This is from yesterday, but I couldn't post it b/c Elftown went down... >.< (I think maybe I should get a live journal... hmm...:/)
Hmm...Milahd called the cell phone last night (at
about 11pm dad says) and dad gave him the house number
to call me (b/c dad was at work and had the cell) and
I think he gave Milahd the wrong number...b/c no one
called...LOL!
So I called him today at about 3 (after my classes)
and I was like 'whats up? Dad says you called..." He
said "yeah no one picked up at the house...so I guess
you werent there..." I laughed and told him that I'm
ALWAYS there... >.< and told him about the number mix
up and gave him the (right) house number... =P
So we were talking and I was like "wait, so why did
you call at 11pm on tuesday?" and he was like I was
just calling b/c I missed you on tuesday (I'm not sure
if he meant "I miss you" or "We never met up like
normal"... o_O lol)
So I asked him what he was doing for Turkey day, and
he's like "I'm in conneticut"...
LOL! when did you go there?" and he said last night
(so I assume that he flew...LOL!) he said he'll be
back on sunday...lol He didn't sound like he was
having fun...poor Milahd... (I felt dumb though...LOL!
I was all like "how the hell did you sneak to
conneticut without me finding out... o_O" LOL!)
anywho...yeah.
SOOOOOOOOO Mother fucking familiar....bu
fucking place his face!!! >.< Its driving me insane!
At first I thought, hey...its gotta be him looking
like Claudio (From Co&Ca..DUR!!) but no...I have a
picture of Claudio in a pool hall (when his hair
wasn't long enough to be in his facee...SO NYAH! =P)
and this guy doesn't look like Claudio...so WHO THE
FUCK DOES HE LOOK LIKE!!!!
I'm gonna fucking go nuts!!! >.< He IS HOOOTTT AS FUCK
though...LOL! =P
LOL! I was talking to my friends Fabio (He has pretty
hair so we call him that, his name is Joseph =P) and
Corey P. and I was talking about the
"familiar-look
with the hair? HE'S FUCKING HOT!!...but thats not the
point...the point is he looks familiar..haha
And what does Fabio do? he goes over to the guy and
tells him "That chick thinks your HOT..." LOL! I was
like..."DUDE! WTF MAN! o_O" The guy just glances at me
then at the floor in a shy gesture and puts his
headphones back on...
I would have given my right fucking adida just to know
what he was listening to... >.<
yeah...so...I only see that guy on Mondays and
Wednesdays...w
those days (I'm at HCC Mon-Thurs... =P) So the next
time I see him, I'll be like "Hey whats up, I'm
Davorah...*nod
HAHA! I R A SMOOTH OPERATOR! o_O
WHOO-DE-WHOO! ^.^
Oh and PS: I know what three tattoos I'm getting
(FINALLY!) If you wanna know...ask me... =^.^=
But as for right now...I'm gonna go watch me some Iron
chef...and think some more about that
"Familiar-look
he looks so fucking familiar....
LOL! maybe he's my soulmate... o_O wtf...with the
probablities given to me...its likely that he's
not...Hahaha!
WHOO-DE-WHOO!! (I love being in a good mood!)
Happy Turkey day to everyone!
~*~Love, Peace, and Chicken (well in this case,
Turkey) Grease Baby!!!~*~
~Gaia
one of my friends here on Elftown helped me figure out what I want:
I wish I could afford college (even just being able to afford community college would make me happy):/
I wish I could find a job so I can get a car and an apartment of my own...(even if it were with roommates..I'm just tired of living with either of my parents...)
I wish I could find a guy that would 1) remember I exist and 2) treat me like another human, with respect...
I wish I could still be in touch with all my friends from highschool so I didn't feel so alone all the time...
