death is such a pleasent thought right no i have nothing to live for and every thing to die for this is my life i am cold i am hate i am me

well out of a job but it is fucking awsome stay out every night i am geting money it may not be the safest way but hay cash is cash i am gona be going to job corps soon so that will be fucking sweer and i a starting a band soon so peace out

well well well hear we are again time for a little poetry

ahem ahem ahem

i am the one that wispers in your ear
i am then one who twists ure dreams
i can givith and taketh away
i am what people fear
i am hate
i am death
i am power
i am depression
i am every thing that can make you fall
i am the one to end it all

hear is another

i look into the mirror
and all i see is a shell of a man
one who starves for love
one who will die because of it
u see u can not love what is not there
she is the one for me
but it can never be
becaouse she dosent exist
a love this true and strong is wasted on some thing that can never happen
but till this day when the one only i can see smiles i smile to
and when she cryes
i die a little in side this is my path that will never change
i love her to the point of death
if only i could be with her
the one
the true
my love

well that last bit is true ya i guess u can say i am crazy but i have to go that just hurt a lot fare well

well another day is another day things havent changed there are so many friends i have yet there is nothing people say i have a gift but i think i am week and udeserving of any thing i am a sad lonely boy that walks these streets wondering when will my time to pass will come i dont care who reads this if u wish to that is your choice not mine fare well and blessed be