well this is some random poem that i made and i just thought that i would share it with all of yall!

"In The Silence You Hear My Pain"
I'm lying here sobbing
on a solid wood floor
i cry to the heavens
please God no more.

i cut myself regularly
almost every night
and struggle through every day
trying to make it right.

i throw up my feelings
after every meal
cutting, and vomiting
just trying to feel.

i want to make the pain for once
instead of someone else
and by just doing that
this is where i've gotten myself.

the lowest place in my life
that i thought i could ever be
is right here where i am
i feel like this is it for me.

will tomorrow be better,
or will it drag on like today?
will pain wash over me,
or slowly fade away?

will friends and family
finally be able to recognize
all the things i'm dealing with
the pain deep within my eyes?

i run to the bathroom
get down on my knees
put my finger down my throat
someone help me please.

now i'm heading back
into my little room
i'm getting out my razor
the pain is over soon.

i want death to come sometimes
yet i'm scared of it all the same
and if you're listening closely
in the silence you'll hear my pain.

well hey all! im new at this well i really have damn clue what i am doin like at all....if u can help me please...do so....and well hey i am Elizabeth and i live in Louisiana if you want to know something about me or anything all you have to do is ask me and well i will think about it! no i will tell u...well i have a boyfriend and he is 15 and we have been goin out for 1 year and 6 months in like 6 day and i love him to death! but just alot of shit has happened and it is just not the same at all between us! lasst night was like the very first time that ive talked to him in 3 weeks but 3 weeks ago is when all this crap happened and if all are wondering about what happened it is long story and one day i might but it up about what happened i really dont even like talking about its just so damn depressing! and everything! well i think that i am goin to find out how to talk to people on here and everything because right now i am like really confused and everything so i will talk with yall l8er! ...-*×*-...Elizabeth...-*×*-...