I think that covers it for now... :/
I'm not in a good mood...I was registering for my spring classes and the Schools website said I have a financial hold...meaning I owe them money... WTF! The pell grant paid for my fucking classes how the fuck do I owe money! I'm so fucking pissed... >.<
I'm tired of people treating me like fucking crap...I really don't understand how people can take me so fucking lightly...I'm not the 'suicidal' type...its more like the 'homicidal' type...and right now I don't like anyone.... >.< I think my fucking problems go farther than "Anger Management Problems" when I actually feel like butchering someone...>.<
Hmm...what to say...I was working on an english paper on "The Definition of The American Dream" LOL! Right...I dont think my teacher is going to like my paper...
She's all "I love america!! etc..." and I'm "America-land of the free?! Yeah fucking right!! >.<"
LOL! I'm such a cynic...but look at the life I live...its not all peaches and roses. And I think that has something to do with the way my personality has evolved...mayb
Dude! Pippi needs to email me back!! I need to rag on his ass... >.< LOL! =P (j/k)
Hmm...why do my weekends suck so bad? I'm bored as fuck all weekend...and its not like I can remedy it...I dont have a car... >.< Someone needs to get me a car for a late b-day present... >.< damnit...
Coheed And Cambria
by Dan Grote
While they may have wrapped up a tour with Thrice and Thursday, for the love of God do not write off Coheed and Cambria as just another let’s-talk-abo
“In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3”, details the adventures of Claudio, the son of Adam and Eve-style pair Coheed and Cambria (an upcoming comic book will explain the five-arch story of Coheed and Cambria). Claudio is a warrior who tells his story and rebirth from the battlefield while reminiscing on a childhood he can never have back and who longs to be reunited with his deceased parents to the point of suicide fantasies.
The album opens with a phone call and a flourish of strings which parlays into the title track, where Claudio prepares to charge into battle, envisioning all the murders he is about to commit and the lost lives of those beneath him as a means of seeking approval from his parents from beyond (“I’d do anything just to make you happy, hear you tell me that you’re proud of me/For them I’d kill anything, cut the throats of babies for them, break their hearts for they were them/Waiting for you to say I love you too.”). Gripping, creepy stuff, really.
In the midst of war, Claudio finds love (“Cuts Marked in the March of Men”), surrenders his life to the enemy for said love and endures torture at the hands of said enemy (“Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow)”). Then comes a series of flashbacks wherein Claudio recounts his childhood as the favored son of his parents.
Sounds like a bunch of Battlestar Galactica whatsit to read the lyrics, but in truth some of it couldn’t be catchier. Listen to, for example, “Blood Red Summer,” with its “wo-oh, wo-oh-oh” ending after a song in which Claudio confides in a friend, or “Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow),” a song filled with lyrics about torture and which ends with the refrain of “Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops” that engenders pogoing more than a pregnant pause of horror. “A Favor House Atlantic,” in which Claudio is on the run from a sniper, also passes for a catchy tune, with its “are you in, or are you out?” chorus.
VERDICT: The album ends as it began, with talk of a world meeting its end. Not very hopeful language, but dammit if half of it isn’t catchy! Imagine 2112 without the endless solos and more of emotional pull and you’ve got Coheed and Cambria and a story that leaves the listener clamoring for the next chapter.
- From www.rocknworld
Oh yeah, AND! THAT WAS THE BEST B-DAY PRESENT EVER!!!!
LOL! It was a present to myself...corny aye? BUT AWESOME!!! LOL!
DUDE! I cant wait till they come back!! >.< Whoo-de-whoo!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!
The Co&Ca concert kicked hardcore ass!!!!!! Whoo-de-whoo!!
Oh my freakin' God! It was FUCKING awesome!!! I got loads of pictures! Going to get them developed sometime this week ^_^
I was hanging out with their lighting guy, Pippi, before they played. I got to chill in the lighting booth! (The concert was at the masquerade in Ybor) LOL! I got a picture of the play list! RAR! LOL! I got a perfect view of the band from where I sat! The light show kicked ass too! Pippi is awesome as hell!!! LOL! He's a crazy ass 36 yr old pot head that has two long dreads...he's such a dork...LOL! But he was funny as hell!
