Hi my diary is sadand empty because my life is sad and empty. Everyone thinks im just as happy as can be and i HATE IT!!!!!! im in therepy now so i guess its ok... i cut myself but my parents took away my razorblade and they monitor what items i have in my room they wont even let me use scissors alone... it sucks too i wanted to bottle some of my blood in a small jar and put it in my window sill *lol jk* but any way,my parents wont let me have anything sharp it sucks... one of my good friends is in love with me [Snakes on a Plane] and shes a REALLLLLLLLY good friend but i dont want to complicate our friendship by dating her because im only in highschool and highschool relationships NEVER last, so it sucks and i dont want to lose her. yup story of my life.............