy rock
Evanescnce wow so kul
The Offspring u have to luv them 
Good Charlotte amazing band
Simple Planlove them Peirre is so hott
Blink 182 great album is great 
Bowling For Soup what can i say??
Puddle Of Mudd they rock 
Nickelback luv them
OPM they are kul 
Crazy Town great 
Gorillaz ok i guess
Limp Bizcut luv them 
Sum 41 have to luv them
Kelly Clarkson she rocks
Wheatus kul 
The Only Ones kul 
12 Stoneskul 
The Usedthey rock the song"i'm a fake"
HIM they rock too
Funeral For A Friend love this band cant get enough of them ^_^
From First To Last great band sonny moore soooo hott mmmmmmmm.....  :P

And more .....

I wish I could guarantee tomorrow will be better, but I can't. I wish I could honestly say it'll all be alright, but I can't. I wish I could know what's to happen tomorrow, but I can't. All I do know, is that I will be here through it all.



im not a perfect girl
my hair doesn't always stay in place.
i spill a lot of things
im pretty c l u m s y
and sometimes i have
a bro/ken heart.
my friends and i sometimes fight
and maybe somedays,
nothing goes right
but when i think about it &&
take a step back,
i remember how amazing life truely is
and
that maybe just maybe
i like
being unperfect





a lesson to learn
...I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
you told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
the way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
and your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,"
Mum, His voice seems far away.
My own blood all around me,
as I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
while he was flying high,
because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mum
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mum
tell daddy to be brave,
and when I go to heaven,
put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
that it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mum
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mum,
as I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say I love you, Mum
So I love you and good-bye
when i first read this it made me want to cry and it has a point dont drink and drive
!! its just stupid



the start and best part of the used song 'im a fake'

Small simple safe price,
rise the wake and cary me with all of my regrets,
this is not a small cut thats scabs, and dries and flakes and heals,
and i am not afraid to die,
im not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
i want the pain of payment, whats left but a section of pigme size cuts,
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks,
would you be my little cut? would u be my thousand fucks?
and make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid, to fill and spill over and under my thoughts,
my sad selfish cry out to the world,
im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart,
love is not like anything... especially a fucking knife




x bye bye x