[Rainbow Six]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2005-02-22
Written: (7776 days ago)

guess what? i got permanatly kiked out of skool.. :(

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-14
Written: (7846 days ago)

Evanescence - my immortal

this song makes me cry...... it seems to be MY song..



I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

I'd love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I cant leave without you
I'd love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When youd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all, of me

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-14
Written: (7846 days ago)

Evanescence - going under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented...Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again...

(Chorus)
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

(Chorus)

So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

(Chorus)

this reminds me of laura

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-14
Written: (7846 days ago)

i get hurt enough.. why don't ppl leave me alone?

I give up on love.......

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Written about Monday 2004-11-29
Written: (7861 days ago)

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up

(chorus)
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight, I'm
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up
Consider this
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

(repeat chorus)

But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try?
That was just a dream
Just a dream, just a dream
Dream

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Written about Monday 2004-11-29
Written: (7861 days ago)

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DIE ALL WHO HATE ME!!!

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Written about Monday 2004-11-22
Written: (7868 days ago)

mortifi, death, the embrace of the cold earth.... i hear you calling to me... is it my time to go? im not sure, but who can argue with me... again i die...

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Written about Tuesday 2004-11-16
Written: (7874 days ago)
Next in thread: 414843

i don't need pity, my life is hard, i agree, but, i carry on. The few things in life i need is a noose and somewhere high to jump off.. or to stop the continuas harrasement of my peers.. yes, ok, im ginger, whats your point? i know i hurt but sometimes all you need is a friend, and i have those, some of them take the brunt of my instability, if it wasn't for [sam_moo], [Candy Coated Corpse] and [Lycanthrope Heart].. well it doesn't bear thought.. i have low self esteem unless im with friends.. its depressing, but i get on with it.. if it wasn't for the afore said people.. i would be dead.. i love you guys.. all of you.. every single one.. i love you because you give me strenth, give me power, and best of all stop me hurting myself..

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Written about Thursday 2004-09-30
Written: (7921 days ago)
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hey.. i want her but no way... she sez no..

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