HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Co&Ca concert kicked hardcore ass!!!!!! Whoo-de-whoo!!! =^.^=

Oh my freakin' God! It was FUCKING awesome!!! I got loads of pictures! Going to get them developed sometime this week ^_^

I was hanging out with their lighting guy, Pippi, before they played. I got to chill in the lighting booth! (The concert was at the masquerade in Ybor) LOL! I got a picture of the play list! RAR! LOL! I got a perfect view of the band from where I sat! The light show kicked ass too! Pippi is awesome as hell!!! LOL! He's a crazy ass 36 yr old pot head that has two long dreads...he's such a dork...LOL! But he was funny as hell!

Holy Shit I had so much fun!! LOL! Danny ditched =P he said he didnt have money...excuses excuses... LOL! Milahd went with me instead. He's more fun anyways! =P Milahd was like "I didnt understand one word they were saying...heh!" I told him I would burn him their music so he can hear the words...

LOL! So many people say that no one likes Coheed...THEY ARE WRONG!!!!!!!! There were SOOOOOOO many people man!! All with hardcore love for the 'Heed! RAR!!!!

*does a crazy jig* It was so freaking awesome!!!!!! I lost my voice and my hearing! But it was worth it!!!

O_O I also got a Co&Ca hoodie! I look so freakin' HOT in it man!!! I tell you what!! MAN! I wish you guys could have gone!!!! They ROCKED the house!!!!!!! They're so fucking awesome!!!! LOL!

I gave Pippi my email and told him after the tour he should come back to tampa and we'll go IHOP'ping ^_^ Thats the best thing to do here, other than going to the FUCKING AWESOME ass concerts!!!!!

WHOO-DE-WHOOO!!!!
~Gaia
*does another crazy-ass jig to "Devil in Jersey City" for good measure* =^.^=

Reminder to self:

Take a look at http://www.ellenmilliongraphics.com/fantasyart/

From Astrology.com:

Chapter 1: Davorah's astrological profile

Sun in Scorpio

When Davorah was born, the Sun was in the Sign Scorpio, the Psychoanalyst. For Davorah, relating is a matter of primary importance, to be conducted with gut-wrenching intensity. Forget about merely getting under the partner's wants to go bone-deep. Soul-deep, and she needs to be known just as profoundly in turn. At best, Davorah offers probing honesty and an astonishing capacity for tenderness. At worst, life with her can resemble living with a cross between a laser beam and a can opener, neither of which will take "no" for an answer. Davorah should learn to ask for no more self-revelation than she will give, and allow the partner to open up at his or her own pace. That accomplished, Davorah's capacity for a bond of incredible depth and passion is virtually limitless.

Danny's friend's name is Milahd(sp?) Today He was telling me how much he liked my shirt... o_O thanks...LOL! It is one of my favorite shirts. Its a fitted hawaiian print shirt. It R Blue!! ^.^

I asked Danny if he wanted to go to the Co&Ca concert. He said he'll see if he has work...I was kindof scared to ask Milahd if he wanted to go...like I said, he is a wierdo...LOL! But he is funny though..me and him make fun of Danny all the time...LOL! I'm surprised we haven't made him cry...LOL! No I'm not, Danny knows we kid..LOL! ^.^

I talked to Ari today, she said she hopes that her son can come home from the hospital soon... >.< poor baby...Matt was the one who watched him at the hospital last night. She said that Matt couldnt call me b/c Brandon fell asleep on his chest and his cell was on the other side of the room. Poor Brandon! >.< pneumonia when you're not even 2yrs old yet will suck!!...*cries*

We all knew it would happen sometime...LOL! Here it is:

I hate this song...LOL! But its so damn catchy!! *bounces* =^.^=

"A Favor House Atlantic"

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you

Good eye, sniper
Here I'll shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are

Good eye, sniper
Now I shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Not going to texas...big story..read it... =P

So the Co&Ca concert that was supposed to be tonight was postponed for thursday...

Claudio's Girlfriend got into a car accident this morning and he had to fly back to New York. I sure hope she's okay... :/ He loves that woman...She's lucky as hell to have a guy like him... :/

So the concert is up for thursday night at 7pm All tickets will be honored. Good thing too! I spent $30 on my ticket...(I'm a die-hard fan!) I bought it from ticketmaster.com on the first day of sale!!! and the shipping charge was an extra $14 along with the $15 of the ticket price...but as you all know, To me it is WELL WORTH IT!! >.<

I was supposed to leave tampa at 7pm on thursday to go to texas...but I REALLY want to go to this concert...so I'll have to postpone my trip for when Ol' Matty gets back from Japan on leave again... >.< Sorry Bro... You know how much I love my music!!! *huggles* Like I begged before...please dont hate me!! >.< Hanging out with you for my b-day would have been a great present though... :/ *hugs*

Oh yeah...my b-day is tomorrow....I need to call my mom and see if she wants to do something for it. I know my dad will, but they hate each other so I'll prolly schedule mom for ths weekend...