Holy Shit I had so much fun!! LOL! Danny ditched =P he said he didnt have money...excuse
LOL! So many people say that no one likes Coheed...THEY ARE WRONG!!!!!!!! There were SOOOOOOO many people man!! All with hardcore love for the 'Heed! RAR!!!!
*does a crazy jig* It was so freaking awesome!!!!!! I lost my voice and my hearing! But it was worth it!!!
O_O I also got a Co&Ca hoodie! I look so freakin' HOT in it man!!! I tell you what!! MAN! I wish you guys could have gone!!!! They ROCKED the house!!!!!!! They're so fucking awesome!!!! LOL!
I gave Pippi my email and told him after the tour he should come back to tampa and we'll go IHOP'ping ^_^ Thats the best thing to do here, other than going to the FUCKING AWESOME ass concerts!!!!!
WHOO-DE-WHOOO!
~Gaia
*does another crazy-ass jig to "Devil in Jersey City" for good measure* =^.^=
Reminder to self:
Take a look at http://www.ell
From Astrology.com:
Chapter 1: Davorah's astrological profile
Sun in Scorpio
When Davorah was born, the Sun was in the Sign Scorpio, the Psychoanalyst. For Davorah, relating is a matter of primary importance, to be conducted with gut-wrenching intensity. Forget about merely getting under the partner's wants to go bone-deep. Soul-deep, and she needs to be known just as profoundly in turn. At best, Davorah offers probing honesty and an astonishing capacity for tenderness. At worst, life with her can resemble living with a cross between a laser beam and a can opener, neither of which will take "no" for an answer. Davorah should learn to ask for no more self-revelatio
Danny's friend's name is Milahd(sp?) Today He was telling me how much he liked my shirt... o_O thanks...LOL! It is one of my favorite shirts. Its a fitted hawaiian print shirt. It R Blue!! ^.^
I asked Danny if he wanted to go to the Co&Ca concert. He said he'll see if he has work...I was kindof scared to ask Milahd if he wanted to go...like I said, he is a wierdo...LOL! But he is funny though..me and him make fun of Danny all the time...LOL! I'm surprised we haven't made him cry...LOL! No I'm not, Danny knows we kid..LOL! ^.^
I talked to Ari today, she said she hopes that her son can come home from the hospital soon... >.< poor baby...Matt was the one who watched him at the hospital last night. She said that Matt couldnt call me b/c Brandon fell asleep on his chest and his cell was on the other side of the room. Poor Brandon! >.< pneumonia when you're not even 2yrs old yet will suck!!...*crie
We all knew it would happen sometime...LOL
I hate this song...LOL! But its so damn catchy!! *bounces* =^.^=
"A Favor House Atlantic"
Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you
Good eye, sniper
Here I'll shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all
Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are
Good eye, sniper
Now I shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all
Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know
Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.
Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.
Not going to texas...big story..read it... =P
So the Co&Ca concert that was supposed to be tonight was postponed for thursday...
Claudio's Girlfriend got into a car accident this morning and he had to fly back to New York. I sure hope she's okay... :/ He loves that woman...She's lucky as hell to have a guy like him... :/
So the concert is up for thursday night at 7pm All tickets will be honored. Good thing too! I spent $30 on my ticket...(I'm a die-hard fan!) I bought it from ticketmaster.c
I was supposed to leave tampa at 7pm on thursday to go to texas...but I REALLY want to go to this concert...so I'll have to postpone my trip for when Ol' Matty gets back from Japan on leave again... >.< Sorry Bro... You know how much I love my music!!! *huggles* Like I begged before...pleas
Oh yeah...my b-day is tomorrow....I need to call my mom and see if she wants to do something for it. I know my dad will, but they hate each other so I'll prolly schedule mom for ths weekend...
I wish My Matt could hang out with me for my birthday...Tha
Oh yeah...Danny's friend has a crush on me... >.< How do I know? After Math class (the class Danny and I have together) we were walking, they were going to Danny's friend's car(I dont know the dude's name, so bare with me here... >.<) and I was going to the lounge to meet up with my dad. Danny's friend says "Hugs and kisses!!" when we go our separate ways...O_Owtf?
thats it for now...I think...lol! Will post more tomorrow...
