Christmas Eve:
*Made Christmas cards
*Wrapped the remaining unwrapped presents
*Went to see Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate *Events at Channelside with Justin (Betsy slept in... >.<)
*Went to Betsy's family's christmas eve party
*Called José and talked to him for about half an hour
*Then went home and cranked my Coheed and Cambria playlist up and slept soundly for once...(I'm so freaking tired of techno music *growls*)
Christmas Day:
*Got woken up at 8am by José calling to wish me a merry christmas <3 (He said he got a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle action figure! He's so cute! =P LOL!)
*Layed in bed till 10:30 and called Jose back and talked to him for a while (he had to get ready for work {ON CHRISTMAS DAY!! thats gay... >.<}
*Called Betsy at 11:30 b/c she was supposed to pick me up at 11:00 (Her dad was fixing the heater)
*Ate lunch/dinner at Betsy's (I'm so freaking full!)
*And now I'm at Mikes house watiching them play sonic on the new xbox... (HARDCORE!)
*Tonight I'm going to see Phantom of the Opera with Betsy's family
~*~Hopefully I get to see José soon too... I have presents for him! <3
"Blood Red Summer" (Yet another Coheed and Cambria song AGAIN {I think I'm addicted...don
Faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it, you got it, you got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from floor
will you be wondering if, or (do I need what is given or honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it anymore)
[Chorus:]
and when the answer that you want
is in the question that you state
come what may
come what may
[X2]
in a pain that buckles out your knees
could you stop this if I plead (you got it, you got it, you got it)
so destined I am to walk among the dark
a child in keeping secrets from (will they know what I've done in the after)
in the sought for matter when the words blame you
in a blood red summer I'll give you (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it)
[Chorus]
what did I do to deserve
what did I do to deserve
this? this?
[X2]
[ad libs]
wa oh wa ooooh
wa oh oh oh woah
what did I do to deserve
what did I do to deserve
this? this?
[x3 ]
what did I do to deserve
what did I do
Christmas is here...now to hide till it goes away again...
Ooo! I wrote something! FINALLY!!
Its just random stuff I was writing down. (I warn you, the subject matter is all over the place, so don't bitch about it...just read it!! =P)
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I wish the words would flow
Like they used to
I can’t think
I can’t eat
I can’t even breathe anymore
I don’t even care if I have a rhyme
Or even if I have a reason
I just want the words to flow
Like they used to
-=-=-=-=-=-
Something’s wrong
Everyone assures me
That it’s all okay
That it’s all normal
But I know, inside, that something’s wrong
So so wrong
When we are born, our goal is to find our purpose.
But what happens when someone finds, then forgets, their purpose?
We don’t die…
Because
I’m still here…
Maybe I just THOUGHT I knew
But I never really did…
Sometimes I wish I could change my mind
Just flip my opinions to see what I think, and say about everything.
It just might be very entertaining.
Or it could be evil incarnate…
Some people say love is fleeting
That’s not even the half of it…
I think happiness is what is truly fleeting
I haven’t felt as happy as I do now …ever, actually…
And I’m afraid that I’ll lose my happiness in the blink of an eye
I think that’s why I’m so possessive
I want what’s mine, to be Only mine
Until I lose it, like I almost always tend to do…
Because of stupid reasons and speculations from people who’s opinions don’t count
In the matter at hand.
But that’s how it all goes right?
Life gets fucked by those who don’t even really matter.
The people that are just a grain of sand in the sandstorm that is life.
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This is SOOOO nowhere near finished with this... This is all I have right now (I'm adding more)
I want a freaking ipod too... *whines like a baby* LOL!
Bullshit...LOL
So yeah, I still have writers block, but it will go away eventually...t
and stuff...
Love you
<3 Davorah <3
The Light & The Glass (yet another Co&Ca song! X3)
Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write.
Memories roll in; of the things you once did
and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you?
Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips?
A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything.
But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt.
Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands?
Your focus secure and the loves you left; well
smiles staged in photographs here until...
You, you left the light on.
There's a chance I might have tripped, girl
You were there to hold on.
[Chorus:]
Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother;
kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother.
I'll lay awake for a while.
I'll leave the light on a while.
But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it;
carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her.
I told you so. I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life.
But you, you, you... you had better things to do X2
Liar, liar, liar, liar.
[Chorus]
If you get put to sleep, like an old dog, you're better off.
If you get put to sleep;
I've been cautious with the words I extend.
Allow this year before the world starts to end.
Your father's dead. He passed in his sleep,
and I woke to the sounds of her crying.
x3
Your father's dead. He passed in his sleep.
Pray for us all.
I wanna write a song... or a poem...or something..
But I've been so verbally inept lately... >.<
I can draw still though... I'm working on a 18x24 prismacolor colorpencil amazonian woman-thing... You'll see...I hope I don't botch it up like all my words and such... >.<
Its not like I'm depressed or anything, in fact I'm finally happy again... (I have a boyfriend who is also my best friend, and he is all I want) ...but its more like 'writers block' for retards or something... :/
I don't know...it makes my head hurt though b/c I keep typing here and trying to write in my notebook at the same time...LOL
I'm Done for now, My hands are frozen...haha!