I wish My Matt could hang out with me for my birthday...That would be the best birthday present ever... *cries* Bah... I'll call him later on today and see what he is doing tomorrow... :/

Oh yeah...Danny's friend has a crush on me... >.< How do I know? After Math class (the class Danny and I have together) we were walking, they were going to Danny's friend's car(I dont know the dude's name, so bare with me here... >.<) and I was going to the lounge to meet up with my dad. Danny's friend says "Hugs and kisses!!" when we go our separate ways...O_Owtf?! LOL! He's a pretty wierd kid too...LOL! But he's friends with Danny so he can't be too psycho...can he?! o_O *hides under Matt's bed* Why do I attract the wierd guys? O_O I think I have a "wierd guy" magnet on my fat ass...LOL!!! ^.^ *Shakes her magnet* LMAO! I'm a dork I know... =P

thats it for now...I think...lol! Will post more tomorrow...
(I haven't saluted in a long time...lets see if I remember how to do it... o_O Here goes nothin...)

*holds her arm up and smacks herself in the forehead with her forearm* Bah! And I thought I had it too! >.<

Kids don't try this at home!! LOL!!

*salutes* (There we go!)
~Gaia

PS: I want my cheetos Jason!! >.< =P

"The Crowing"

I fed the clues of a lost day killed in motion
But I thought of it so like there's no other way it could've been done
Will they size my fit for a puzzle I wish not to play a part in it.
A heart stained in hate, a feeling of fear will play circles.

But you, you were my favorite
But you, you know, you were my favorite

I severed my ties to shroud this body under the streets of this city
And wait for the day when I am summoned to walk across the face
Well, slowly but clearer now, in visions that play and plague memories
I loved them with all as the son should to mother and father

But you, you were my favorite
But you, you know, you were my favorite

Would I walk through the door, shedding the light of all life?
With the rise and reform, would I come as before?
Pray you're not the only one
Pray you're not the only...
If given mistakes, would I take them back?
If erasing them could, if erasing them would
But would they be the words that I would say?
Your face and a door between
I've parted three ways
For you, the Newo that I love

Did you ever really know before my face shamed to break?
Did you ever really know before my mind scared to think?
Did you ever really know before my name son to these?
Did you, did you, did you come clean in the end from the start?

Dear Ambellina, the Prise wishes you to watch over me
Dear Ambellina, the Prise wishes all to watch over me
I fought the decisions that call and lost
My mark has the revelant piece in this
I will come reformed
In short, for the murders of those I court
I bless the hour that holds your fall
I will kill you all!!

I will call you (I will cross you out!) (Dear Ambellina...)
Out from shelter (...the Prise wishes you...)
Burn your wings (Burn your wings!) (...to watch over me)
You'll know no better/And learn their letters (Burn the core)

Going to Texas next weekend to see El Matto off to his hell-trip back to the Navy. LOL! Poor him, but hey! It was his choice to join =P I hope a weekend away from this hell-hole of a life will make me feel better....

Matt (My 'Superman'-Matt) told me that Ari's son Brandon is in the hospital with pneumonia. :/ Poor baby! He's not even 2yrs old yet! >.<

But of course, thats all he told me, he said he was sitting down to dinner and would call me back on his way to work. That was yesterday...*nods* He's busy...he needs to work to survive. But the least he can do is call...right?

I tried to go to sleep after the Jay and Silent Bob Movie...but I couldn't I was wide awake...so I logged back online (it was about 3-4am) El Matto was online so I was just shooting the shit with him till 8am...I told him about all the crap that has happened to me, so far... and I liked his opinions on it:
 "Whether he is the right guy or not, just go with it."
 "Stick with matt, and don't be afraid of it."
 "Enjoy Matt while you can, love him like it'll last forever."
Now see, that would work...but things seem to be kind of one sided on the relationship front right now.

I need to shutup...I sound like fucking Oprah... >.< *sighs* What can I do though? Sit around waiting for phone calls that don't come? I already do that...it gets me no where... *points up at the Oprah comment* See... :/

OH! And if anyone wants to hire an aspiring artist. *raises her hand frantically* I sure as fuck need the money!

