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[STEWIE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

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...sorry Shayla..i thought it was cute so i stole it...if u dont want me to have it, tell me and ill delete it





...i am the coolest person to have ever walked this planet

...everybody wants to be just like me

...someday i will rule over all

...chicken is still the best (andrew told me 2 put it????) what does it mean?

...i love my boyfriend, Nic P!!

...andrew s. is weird
...[Tranquility]...
JUST KIDDIN!

...uhhh my little brother paul is also weird haha
...[rtufresryutyi]...
JUST KIDDIN!!

...paul your girlfriend is beautiful!! me, your brother, you, and her are goin on a double date!

...wow im really weird im sorry...



---Quotes and stuff---

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. -Ben Stein

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. -Isaac Asimov

Life is a long lesson in humility. -James M. Barrie

Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you. -Wally 'Famous Amos'

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. -Bertrand Russel

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves. -Blaise Pascal

The enthusiasm of a woman's love is even beyond the biographer's. -Jane Austen

Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love. -Jane Austen

Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real. -Iris Murdoch

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. -H. L. Mencken

All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand. -Ella Wheeler Wilcox

We succeed only as we identify in life, or in war, or in anything else, a single overriding objective, and make all other considerations bend to that one objective. -Dwight D. Eisenhower

What's money? A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night and in between does what he wants to do. -Bob Dylan

Misfortune shows those who are not really friends. -Aristotle

Nobody sees a flower - really - it is so small it takes time - we haven't time - and to see takes time, like to have a friend takes time. -Georgia O'Keeffe

It has never been my object to record my dreams, just to realize them. -Man Ray

It hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it would be. -Randy K. Milholland

Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives. -William Dement

The things that one most wants to do are the things that are probably most worth doing. -Winifred Holtby

If you scatter thorns, don't go barefoot. -Italian Proverb

Truth, like surgery, may hurt, but it cures. -Han Suyin

Death may be the greatest of all human blessings. -Socrates

Envy is the ulcer of the soul. -Socrates

Get not your friends by bare compliments, but by giving them sensible tokens of your love. -Socrates

The only good is knowledge and the only evil is ignorance. -Socrates

Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak out and remove all doubt. -Abraham Lincoln

