Diary~

I don't know what the Hell is Aaron's problem, he's so fucking paranoid about everything, before I even thought of breaking up with him he's acusing me of Not trying and all this other bullshit that I don't feel like dealing with right now.

I Hung out with Bruce yesterday and that was really fun and refreshing. I haven't spent time with him since before he and his ex- girlfriend got together about 7 months ago. So we talked and he fumed and ranted on about Chelsea and I talked about Aaron and all that. Then later on we ended up cuddling and kissing and it was great fun.

See, I feel nothing when I kiss Aaron, he's just my friend and he's going to be really pissy when I tell him that but it's true, and then the other night when I kissed Bruce I was enthusiastic about it, I Wanted to, I was into it. I wasn't like that before with him but now I guess I am...

Sorry this is really just all my thoughts going down here...

I can't tell Katie what I did last night because she'd accuse me of cheating on Aaron when in my mind we've been over we just haven't talked and made it official or whatever. But right now I just don't care, I'm a confused girl.

Manda**:D

Diary~

Life has it's ups and downs, and lately it's been pretty much mostly ups, except for the fact that I'm having somewhat of a problem with the opposite sex, which has been going on for quite some time now. I've decided to break up with Aaron, he and I have been very good friends since about November of last year and we've been together for about a week and a half. I can't help but still only think of him as just a friend. I never think of Aaron as my boyfriend, he's so Aaron. So anyway, I'll be doing that soon.

Some good things though is that I just went shopping yesterday and that made me Very happy, I love clothes and shoes and basically anything I can wear. I may be going to Arizona for a week at the end of August to visit my Daddy and family, so I'm quite excited about that, and during X-Mas vacation I'm going on a four day trip to Buffalo New York to my cousins place, and That's going to be Awsome.

Otherwise life is good and I'm getting along fine.

Manda**:D