This is so Freaking hilarious!!! This was sent to me in an email from my Mommy, [EliseRosewater]:

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Five tips for a woman....

I can only take so much of this playing one-sided phone tag stuff...

I say...

If we killed all the 14yr olds on the planet...we would ebolish the majority of the rules breakers from Elftown! LOL! Indeed! ^_^

I talked to Matt finally today! He seemed happy to speak to me. He said he'd been feeling like shit all week (flu) and that he did badly on his test yesterday. My poor baby.:/

I finished (the sketch anyways) of my first entry to the Christmas card contest At my College! My second sketch is underway! ^_^ Woot!

Dad wants me to draw the Panera logo and transfer it onto a silk screen for him so he can make work shirts. They changed it so that if you need new shirts for work, you have to pay out the ass for it.. >.< Dad asked Mike (General Manager of the store he works at) if he could make his own shirt, with the logo on the corner and sleeve like the real ones and Mike said He sees no reason why its not okay...

My Birthday is on Wednesday!!!!!! *BIG Hint hint!!!!* ^_^

My friend Danny says hi to everyone on Elftown... o_O he told me to put that in my diary...don't mind him...he needs to have his medication adjusted...LOL!

LOL! The highlight of my day:

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Letter number: 25219425
From: [dracula the legendary vampire] (if u had a relastions with me send a new one)
To: [Davorah] (I yearn for some monotony in my life.)
Sent mail 2004-11-11 10:36:57
Comment in 25248986

 
damn yer fucking hot and sexy

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Letter number: 25248986
From: [Davorah] (I yearn for some monotony in my life.)
To: [dracula the legendary vampire] (if u had a relastions with me send a new one)
Sent mail 2004-11-11 19:09:28
Unread
Comment to: 25219425

 
Thank you for thinking I'm "fucking hot and sexy", but:


1. You should learn to compliment a woman in a more gentlemanly fashion if you plan on getting anywhere with a woman of intelligence such as myself.


2. Please learn how to use proper grammer and punctuation when talking to me, or any other guards for that matter.


3. You shouldn't have pictures of your "girlfriend", or whatever the girl is to you, AND have "I LOVE YOU <3" next to it when you plan on hitting on someone on Elftown.


And, of course, Have a nice day.

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I yearn for some monotony in my life. But of course you might already know that since its put up as my mood...

I saw my friend Chris from highschool today....he shrunk I think...LOL! He's cool though.

I really need to register for my classes for next semester...but for that I need money...LOL! yeah right...me, with money? Hah! Then I woke up! >.<

Does anyone need a roommate? No even better...does anyone know a business that is currently hiring? o_O

My dad said that he could take me and pick me up from the concert! YAY! He said that he has to tell Mike (his boss) that he'll be a bit late for work... Oh! and he's being moved back to the westshore store. (In case you didn't know, he's one of the Lead Bakers for Panera in Pinelas county) AND they want to promote him to Market Training Manager! Awesome! That means he gets to sit on his ass while other people (the trainees) bake...LOL!

Today was fun...in a way...I think I passed my math test..I HOPE I passed my math test... >.<

There is a contest at the HCC Ybor campus for student-artists. You make chrismas cards designs (unlimited submissions) using any media (I've already got one design made. I've got 5 more stuck in my head. I'll probably have more by next week!) The prize is $100 and the Dean and the President (of HCC of course =P) use your card design for their holiday greeting cards! AWESOME!!! Publicity up the ass! ^_^

Anywho...I'm gonna go do the Town guard thing a little then...I dont know... >.< Night...

*Salutes*
~Gaia

The interview went great! I was so happy!! YAY!

Although my day was brought down...and up...and down..and up...and down...and up again.. >.< Hmm...roller coaster-like isnt it? >.<

I waited all day to talk to my friend (in drawing class) about what the opinion of me is now...her husband thinks the chip on his shoulder is justified, so that means that she isnt able to talk to me when he's around. First down...

My Drawing teacher wants to put THREE of my pieces in the upcoming College art show. YAY! Now Up...

My boyfriend still hasn't called me and told me about his opinion about the crap thats been going on. Maybe he's busy with work and school...*shrugs* Ari said he came down with the flu this weekend, poor baby... :( WAY Down...

My interview went off pretty well! The manager thought that I would be good for the job (He just didnt like the labret, but most retail businesses don't like that though... =P). Up again!

I called Matt and told him to call me back...and he didnt...but He DID also get the Halo 2 game today so he's probably playing that... o_O (I hope its not just me being in denile... :/). Down AGAIN...