(I haven't saluted in a long time...lets see if I remember how to do it... o_O Here goes nothin...)
*holds her arm up and smacks herself in the forehead with her forearm* Bah! And I thought I had it too! >.<
Kids don't try this at home!! LOL!!
*salutes* (There we go!)
~Gaia
PS: I want my cheetos Jason!! >.< =P
"The Crowing"
I fed the clues of a lost day killed in motion
But I thought of it so like there's no other way it could've been done
Will they size my fit for a puzzle I wish not to play a part in it.
A heart stained in hate, a feeling of fear will play circles.
But you, you were my favorite
But you, you know, you were my favorite
I severed my ties to shroud this body under the streets of this city
And wait for the day when I am summoned to walk across the face
Well, slowly but clearer now, in visions that play and plague memories
I loved them with all as the son should to mother and father
But you, you were my favorite
But you, you know, you were my favorite
Would I walk through the door, shedding the light of all life?
With the rise and reform, would I come as before?
Pray you're not the only one
Pray you're not the only...
If given mistakes, would I take them back?
If erasing them could, if erasing them would
But would they be the words that I would say?
Your face and a door between
I've parted three ways
For you, the Newo that I love
Did you ever really know before my face shamed to break?
Did you ever really know before my mind scared to think?
Did you ever really know before my name son to these?
Did you, did you, did you come clean in the end from the start?
Dear Ambellina, the Prise wishes you to watch over me
Dear Ambellina, the Prise wishes all to watch over me
I fought the decisions that call and lost
My mark has the revelant piece in this
I will come reformed
In short, for the murders of those I court
I bless the hour that holds your fall
I will kill you all!!
I will call you (I will cross you out!) (Dear Ambellina...)
Out from shelter (...the Prise wishes you...)
Burn your wings (Burn your wings!) (...to watch over me)
You'll know no better/And learn their letters (Burn the core)
Going to Texas next weekend to see El Matto off to his hell-trip back to the Navy. LOL! Poor him, but hey! It was his choice to join =P I hope a weekend away from this hell-hole of a life will make me feel better....
Matt (My 'Superman'-Mat
But of course, thats all he told me, he said he was sitting down to dinner and would call me back on his way to work. That was yesterday...*n
I tried to go to sleep after the Jay and Silent Bob Movie...but I couldn't I was wide awake...so I logged back online (it was about 3-4am) El Matto was online so I was just shooting the shit with him till 8am...I told him about all the crap that has happened to me, so far... and I liked his opinions on it:
"Whether he is the right guy or not, just go with it."
"Stick with matt, and don't be afraid of it."
"Enjoy Matt while you can, love him like it'll last forever."
Now see, that would work...but things seem to be kind of one sided on the relationship front right now.
I need to shutup...I sound like fucking Oprah... >.< *sighs* What can I do though? Sit around waiting for phone calls that don't come? I already do that...it gets me no where... *points up at the Oprah comment* See... :/
OH! And if anyone wants to hire an aspiring artist. *raises her hand frantically* I sure as fuck need the money!
This is so Freaking hilarious!!! This was sent to me in an email from my Mommy, [EliseRosewater]:
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Five tips for a woman....
1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job.
2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.
3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you.
4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.
5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.
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LOL!!!! >.< I Love it! ^.^
I can only take so much of this playing one-sided phone tag stuff...
I say...
If we killed all the 14yr olds on the planet...we would ebolish the majority of the rules breakers from Elftown! LOL! Indeed! ^_^
I talked to Matt finally today! He seemed happy to speak to me. He said he'd been feeling like shit all week (flu) and that he did badly on his test yesterday. My poor baby.:/
I finished (the sketch anyways) of my first entry to the Christmas card contest At my College! My second sketch is underway! ^_^ Woot!
