[Balthizar]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2009-07-30
Written: (6158 days ago)

I hate liars.
So much.
And I hate the fact.
They think I'm too stupid.
To realize they are lieing to me.
Best part is.
I know they are.
I'm just waiting for htem to fess up on their own.

1088265  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-07-27
Written: (6161 days ago)

Put your faith
In what you most believe in
Take that chance to dream
And live in a land
Where hopes are real
And people put others first.

1088264  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-07-27
Written: (6161 days ago)

Carry on my wayward son
Do what it is you need to do.
Throw one foot infront of the other.
And keep your head up till the sun comes up.

Trying to be strong.
With no one here to hold me up.
Standing as tall as I can.

Thundering storms
Dark clouds
Stading upon this island
I wonder if
Anyone would be there?

1088144  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-07-26
Written: (6162 days ago)

I go back to trying.
Trying to be worth something.
Trying to make people proud of me.
Trying to be someone.
I can be proud of.

1087903  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-07-23
Written: (6165 days ago)

Feeling relly down and defeated...depressed you know?
Gonna...go take a nap.
Maybe that will help.

1087777  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-07-23
Written: (6165 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1zkXdqcajk


-Love that song.
And I miss you.
Do you miss me?

1087596  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-07-21
Written: (6167 days ago)

What would it take
To bring a smile to your lips?
Would my voice to do so?
Perhaps to sing a song
Like I did long ago?
Maybe a poem for you
Like long ago?
Does knowing having me
Standing by your side
Trhough anything you go through
Bring a smile to your face?
I'd do anything for you
If it brought a smile to your lips.

1087469  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2009-07-20
Written: (6168 days ago)

I had an amazing day sunday.
Everything went well.
And when I came home.
It got even better.
I actually felt important for once.
And it felt nice, to feel like it.
Its not often anymore, I have that kind of feeling of joy.
It was nice.
I just hope that feeling of importance doesnt flee.
Though, to hear that I'm actually important.
That feeling of hearing that, if I were too.
Would enver go.
<3

1087394  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-07-19
Written: (6169 days ago)

Going out driving by myself.
Fun times.
<.<.
.>.
First time..out driving, by myself, for a distance greater then a couple miles.
*has to go to the other side of the island*
We'll uh...see how it goes...
*is a nervous wreck*

1087388  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-07-19
Written: (6169 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kE2oSRFbEAQ&feature=related


The song I listen to while making my new rp.
*flex*

1087175  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-07-18
Written: (6170 days ago)

Swept aside like the leaves of autumn.
Forgotten like the Necromonicon
Lost like a blind man in the dark
Feeling around, fingers grasping for you
For a moment I swore I felt your touch
But then I learned that it wasnt your touch
It was just a memory of you.

Did you forget,
All the times we held each other?
Did you forget,
Everything we once held dear?
All those nights we were together.
Those mornings, where we awoke beside each other.
Did you forget how it felt to say I love you to me?
I guess so. You seem better now.

Swept aside.
Like the leaves of autumn.
Ignored in their little pile.
and like them.
As they grow more ignored
They shrivel and die.

1087163  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-07-18
Written: (6170 days ago)

Leave it to your hero, to make you feel like shit right?

1087047  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2009-07-17
Written: (6171 days ago)

One upon a time, once upon a time.
once upon....a time.

1086897  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-07-16
Written: (6172 days ago)

Another sleepless night.
Brought on by reading old texts.
Oddly enough
They dont upset me.
Not the last one atleast.
It brought a smile to my face.
And hope.
That silly thing.

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