I finished my blasted math homework and I'm picking on Jason on skype... CHEETOS!!!! =P WAY up!

Like I said...Freaking Roller Coaster Ride! I hate roller coasters...*curses under her breath*

Random Note: I wanna go watch a movie... >.<

Random Note 2: I don't know if I'll be able to go to the Coheed and Cambria concert... >.< I'll be able to get there...but not get back home... I could take a cab..but that costs money I dont have... >.< I originally asked Matt if he wanted to go...but he's also not talking to me right now...

LOL! Watch it be me over-reacting...Everyone tells me that I tend to do that... >.<

Random Note 3: I'm so tired sometimes...so fucking tired... Sometimes I just want to trade lives with someone... >.<

GRRR!!! I cant write this damn definition essay...I gave up on it...>.<

Interview is tomorrow ^_^ yay! money! =P

I lost more weight!! >.< I dont know how I do it! LOL!

I'm altering my black plaid pants b/c they are too big for me now...they used to fit...and I love them so much! so I'm just taking them in about 3 1/2 inches...OMG! I lost 3 1/2 inches!!! Skinny bitches eat your hearts out! ^_^

Anyways...the whole day was less than eventful...W00!</sarcasm> But I guess thats it for today....gonna go talk to jason...b/c will isn't responding...(You dink! =P)

<add-on>

Hmm...if a guy and a girl drink (alcohol of course) together, go on dates (sushi bar, movies, etc.) and watch hours worth of news programs together (b/c the guy is obsessed with the news), does that mean they've had sex (in any way) with each other? o_O (maybe you can answer this for me tony...you have the same deal going on...) Last time I checked, no it doesn't ...But supposedly I'm a cheap whore, so maybe I did and I dont remember... hmmm...*shrugs* whatever...

But hey...like they told me, I'm letting bullshit get to me...and I shouldn't...or some crap...whatever...I'm on my way to getting over the bullshit and the pain of my mistakes..

Hey..wait...I've been over it for a long time now... LOL! ( Ooo! Look at me being a cold hearted bitch! Emma would be so proud! =^.^= )

</add-on>

*Salutes*
~Gaia

Nothing at all happened today...everyone is avoiding me...but thats fine, I needed to catch up on my sleep anyways...

Lord of the Rings is on TV...but I dont even want to watch it... >.<

I've been watching movies and sleeping on and off all day...I need a life... =P

Oh and in case you were wondering...Shane, I didnt call the cops on you, my dad did. He was afraid that you were going to start stalking me. You actually did stalk me...you went through the trouble of driving all the way to Pinelas county and writing an almost two page note on my dads front door...

What I think is really funny is that for about a split second I actually did miss you and want to go back to you...then you called me a cheap whore and my dad a fat angry fag...Wow...hmm...if thats your love, then I dont want to know what your hate is...

I'm not sending this to you in message format b/c I dont want to talk to you. I know that you stop by my house page all the time... which means you probably read my diary entries when new ones are added...so you'll read this then..and if not *shrugs* then I've wasted space...

But thats so much like me to do isn't it? :/

On a lighter note, I've gotten my english class fixed...the damn teacher told me (2 months after the class started) that I wasnt registered for her fucking class... GRRRR!!!! I went to the dean and got a reinstatement form and made her sign it and sent it back to the dean so I could get credit for all the fucking assignments I stayed up late as fuck to do... *does a jig*

Love, Peace and Chicken Grease Baby!
~*Gaia*~

Hmm...for someone that promised to write in this damn diary daily I'm not doing a very good job am I?

Well heres my diary entry: I wanna curl up into a little ball and fall down a well... does that sum it up? sure why not...

I feel like someone strapped my emotions and everything else for that matter in a roller coaster that is never ending...always with the up and down crap.... I hate roller coasters.... >.<

Dawn, call me :/ I forgot your cell phone number again >.< Dont kill me for not calling... >.<

I have a Job interview on Tuesday...I hope I get the job...I need the money...apartments in Florida are expencive... LOL! Might as well go rent out a cardboard refrigerator box under an overpass...

El Matto, [The Masquerade], is back from the navy =P (on leave =P) everyone go pester him...LOL! (Dude..you should shave...LOL! Dont hit me... =P)

W00t skype just finished DLing on dad's computer...have I pointed out how much dial up sucks ass?

Anywho, My watch works again!! YAY! I was hoping that it was just water in the mechanism...and it was! Yay!

