Haha!! HeLp MAMA HELP!! System guitar man is FUCKING CRACKED!! ahh so much fun...I have bruised ribs and scratches from slipknot! Who absaloutly fucked the place up!! I've never seen so many people sit on the floor and jump up so quick and violently!! I WONA WANK A MIC!!

Every bogan and his goth (i stole that from matt) waited all day to see Hatebreed and fuck me up the ass with a broomstick, i have never seen such a huge circle...limbs everywhere! Yeah i have to admit to moshing juss a lil too hard and headbutting a few too many people but hey its all good...i have a throat and neck to hold to it :P

Anyway if u havnt already figured...i juss got bak from the Big Day Out...and now im going to sleep for a few days because i'm sore and tired!!

HAHA

mmm ok so things arnt so exciting at the moment...but i have the Big Day Out to look forward to...which means slipknot...system of a down...Hatebreed...and a whole load of New Zealand bands that the majority of you people wouldn't even know!

Muahaha its ashleys [Rider] b'day soon...and i have no idea what to get her...Suggestions people suggestions...bearing in mind she got me a rock for xmas!! (whos name is Raglan)

*listens to Something Corperate - Constantine* ahh so ....

I got called a cool kid today ^-^ twas a dazzleing experience...
Anyway...hopefully the messaging will be back up and running soon ... btw im not complaining im sure the fixer people are doing a grand job...

Bye for now!
Jos'

HEHE i got a rock for xmas!! Haha made me so happy!! Someone cares about what i really wanted!!
ASHLEY YOU ROCK!! (oops sorry for the pun)

Haha i feel quite jolly...
What shud i get ash for xmas?

Well there has to be a first for everything right...
Im hopeing writing what i feel will help me resolve some stuff:s
well here goes...
I dunno, confusion seems to have gotten the better of me. I break up with my boyfriend of 8 months who i truly Loved...then after breaking up the feelings that i thought had vacated me return and hit bak very hard...but at the same time, im half content being single...hmm im a believer in fate but at the same time i think i have to make what i want to happen, happen...im just not so sure how to do that right now...and it kinda doesnt help that we dont talk as much as we used to.

Yeah ok i dunno if thats gona help but we will soon find out...

If anyone reads this and has n e advise or just wants to chat please message me, im very open to chat to anyone =)

Haha...he(my ex) just messaged me....coincidence or what....that made me smile!!