FEEL TOTALLY FREE TO WRITE YOUR STORIES HERE JUST PUT YOUR NAME AND DATE AT THE END AND YOUR SET!!!


i thought i was in love and i would die for this person i thought he was totally honest and he would never hurt me boy was i wrong it hurt so bad i just wanted to die now im seriously depressed and im so called psycotic just because i have voices in my head that tell me im nothing i dont get this life ill i know if love is the slowest form of suicide [Slaughter™] *1-18-05*

I have a lot of shit to tell about that is bad in my life... My dad and my brother currently live off their friends because of other girls that they were with takin over the house or apartment and kicking them out... I worry about them constantly. Then there's my ex who I LOVED so much... he really screwed me over. Then there's someone who recently lied to me and it still hurts ... expects me to love them and be with them still... just because I'm "the one" for them...      [I'm gone gone gone] 1-18-05

I love this girl in my school, love her more than my life or the life of anyone else i know she says she loves me back but whenever she gets mad at my she tells me that i hate her. i know shes dosent mean it but it tares me up from the inside out, its like she guts me when ever she says that. i dont think she knows how much i truly love her. she was all i hade for a long time and the same with her and i dont know how to explain this all to her with out her flipin out and hateing me for he rest of my life  [The Latest Guy] *3-25-05

I started hanging out with this guy named Derek. And after a month I loved him more then anything. He asked me out and we were doing great for 4 months. But then when summer came he dumped me :( I hated myself for loosing him. I would start to cut again and hurt myself calling myself ugly and everything I could think of thats mean. Just to think of all the reasons he dumped me. Well after he dumped me he wouldnt even talk to me and I would cry myself to sleep everynight. Well now it has been about 6 months and I thought I was finally getting over him and I even have a new boyfriend now (which I dont think is gonna last long hes just not me) But then last night I went to the fair and I saw Derek there! :( and I cried myself asleep again last night with bleeding wirsts.. I dont think he knew how much I love him... </3
[let.it.bleed] *9-2-05






love is suicide


love is suicide poetry