Who am I?
A question asked by many.
We go through this life.
Trying to define ourselves.
With the opinions of others.
Who am I?
I honestly do not know.
But I am willing to bet.
That there are those.
Who have an idea.
But are not willing to share.
Who do I think I am?
A loyal best friend.
A loving son.
Who am I?
Someone who is trying.
Bored. ;-;
What to do, what to do.
What to dream, what to dream.
Can I find hope?
In what dreams shall I soar.
Now that I have no more.
Hows that for pretty poetry? xD
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Irony of it all.
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how I feel, where my life is going, where its been, and how fast its moving.
To have that feeling
Oh how I miss it.
You know that one.
Where I felt...
Wanted in your life.
And that other one.
You know
important.
Yeah...I'd like to feel that again.
Life is but a sour story, filled with sugarplums and roses, seasoned with salt. It is a story told by three, happy, misery and distraught. For we are their actors, blissfully unaware, and ignorantly dancing upon their words, living out our lives.
blah blah blah blah
WHOS THERE!?
ITS IS I! CHUTHLU!
o.o
in everyones life.
They are forced to make choices.
Ones that causes happieness.
Others that cause pain.
The trick is to decide.
The lesser of each evil.
Because happiness is not always good.
And pain is not always bad.
But where do you draw the line.
And decide?
What I want...
What would it take
To get what I want...
I always give what others want..
Would it be trippy to get what I want?
wish I had an rp to edit.
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hopefully..Ig ets one before this weekend.
>.
*dies*
It ends.
No more using ET to rant, or whatever.
No more.
It's not worth it, too much risk of making things worse.
If I need to talk well...I know who I can go to.
I just...wanna say I'm sorry for that last..post.
I just...I'm hurting.
Really badly and, I just...want to be treated better.
To feel loved, appreciaited..
Thats all..
Fuck everyone.
Fuck it all.
I've put up with enough bull shit in the last few years.
I've had enough witht he god damn pain.
I dont deserve any of this shit
Specially when all I do IS TRY TO FUCKINF HELP.
I'm hurting terribley...an
No. Just how shit their day was.
What was happening this life.
And how I can help.
But wait..when t ry, I GET SNAPPED AT AND CUSSED AT.
So fuck everyone.
What happened in New York..doesnt fucking hurt this bad..
I want to die...I do..
so fuck off.
Everyone.
I wont be siging onto ET again.
Unless I'mve givena really fucking good reason.
cant evenf ucking type right..cant even see..
I didnt deserve that...Id dint deserve any of this...
specially with the Hell I've been through...all I've tried to do..
Maybe once I'm not around as much...people will give a shit.
I'll be appreciated...
Do i ever get a thanks?
No...I get snarled at, or screamed at, or cursed..snappe
I've always been there...and does it matter?
No.
So fuck everyone.
I'm choking...on my own throat.
HOPE YOUR FUCKING HAPPY.
This..wasnt fair..this wasnt right.
Id dint deserve to be treated like this..
All...I've ever done..was try to help.
TO be there..to be loved..
thats it...I didnt..do anything to deserve this..
just remember.
When I failed, I was trying to do right.
Do..I realy mean nothing?
Does...i've...
Anyone at all care anymore?
No..love, no affecton fro anyone..
Just...yelling
New York..didnt hurt as badly as this does...
I really am alone..I ahve no one...
I hate me...everythin
it's why...I lost the one thing important to me..
Just..leave me alone.
Going out all day friday.
no idea when I'll be home.
...There ar few things that hurt worse then that.
Few things...