Going out.
Cause well, my mood is shit.
Going to see my old base.
Will be funarific.
Plan to buy goodies for myself.
cause I'm awesome like that.
No more makign excuses.
I'm living for myself.
There's no us involved.
There is just me.
Fast lane, new tracks shiney new car
This is my life babe.
I'm living it for me.
Thanks...the day did get better but hey...
Go figure.
It ends like shit.
You think you know the truth
But find it to be a lie
You beleive in a dream
Surprise its a nightmar in disguise
You pour your hope into something
watch it crash and burn
To this day you'll keep on loving
You think they'll love you back?
You think you know the truth.
Deleted my last poem.
Didnt think it was all that great.
And it's meaning would have been lost anyways.
Mer.
Not sure why I bother.
Nothing changes.
I still am, as I always have been.
In last place.
talk about getting your hopes up.
I dont feel important.
To anyone.
I dont feel worth it.
To anyone.
I'm not good enough.
For anyone.
My family has proven it, she has proven it, my freinds have proven it.
Words from a friend.
" Sometimes, we have something really amazing before our eyes. Wether its a person, or an oppertunity. And for some reason, for whatever reason, we never see it. often times, untill its too late. Wether its the guy who is always there for you, treats you better then anyone else does, and never judges you, or the chance to do something really amazing, like a job, or a college oppertunity. Either way, for some reason, this amazing thing we never see, untill its too late. It happens to everyone. Keep your eye out, for that something amazing."
-S
hate how much things have changed...
I'm so fucking messed up..
I dont deserve any of this..
I feel...like shit
I havent slept..in two days
*curls up an yawns*
I miss...
I miss..
Oh that
lovely thing
That I
miss so
Belonging to
you and
only you
now I
sit here
wondering if
you've even
want me
back.
http://www.you
The saddest point in a persons life, is when they discover a song, that details their life up to that point.
While the song can, may and will change, it is none the less saddening, when that song is found. For it requires an understanding, and a decision.
We must first understand why that song is th song of your life, to that point, and the decision is what are you going to do about it.
Do we allow this song, to continue to describe our life, or do we change our life, to change our song. We are our own dancers, band, and audience. We decide our fates, and our songs. Will you continue to dance to the same song, over and over, or will you add another to the list, and create something more, then just one song?