Going...to go pass out now mkay?
Spent the last..four hours working on html?
Gah.
A ton of work.
And brain frieing.
However, my new rp is going to look amazing.
Special thanks to [Chi] for her help in all this. <3
It kinda sucks.
Going to bed.
Knowing you are no longer needed.
and at times.
Not wanted.
I need ot feel useful you know?
I mean..
I dont get affection like i need.
I'm single so the being alone thing is eating me.
And..to feel unneeded, or not wanted?
Or not important?
It sucks.
And it hurts.
Makes it hard to sleep.
look up
Craft of War : Blind
Freaking amazing video.
I cried.
I laughed.
I damn near fell in love.
Watch it on youtube.
Its the best thing since sliced bread.
( Anyone who gets that ref gets a dollar.)
Blargle.
I like how fast
People drift apart.
how fast people are replaced.
How quickly one goes from
being that one person you always rely on.
Tot he person who only gets teh time of day
When no one else is around.
Blargle the world I say.
For its cruality to those
Who dont deserve such treatment.
I hate liars.
So much.
And I hate the fact.
They think I'm too stupid.
To realize they are lieing to me.
Best part is.
I know they are.
I'm just waiting for htem to fess up on their own.
Put your faith
In what you most believe in
Take that chance to dream
And live in a land
Where hopes are real
And people put others first.
Carry on my wayward son
Do what it is you need to do.
Throw one foot infront of the other.
And keep your head up till the sun comes up.
Trying to be strong.
With no one here to hold me up.
Standing as tall as I can.
Thundering storms
Dark clouds
Stading upon this island
I wonder if
Anyone would be there?
I go back to trying.
Trying to be worth something.
Trying to make people proud of me.
Trying to be someone.
I can be proud of.
Feeling relly down and defeated...dep
Gonna...go take a nap.
Maybe that will help.
http://www.you
-Love that song.
And I miss you.
Do you miss me?
What would it take
To bring a smile to your lips?
Would my voice to do so?
Perhaps to sing a song
Like I did long ago?
Maybe a poem for you
Like long ago?
Does knowing having me
Standing by your side
Trhough anything you go through
Bring a smile to your face?
I'd do anything for you
If it brought a smile to your lips.
I had an amazing day sunday.
Everything went well.
And when I came home.
It got even better.
I actually felt important for once.
And it felt nice, to feel like it.
Its not often anymore, I have that kind of feeling of joy.
It was nice.
I just hope that feeling of importance doesnt flee.
Though, to hear that I'm actually important.
That feeling of hearing that, if I were too.
Would enver go.
<3
Going out driving by myself.
Fun times.
<.<.
.>.
First time..out driving, by myself, for a distance greater then a couple miles.
*has to go to the other side of the island*
We'll uh...see how it goes...
*is a nervous wreck*