I'm lots of fun.

I'm very nice.

I have brown hair green eyes.

My body type is a mix between a dancer's and a cheerleaders b/c I'm in color guard and we do a mixture of both.

I'm from a military back ground hense my father and grandfather were both in the military and i am goin to be in it as well.

My sis says that i will marry in the military. She hopes it's the same religion i am and i hope so as well.


I'll add more later. 













Oh yeah i love poetry and writting poetry.


Torment

Why do they torment
When I already feel bent?
Don't they know what it does?
Well let me just tell you that I don't get a buzz.

I want them to be nice to me.
Like some of them used to be.
I used to be so full of glee
Before they started picking on me.

I've always been nice.
My heart was/is never ice.
Its like they always roll the dice
And it never gives tehm good advice.

Why can't they grow up
Bofore they end up in the dump
B/c as of now I'm a lonley clump.
soon I will be a non-existant bump.

My sad story never ends.
But my colors often blend.
My emotions don't ever bend.
Thats why this hs to be the end.

I Try

I try my hardest to be good.
I try my hardest to do what i should.
But some how it always seems,
I can't keep my actions clean.
I try my best to please my parents.
I try my best to learn how to be a good      parent.
But it seems I still need to learn.
I say I will treat my kids a sertan way.
And let them choose the right way of what and how to play.
But i guess I'm still not molded with the right   kind of clay.

My Brother

My Brother's on a mission
While I am home a lone.
I hope he serves God well
While I maintain our home.
I love my brother dearly.
I know he feels the same.
I never said it clearly.
Yeah that's pretty lame.
I wish he was by my side.
And I by his.
I know I'm in his heart
While he is in mine.
My brother is my role model
And he said thats fine.
My brother is my heroe
And that I wont deny.
These next 2 yrs. will be hard
And I promise I wont cry.
I love you bro.
And that's not a lie.

Untitled.

Yesterday I put you picture away
After hoping things would stay.
Seems the good things went away
After everything had changed.
As I put you in the past I lost memories I thought would last.
I held back sad tears
That were supposed to be happy and last for yrs.
So now your in the past where I hoped I wouldn't see you last.
Now it seems you're out of my heart.
You are now replaced with a poison dart.
As I say goodbye I hope you know
YOu were my first and now I've let you go.


Untittled

I see you at church.
I see you in my dreams.
And its always the same.
Your walking away from me.

If I could just hold you.
Even for a little while.
I know it would be worth it.
Cuz you would've made me smile.

But it seems as of now.
You'll forever and always be.
Just another one of my sweet memories.