Two diaries in one day.. YAY! SO nothing has really changed. I did get a haircut which I LOVE!!!
But I am a little nervous about a conversation I am about to have. As awesome as the last few weeks of playing music has been, I am thinking of telling the friend that I write with that I think that he should write with the other girl. See this other girl has like famous musicians in her family and I feel inferior to her. I mean I can sing and I know I am good. But she can not only sing but she has the connections to go with it. So I dunno.

Wow so this is my first entry. I probably should have written this months ago. Things have been rough lately. What with 3 family deaths, losing our home thanks to a roommate, moving and getting a new roommate, losing a baby, having problems with my absolute best friend, and school. I took a leave of absence at school though which helped. I am still a student, and luckily didnt lose my scholarship,. UAFS (University of Arkansas at Fort Smith) was very understanding and they are all amazing. The new roommate is awesome. He and I write alot of music together. I also recently went to EdgeFest in Frisco, Texas. I have started doing a few gigs and they were great. Its a little strange trying to get back into it, but its been fun. I am going to Texas again in a few months to see old friends and family. Also one of my best friends/cousin moved back and has been living with Billy and I. Chris is awesome and its been a blast having him back. So things were pretty bad, but slowly they are getting better. I recently became a god mother, and baby Peyton is amazing. But all in all things are looking up. Somethings are still needing work like my friendship with Chels and getting over losing the baby, but I am not giving up...