The things in here are just my thoughts. They were suppose to be poems but i don't like them and 4 some reason my poems never rhyme so I put the ones that are half baked in here. So u either like it or hate it, just deal with it! O yeah Plez comment :)
Can you Hear Me?
by LaNese Robinson(2004)
Can you hear me when i speak to you?
Have you heard all the lil' things I've said to you?
Well, have you?
You have...
Then why haven't you answered any of my cries for help?
Why haven't you reaced out to me
and told me you'd help me get through this?
Well, why haven't you?!
If you heard me you would've answered me right?
Right?!
But you never really heard me at all did you?
Did you?!
You never heard my cries
You didn't even listen to my pleds
How could you not hear me beg for your help?!
Why can't you hear me screaming,"I need your help!"?
You never planned to answere me did you?
I can't believe I trusted you
I don't even know why I believed in you
Don't even try it...it's to late now
I'm to far gone and my religon is no more
No one can help me now
Not even you
Pictures
by LaNese Robinson(2004)
They say pictures tie us to our past
But do you really wont to be remember your past?
Was it that good
that you would wont to be reminded of it over and over again?
What if it wasn't, what would you do?
Would you burn it in a despert attempt to erase your past
They say pictures hold our memories
But some memories come in pachages
Some memories are to painful to wonna remember
So what do you do with those pictures?
Do you burry them in a box, as you did in your heart
in an attempt not to remember?
They even say a pictures worth a thousand words
But what words do they really say
Do they say everythings ok?
Maybe they show you a time when you were happy...
truely happy
But what if it told you you were a disapointment
Waht if it told you you could be so much better
Would you listen
or would you silence it as you did your dreams?
Tuga War
by LaNese Robinson(2004)
Come this way
No go that way
that's all I ever hear
from you people!
You tell me to chose
And then you try to pursway me
that you're the better side
by buying me gifts and things
And then when I don't
You take my hand
and attempt to drag me over to your side
Well guess what!
I'm tired of your decisions controlling me
I'm tired of your mistakes effecting me
more then they do you
I can't take it any more
I don't know what to do
You got me so confused
I can't think straight
I'm stuck in the middle
Completly defenseless
And I'm hurting
Why can't you see that
Are you gonna come
and give me my life back
when this is all over?
No,
cuz you don't care about me
Infact,
you never cared about me
You don't even care about the game
It's about controll
And you wont him to know you have it
You just wont to stick it to the man
And you're using me
to do it
But what happens to me
if you win?
Will you catch me
or let me fall?
yesterday i found out that my friend Alex Benard S. Hall hass passed away. He died last weekend and I just found out this weekend by and E-MAIL!! and noone called to tell me but decided to write it instead of calling me and telling me. i mean i know i'm in indiana and there still in virgiania but the know my family and they know where my aunt lives. so why couldn't they walk to her house and tell her to call me and tell me right away? but nooooooo i find out a week later and missed the funeral! i met him in 6th grade, he was in my algebra class and all mor core classes for 2 years. and then my mom makes us move back to indiana. so not only did i get seperated from friends that i've know since kindergarden. and now they're tallin me that onw of the pple that i hold very dear may have commited suicide! why would he? they told me he was on the track team and everything else. what did he need to kill himself for? i mean i don't believe it, i refuse to believe it! GIVE ME SOME PROF!!! I WONT SOME PROF I DEMAND SOME PROFF TO WHAT U SAY!!!!!!!!!!!