Dad wants me to draw the Panera logo and transfer it onto a silk screen for him so he can make work shirts. They changed it so that if you need new shirts for work, you have to pay out the ass for it.. >.< Dad asked Mike (General Manager of the store he works at) if he could make his own shirt, with the logo on the corner and sleeve like the real ones and Mike said He sees no reason why its not okay...
My Birthday is on Wednesday!!!!!
My friend Danny says hi to everyone on Elftown... o_O he told me to put that in my diary...don't mind him...he needs to have his medication adjusted...LOL
LOL! The highlight of my day:
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Letter number: 25219425
From: [dracula the legendary vampire] (if u had a relastions with me send a new one)
To: [Davorah] (I yearn for some monotony in my life.)
Sent mail 2004-11-11 10:36:57
Comment in 25248986
damn yer fucking hot and sexy
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Letter number: 25248986
From: [Davorah] (I yearn for some monotony in my life.)
To: [dracula the legendary vampire] (if u had a relastions with me send a new one)
Sent mail 2004-11-11 19:09:28
Unread
Comment to: 25219425
Thank you for thinking I'm "fucking hot and sexy", but:
1. You should learn to compliment a woman in a more gentlemanly fashion if you plan on getting anywhere with a woman of intelligence such as myself.
2. Please learn how to use proper grammer and punctuation when talking to me, or any other guards for that matter.
3. You shouldn't have pictures of your "girlfriend", or whatever the girl is to you, AND have "I LOVE YOU <3" next to it when you plan on hitting on someone on Elftown.
And, of course, Have a nice day.
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I yearn for some monotony in my life. But of course you might already know that since its put up as my mood...
I saw my friend Chris from highschool today....he shrunk I think...LOL! He's cool though.
I really need to register for my classes for next semester...but for that I need money...LOL! yeah right...me, with money? Hah! Then I woke up! >.<
Does anyone need a roommate? No even better...does anyone know a business that is currently hiring? o_O
My dad said that he could take me and pick me up from the concert! YAY! He said that he has to tell Mike (his boss) that he'll be a bit late for work... Oh! and he's being moved back to the westshore store. (In case you didn't know, he's one of the Lead Bakers for Panera in Pinelas county) AND they want to promote him to Market Training Manager! Awesome! That means he gets to sit on his ass while other people (the trainees) bake...LOL!
Today was fun...in a way...I think I passed my math test..I HOPE I passed my math test... >.<
There is a contest at the HCC Ybor campus for student-artist
Anywho...I'm gonna go do the Town guard thing a little then...I dont know... >.< Night...
*Salutes*
~Gaia
The interview went great! I was so happy!! YAY!
Although my day was brought down...and up...and down..and up...and down...and up again.. >.< Hmm...roller coaster-like isnt it? >.<
I waited all day to talk to my friend (in drawing class) about what the opinion of me is now...her husband thinks the chip on his shoulder is justified, so that means that she isnt able to talk to me when he's around. First down...
My Drawing teacher wants to put THREE of my pieces in the upcoming College art show. YAY! Now Up...
My boyfriend still hasn't called me and told me about his opinion about the crap thats been going on. Maybe he's busy with work and school...*shru
My interview went off pretty well! The manager thought that I would be good for the job (He just didnt like the labret, but most retail businesses don't like that though... =P). Up again!
I called Matt and told him to call me back...and he didnt...but He DID also get the Halo 2 game today so he's probably playing that... o_O (I hope its not just me being in denile... :/). Down AGAIN...
I finished my blasted math homework and I'm picking on Jason on skype... CHEETOS!!!! =P WAY up!
Like I said...Freakin
Random Note: I wanna go watch a movie... >.<
Random Note 2: I don't know if I'll be able to go to the Coheed and Cambria concert... >.< I'll be able to get there...but not get back home... I could take a cab..but that costs money I dont have... >.< I originally asked Matt if he wanted to go...but he's also not talking to me right now...
LOL! Watch it be me over-reacting.
Random Note 3: I'm so tired sometimes...so fucking tired... Sometimes I just want to trade lives with someone... >.<