mmm ok so things arnt so exciting at the moment...but i have the Big Day Out to look forward to...which means slipknot...system of a down...Hatebreed...and a whole load of New Zealand bands that the majority of you people wouldn't even know!

Muahaha its ashleys [Rider] b'day soon...and i have no idea what to get her...Suggestions people suggestions...bearing in mind she got me a rock for xmas!! (whos name is Raglan)

*listens to Something Corperate - Constantine* ahh so ....

I got called a cool kid today ^-^ twas a dazzleing experience...
Anyway...hopefully the messaging will be back up and running soon ... btw im not complaining im sure the fixer people are doing a grand job...

Bye for now!
Jos'

HEHE i got a rock for xmas!! Haha made me so happy!! Someone cares about what i really wanted!!
ASHLEY YOU ROCK!! (oops sorry for the pun)

Haha i feel quite jolly...
What shud i get ash for xmas?

Well there has to be a first for everything right...
Im hopeing writing what i feel will help me resolve some stuff:s
well here goes...
I dunno, confusion seems to have gotten the better of me. I break up with my boyfriend of 8 months who i truly Loved...then after breaking up the feelings that i thought had vacated me return and hit bak very hard...but at the same time, im half content being single...hmm im a believer in fate but at the same time i think i have to make what i want to happen, happen...im just not so sure how to do that right now...and it kinda doesnt help that we dont talk as much as we used to.

Yeah ok i dunno if thats gona help but we will soon find out...

If anyone reads this and has n e advise or just wants to chat please message me, im very open to chat to anyone =)

Haha...he(my ex) just messaged me....coincidence or what....that made me smile!!