You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today. -Abraham Lincoln






(((Something I stole from Kevin)))
001: Name: Becca
002: NickName: Becker
003: Country of living: United States
004: Shoe Size: like 8 1/2 or somethin
005: Birthday: Jan 7
006: Hair Color: Sometimes its dark brown, sometimes its light brown, sometimes its blonde...depends on what i dye it--naturally its like dirty blonde
007: Eye Color: blue
008: School/Work: just school for now
009: Smoke: yeah unfortunately
010: Hobbies: Music, guitar, boozin(just kiddin........to an extent), hangin out with my nic p, and miranda)
011: Brothers/Sisters: 1 sister thats a BITCH!
012: Relationship: Boyfriend that i love very much
013: Piercings: just my ears
014: Tattoos: none yet--i want maybe one or two
015: Favorite country to go to: never really thought of it
016: Are there people you wont reply to: i dont know...??
017: Nicest person(s) you met this year: on elftown? never really met anybody yet
018: Person(s) you rather not have met: havent really met anybody
019: Who would you like to meet: uhhh??
020: Who do you admire most: i dont know...my daddy :)
021: Most sexy person(s): nic p!
023: Favorite car: i am car retarded!
024: Favorite Movie: dont really have one
025: Favorite City: Chicago or Tulsa
026: Favorite Music: Rock, alternative, rap, hip hop, i used to like metal, but not as much anymore
027: Favorite Stuffed Toy: my cute cow that i named after seth hockaday for a joke cuz he told me to name it that
028: Favorite cd: i have way 2 many
029: Favorite Magazine: Spin
030: Favorite sound: music
031: Favorite Tv Show: not sure
032: Favorite writer: dunno..
033: Favorite Nickname: Becker
034: What is on your mouse pad: my computer is fried, so i use the schools computer, but at home it says Dell on it and here its black and it says "about"...
035: What is under your bed: nothing cuz my bed consists of a mattress laying on the floor
036: Favorite Color: blue and green
037: Favorite song: The General by Dispatch...i dunno i just like it i guess haha
038: Favorite song at this moment: i really like "I Miss You" by Incubus
039: Favorite Food: CHINESE!!
040: Favorite class in school: study hall
041: Favorite Drink: Dr Pepper
042: Lucky Number: 7
043: What do you think is the greatist about yourself: i dont know
044: What deodorant do you use: Secret
045: Favorite Shoes: Etnies, Phat Farms
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: actually pretty early cuz i gotta have my sleep
047: What word do you use most: probably dude..haha
048: Most romantic moment in your life: when nic gave me my promise ring
049: Most embarassing moment in your life: i actually cant think of one right now cuz i dont get embarrassed that much.
050: You spend your time outside or inside: i like outside the most
051: What do you do in the weekends: usually nothin but screwin off, hangin out with nic and drinkin
052: What class in school do/did you dislike most: probably u.s. history
053: Your Breakfast: cereal
054: What do you really, really dislike to eat: olives
055: Pets: 1 dog
056: Laugh or dream: i dont know? laugh?
057: Serious or funny: can be a lot of both
058: [shirokitsune] or slow: slow haha
059: You prefer being alone or have relationship with someone: i love my relationship more than anything
060: Simple or complicated: complicated
061: Cremated or Buried when you die: i dont really care--ill be dead
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: early!!
064: Light or dark?: dark
065: Speak or Silence: speak
066: Do you like a Tall or small boys:tall
067: Newspaper or Television: neither
068: Hug or kiss: both!!!!!
069: Happy or Sad: happy
070: Life or Death: i dont know?
071: Gig or Disco: yuck
072: Left or Right: Right
073: do u like fire: yes!!
074: Brunets or Blondes: Brunets
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: do you ever get bored?
076: You believe in reincarnation: uh i think thats kinda stupid--i believe anythings possible though
077: You believe in Aliens: yeah
078: When you die, what will be your last words: i dunno, ill find out someday
079: Does true love exist: YES
080: How many kids would you like to have: two to three
081: What is the one thing you can't stand: my sister
082: Best feeling: feeling loved
083: Worst feeling in the world: getting heartbreak
084: What are you afraid of: noises at night, ghosts (old childhood fear that will probably haunt me for the rest of my life)
085: Are you an emotional person: yeah
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: yes i am a cry baby
087: Your goal in life: to get married with a successful job and raise beautiful children
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: to quit smoking...it didnt work
089: Favorite art-artist: i dunno
090: As what animal would you like to come back as: im not comin back..when im dead, im dead
091: What is the most beautiful part on the maley: what?
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: on stage during a concert
093:What do you think of Elftown: its alright
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: huh?
095: Where did you get this question list: from Kevin
096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: Play Games
097: Whats the most annoying thing that people ask you: are u pregnant? cuz people think i am cuz i have a tummy and i wear big clothes sometimes
098: Do you get in trouble a lot: not really
099: Are you religious? kinda i guess
100: Is there a question you missed in this all? i dunno?

...uhhh now im just putting random things on here...i dont know what else to put...i never get on this thing except for at school when i'm really bored in my 3rd hour class...i dont really talk to anybody i just change my profile everyday hahaha...

uhhh i should put a little more about myself like my favorite bands and stuff... lets see--maybe i should organize my hobbies and stuff in little categories, that might be a smart idea..ill start off with bands..

*Bands*
  -i listen to mostly anything, but i like rock the most, not as much heavy metal, but more mild things, but still have a little harsh to it. I like what i'd call modern hippie music....its the music that a lot of potheads nowadays listen to, like 311...the thing is, im not a pothead...I like incubus, sublime, finch, 311, phish, oasis, tom petty, index case (yeah! the drummer is my cousin!), dispatch, filter, green day, smashing pumpkins, my chemical romance, new found glory, cranberries (yeah i kno im a dork), blindside, dope, jimmy eat world, killswitch engage, story of the year, bob dylan, the juliana theory, goo goo dolls, 3rd strike, goldfinger, earshot, rehab, early november, tantric, adema, alien ant farm, trapt eve 6, blind melon, cold, the used, nine inch nails, g love, coheed and cambria, authority zero, rise against, SR71, coldplay, cake, modest mouse, eagle eye cherry, hatebreed, slipknot, sugar ray, the white stripes, the strokes, lifehouse, sum41, nine days.....wow i like a lot of different bands!