Love you
<3 Davorah <3
Damn I'm gonna cry now... >.<
This is an awesome song! But I just found out that its not by Co&Ca... >.< Its by some no-longer exiting band called The Inside... *sniffles like a baby*
And when I read the lyrics I was like "wtf! I liked this song! It sounds soooo boring with just the lyrics... >.<" (But I still like the song!, just not reading the lyrics...LOL! =P)
Artists > The Inside > An End To A Beginning
Despirate eyes make a despirate soul
Leave me with nothing here on my own
Simple distraction now tears you away
Searching for nothing here on your own
I'm waiting for something to cover These wounds
I'm waiting for closure here in this place
Simple distraction now tears you away
But I am not leaving here
'Cause I'm dying here
You run away
Though it's dark inside
I'm alone in here
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for a memory we'll be alright
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for this memory
Despirate eyes make a despirate soul
Leave me with nothing here on my own
Simple distraction has torn you away
Searching for nothing here on your own
I'm waiting for something to cover these wounds
I'm waiting for closure here in this place
Simple distraction now tears you away
But I am not leaving here
'Cause I've died inside
you run away
But it's dark inside
I'm alone in here
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for a memory we'll be alright
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for this memory
Halloo everyone! (forgive the lack of some punctuations..
I appologise for not reading my messages! -_- I have like almost 30 unread messages!! -_- ACK!!
I`ve been helping José learn elftown and he`s been helping me learn myspace... its insane!! Gotta go...stuff to do people to see...
Peace out Nig! =P
*glomps José* I Lubs José! <3
Musubi no hating of me! XD
*makes a crazy face*
*sighs*
I think I made Musubi Mad... :/ I wasn't there at 3:15pm like I said I would be...I got out of my class early (2:45pm) :/ but don't blame me! <3 I wanted to wait for you José! <3
But Milad didnt want to sit around and wait :/
I can give you your beanie back on Wednesday when (and if) I see you, if you don't hate me too much to avoid me.. :/
Ohhh yeah! I might be going to Toronto, Canada for New years! We'll see how things go though... *nods*
Yeah so, Christmas came early for me bro! LOL!
I got tons of clothes! I look HOTT AS FUCK! LMAO!
I'm going to walmart on wednesday to get more pants though...since I lost all that weight, I'm too small for my own clothes! >.< LOL!
hehe! I'm gonna hit the hay, lots of projecty crap to do tomorrow...nig
*Sings 'Whoo-de-whoo' at Musubi* HAHA bro! You wanna go see sponge bob's movie! =P LOL! <3
Love, Peace, anc Chicken Grease Baby!
~Gaia~
Hmm...LOL! Been really busy with school work...LOL!
OHHHH!!! I found out who that hot guy that I saw in the lounge was (look several diary entries down) His name is Jose (But I call him Musubi, b/c he hates being called 'Sanchez' =P) *nods*
He kicks hardcore ass! *grins cheesily* LOL! I got him to join Elftown and now hes an Elf-y too! ^.^ LOL!
I gotta go now though..I gotta go to the St. Pete museum of Fine Arts for an Art History Paper... :/
MUSUBI!!!!!!!!
(Don't let the old ladies at Albertson's get you down Musubi...if you want I'll kick their asses for you...with their own canes! X3) *snuggles*
Sorry I didnt get online last night...I was hanging out with Milahd and Danny all night... ^.^ We ran all over town. (Milahd met my mom X3)
AND! I'm moving back to Tampa(with my mom) next week! ^.^
WHOO-DE-WHOO!! =^.^=
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease Baby! ^.^
~Gaia
Oh and PS: *does the cabbage patch* I got me a boyfriend, I got me a boyfriend, I got me a boyfriend! ^.^ LOL! (Milahd is my bitch now ^.^ LOL! =P)
Today's Entry:
Co&Ca wont be at NBT4 :/ *cries* they have more family problems and they have to cancel the rest of their tour... *dies* it sucks!!! >.<
But family comes before fame...I'm glad they remember that... :/ but it still sucks... *pout*
So..hopefully if I DO get tix to NTB4, it wont suck... b/c Co&Ca was the only band I wanted to go for... :/
well...*sigh* on a lighter note...at least I know Milahd wants to be my boyfriend *smirks* he says it would be awesome if I could move back to Tampa so we can hang out more... ^.^
but I miss Coheed and Cambria... *pouts* (You people just DON'T understand my addiction to this band!! >.< Its bad I know...but as I always say, at least being addicted to Co&Ca is better than being addicted to crack... :/
night night all...gonna do the guardy thing for an hour then try to sleep... :/
LOL! >.< I woke up early today... =P Milahd called me at 11am...I was like "dude...why'd you wake me up so early..." and he was like "why? what time is it?" I said "11am" and he laughed at me... punk ass...*beats him up for laughing at her* HAHA! Now who's the foo', Foo'! =P
Hehe! He gets back into town tomorrow night at 11pm...I told him I was dragging him out...don't know where though yet...but I'm sure I can come up with some Ideas... *winks* LOL! =P
hmmm...I need to go gorcery shopping... :/ No more foodness here...I ate it all! *pats her belly* hehe! I sure as hell don't know where its all going... :/ I look like I'm wasting away... I just waiting for one of my friends to whisper "Hey Davorah...are you on any hardcore drugs..b/c if you are, you know you don't need them... >.<"
LOL! =P I wish I had some alcohol...that
I might talk Milahd into getting some Yager tomorrow night... :/ we'll have to see... =P
LOL! Thats all...Now to run around LJ for an hour or so....LOL!
Chai Lattes are SOOOO GOOD!!! >.<