Matt threw me in the pool on saturday {it was hypothermia cold!!! and 2am! >.<} and I had my watch on and water got inside it...I left it in his bathroom b/c it was useless to me...it was broken for about a week I estimate...

I was like ...hmm I wonder if this piece of shit is fixable... and I saw the second hand working! I did a jig I was so happy! LOL! I'm a dork I know... and simple things please simple minds...LOL so its all good =P

The coheed and cambria concert is on the 15th...W00t!

God I need to go clean this pig sty... >.< Be back to tell more tales of insanity (on my part) tomorrow...prolly...:/
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease Baby!
~*Gaia*~

I'm an asshole...and I know I'll pay for it someday... :/ I just hope I dont have to die for it...

10/15/04: OMG! you should have been there! Last night was the scariest shit! Okay, lets see if I can summarize it...

Matt and I went to a sushi bar and the his friend's bar last night. When we were on the way home he stopped at the local gas station (for gas, Dur =P) when we were about to leave he saw a bunch of teen-looking, ghetto kids hustling out of the store.

He got worried and asked the girl waiting in the car for them what was going on and she said that there was a girl in the bathroom Overdosed on Meth(Crystal Meth...its a bad drug...dont do that shit!).

Matt told me to get his medical bag and he went to the girls' restroom to go see whats going on. I brought his bag (that shit was HEAVY!!!!) and he was giving the girl mouth-to-mouth resusitation. That chick was Bright fucking blue dude! (I was so fucking scared...I'm still shaking and its the next day..)

Anyways, her friend was freaking the fuck out man! She's like "Please dont call 911!" Matt's like "Go call 911 right now, the service lady doesnt understand english" That service lady was pissing me off...she kept getting in Matt's way. >.<

Well I called 911 and as I was calling, sheriffs arrived (I think they were here for the gas too...){lucky shit aye?} Whe the paramedics and fire truck arrived, the girl woke up...her nose and left eye were bleeding like mad dude!

The police guy asked the girl's friend to give him her friend's(the girl on the floor) purse. He crouched onto the floor and emptied it onto the floor. He checked all her compacts and other make up accessories. But when he dumped that whole purse on the floor the last thing to fall out was a syringe and a second needle...The girl was cracked oout on Heroine!!!! I was sooo pissed! I was like how can someone be so dumb as this girl!!!

The cop asked her friend if she was on anything, the girl said no. (Oh btw, the girlfriend {I was standing there comforting her} said that the girl on the floor was "Just drunk"...LOL! I dont fucking think so dude...anyways...) They took both the girls to the town-n-country hospital and Matt and I followed. He had to get himself examined for viral infections from giving th girl mouth-to-mouth. >.<

Right now he's asleep...but he told me that when he was breathing for her blood got in his mouth... >.< He got prescription meds to prevent the passage of HIV (Thank god for research aye?) He'll be alright. But that girl, she prolly didn't learn her lesson...ehh, sucks for her.

Haha! I just got off the phone with Matt...and I'm grinning from ear to ear ^_^ LOL!

I found out that he LOVES Dune (a book and movies) as much as I do! Holy hell! Shane HATED that movie...or at least he lost his attention to it... >.<

It is a looooooong movie with several "parts" but the plot is soooooo good! I love it! I can't believe Matt loves dune! *does a happy jig*

hehe... (Oh and I also ate =P I'm proud of myself! LOL! I knew I wasn't becoming anorexic...again... I just needed some variety...hehe! ^_^ I got me a philly cheese steak (w/o the green peppers...blech!! >.<) from the local Gyro place and it was soooo good!!! it was the first time I ate in 2 days! (Not including little snacks that did nothing more than keep me entertained for a few minutes... :/)

Welp I gotta go to bed... I love you all for caring! I know you'll feel better to see me eat sleep and be happy enough to do my old jigs again... ^_^ night night all

Talk more soon...
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease Baby!
~*Gaia*~

I miss matt...like...I dont know...I guess "a lot" would fit the description?

He called me yesterday and we talked about anything and nothing...but it was still good to hear his voice...I hadn't seen him for one day (Last time I saw him was sunday) and I was already missing him like I hadn't seen him in ages... >.< I feel like a little girl with a crush...Its quite perturbing... :/

I don't know what else to say right now... its 7 am and I still haven't eaten breakfast... (Oh and I'm also falling back into my old eating disorders again...In case anyone wanted to happily know... >.< fuck...I know I'm gonna waste away but I'm just always so freaking nervous now that I can't eat...or sleep...) I need to get ready for school...

Talk more soon...
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease Baby!
~*Gaia*~