*Hobbies*
  -well i like to draw, but i dont do it as much as i used to--i just like to do little doodles in my spare time of not really anything in particular...i usually draw these little cartoon girls, like those webpage dolly things kinda is what they look like. someday i would like to design cd covers for a living maybe. or create famous logo's for clothing, such as hurley, or independent or something........
  -i also love to sing, yet im starting to lose my voice because smoking is bad for you.. :( and im not doing vocal next year because i dont think i can stomach our vocal teacher and im graduating early and possibly moving to portland and going to the art institute of portland......it probably wont happen tho cuz im a loser with no money :( and my dreams will get crushed and ill live in pleasantville my whole life :( ....i dunno
  -i love to write stuff too. i always thought it would be fun to be a journalist for a famous music magazine like spin or rolling stone or something. im obsessed with music and it would be a good profession for me.
  -this is gonna sound really nerdy, but im like into paranormal and crap like that--i think its really interesting! haha--well yeah--the end..

*What I do Everyday*
  -well my day usually consists of waking up early in the morning....i then start my journey off to school--i go through the school day pretty much zoned out all day, then during 8th hour, i leave school to go to nic's apartment to get ready for work...if i dont have to work i usually just stay at nic's, sometimes accompanied by miranda, my best friend....we usually watch tv or eat, and sometimes clean...when im by myself at nic's apartment, i usually do nothing but sit around and listen to music or somethin---then nic gets home around 6 or so normally so we'll like watch a movie or somethin and eat again..whatever haha--then we will go sleep...then in the morning, the same journey starts again

I LOVE MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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Song that i like by Juliana Theory
(((If I told you this was killing me, would you stop)))
Watch you mouth. Hold your tongue boy.
Because you're running out of breath,
running out of time before every careless word that you utter,
renders you utterly useless.
Now you're drowning in your own saliva
Trying to spit yourself to the top of your empty world
Keep on talking, just keep on rambling, You've got your mouth full.

Listen here's the pleasant part:
you and I, we fell apart
Listen here's the pleasant part:
you and I, we fell apart

Why can't you make up your mind? (Make up your mind)
Why can't you make up your mind? (Make up your mind)

Shut your mouth, burn your bridges
Throw your words like an attack and stab me in the-
Wait a second. Wait a second. What's that I just heard?
Never mind it's obviously worthless.
Now you're standing on your soapbox, yelling from the rooftops (rooftops)
Everything you say is a lie..a lie..a lie..lie....lie...yeah

Listen, here's the clever one
who speaks before his thoughts are done.
Listen, here's the clever one
who speaks before his thoughts are done.

Why can't you make up your mind?
Why can't you make up your mind?

Watch your mouth. Hold your tongue
Somethings are better left unsaid.
Now I hope you're pleased.
You let your pride stand tall
It danced within your words.
Right before your fall.
Right before you.......fall..

Why don't you
Why dont you say that to my face?
I've had ripped down, torn down so many things
Every thing you, every time you,
Every word you say
If I told you this was killing me, would you,
Would you stop?


(((Finch--Letters to You)))
Can't you see
That I wanna be
There with open arms
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to
So far away?

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you
Aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping and
You're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to
So far away?

No more looking,
I've found home

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I've gone away


***The end for now***


[**Poem I wrote**]

Open
You opened my door
Though it has been locked
You opened my life
When i did have it blocked
You opened my heart
And let yourself in
You opened my world
And here you have been.

You opened my fears
And let them all go
You opened my eyes
And loved me, i know
You opened my spirit
Sent my heartache away
When you opened my heart
You knew you would stay.

*I love you baby!*
[Nic P!]