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Sarah was here but not for long
She left her name to carry on
Those who knew her, knew her well
Those who didn’t couldn’t tell
The pain and hurt she had inside
This may be the reason why she died
Her body and mind were the first to go
Although none of this seemed to show
No one treated her like she was real
They all set her up and knocked her down like steel
When she feel she hit harder than before
But everyone came back for more
They picked and pulled until she was weak
Then her life was sad and bleak
No one understood wat she wanted you to understand
But she always said she didn’t need your hand
She needed your hand deep deep down
Now all she has is a permanent frown
But now shes gone without a good bye
Try your best not to cry
[Slaughter™]

Set me free
From what you call a life
Let me go
I want my knife
Stayed away
Its been so long
Sang my heart out
To my favorite song
Ran away
From people who loved me
Locked inside
Only to find me
Deeply disturbed
Only left to sleep
Secrets crying
Demons I’m forced to keep
Scream inside
Come out and smile
Feeling them hurt
Its been this way for awhile
So why help now
When there is no hope
We balance my life
When I walk the tight rope
[Slaughter™]



Lost in land of life
Lost in this hopeful knife
Lost ad no one cares
Lost and tired of the stares
How am I supposed to feel
With you pushing me down
How am I supposed to smile
With this steady frown
Tell me what is right
Tell me what to do
You always have
And I listen to you
So tell how to live
Tell me how to smile
Tell what to say
Teach me how to defile
don’t the like the responsibility?
Then don’t try and control me
Ill fall dependent
Trying to be you is all ill see
[Slaughter™]

Raped and beaten
Left in the rain
Cut up so badly
Feeling the pain
You didn’t care
This I now see
You didn’t want friendship
You wanted me
We were family
I had so much trust
Its all ruined
Because of your lust
So why should I talk
When I don’t want to live
So lets not talk
I’m not ready to forgive
Living with this guilt
I just want my knife
Innocence stolen
Left to live this life
Wanting it to end
This isn’t right
Tied done so tight
didn’t mater to fight
Empty inside
didn’t you hear?
My heart is cold
Cant drop a tear
Because of you
Why don’t you take the blame?
You ruined this child
I will never be the same
[Slaughter™]

Dried Tears


With all the stars in the sky
I only hear your painful lies
With every twist, and every turn
Everyday my heart continues to burn
Nothing holding me back
Hope is something that I lack
My thread is breaking, I’m beginning to fall
Now I’m sure that I’ve lost it all
Nothing left, nothing to gain
This war was once fought in vein
Forgive me then forget me, that’s all I have to say
I’m sorry I couldn’t take another day
I’m sorry I ruined the plans you had for my life
I’m sorry I’ve caused you so much strife
I’m sorry I was never your perfect kid
I’m sorry for all the things I did
I’m sorry mom, I’m sorry dad
Please, oh please don’t be sad
I tried as hard as I could, just couldn’t make it
On a darkened path suicide was where light lit
It was my only choice, the only good thing
I hope I end up where angels have their wings
I’ll always be with you even if I’m not here
I’ll be able to catch your every tear
But please don’t cry
It was only my body that had to die
My spirit still lingers on with you
I just kept missing every cue
The pain got to bad, I couldn’t even breathe
That is when I knew I had to leave
It’s ok, I’m better now
Don’t question why and don’t question how
It wasn’t your fault, it was mine
Whenever you asked, no I wasn’t fine
No longer do I have to shed any tears
And no longer will I feel any fears
I just wish I wouldn’t have messed up your life
But don’t worry, I’m done with that knife
I used to have emotion, but then I felt nothing
That is when I knew it was time to do something
I didn’t feel any pain, it was simple and quick
This was something that I decided to pick
So here you are reading my note
And here I am with this bloody coat
The choice I made was the best ever
I wasn’t happy, always said never
I didn’t have anyone I’m sorry to say
So it ended up this way
Long ago I stopped seeing the footprints in the sand
I’ve never had the upper hand
I stopped believing in hope and fate
It was my life that I did hate
I leave you now mommy, daddy, family, friends
This is where my life ends
With hugs and kissed and my love
I’m free of this game of push and shove
[Darkside Of Ambition]

I'm drowning in nothing
Choking on air
Screaming for something unknown
But it's clear in my head,
that you've got it all wrong.
You know nothing of me
Don't know the pain that you cause
I'm crying for something
Remembering nothing
But scenes flashing by in my head
I'm running in circles
Confused for the rest of my days
Hoping for something
But knowing there's nothing at all
And dieing alone in the darkness for you.
[DarkAngel3]

Violets are blue
Still blood is red
Remember me
When I am dead
For I am going
Farewell, goodbye
No-one will see me except the sky
What did I do to deserve this pain
When I am gone I won't see it again
This life is so hard, so hard to bear
But it will be easier when I am there
Bloodstains spatter my clothes and my head
In 65 seconds, I will be
Dead.


I wish to be kept anonymous

I told you it had started;
I said it had to end;
But you just never listened;
And now you find me dead;
You should not be surprized;
You Should not be in shock;
For I have done this to myself;
So I could make it stop;
Now I feel no pain
and
Now you start to care..
And Now I see the time you care..
IS the time when I'm not there

[Laila Jane]

Love is only a feeling
but feelings hert
feelings cry
they make u wunder why
why am i here what is the point
i see a bridge the ground the end then full stop of life

[hollow heart]


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