mortifi, death, the embrace of the cold earth.... i hear you calling to me... is it my time to go? im not sure, but who can argue with me... again i die...

i don't need pity, my life is hard, i agree, but, i carry on. The few things in life i need is a noose and somewhere high to jump off.. or to stop the continuas harrasement of my peers.. yes, ok, im ginger, whats your point? i know i hurt but sometimes all you need is a friend, and i have those, some of them take the brunt of my instability, if it wasn't for [sam_moo], [Candy Coated Corpse] and [Lycanthrope Heart].. well it doesn't bear thought.. i have low self esteem unless im with friends.. its depressing, but i get on with it.. if it wasn't for the afore said people.. i would be dead.. i love you guys.. all of you.. every single one.. i love you because you give me strenth, give me power, and best of all stop me hurting myself..

hey.. i want her but no way... she sez no..