Being this far from her is one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Update!
Vista makes me want to SHOOT myself!
This Dichotomy is killing me.
I guess people just fuck up sometimes...
...Zelda is no fun without her....
The Seven Deadly Sins:
WRATH:
1. Who did you last get angry with? The two girls in Mrs. Petek’s fourth period class.
2. What is your weapon of choice? I guess that if I were really going to hurt someone, it’d be a mix between psychological fuckery and something like an Exacto knife, where it’s very sharp, and keen on details.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Absolutely.
4.How about of the same sex? Heh. Yeah, sure. :) I’ve got no problems with that.
5.Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My dad. Apparently I made him feel like an asshole when he yells at me.
6.What is your pet peeve? God, I have so many. People who think they’re better than me when they’re obviously not? People who treat me like I’m stupid?
7.Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I’m not really sure…
SLOTH:
1.What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Eheh… Do my homework before 10 pm… >> << >>
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? I’ve slept all day.
3.Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? Jessica and Michelle.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? “I’m too tired…”
5.Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? More than once. And laughed the whole time.
6. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? Once!! Only it was actually the off button. Be amazed, world! I used an alarm clock!
GLUTTONY:
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? White chocolate mocha. From starbucks. Mmmm
2. Meat eaters: white meat or red meat? Red n’ bloody. XD
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? Nopers!
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? Only when I feel seriously insecure.
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? I actually like all three. But not TOO spicy. Although, that wasabi experience makes me kinda crave more of it…
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought "Food!"? Not seriously, but sometimes I do bite. But rarely hard.
LUST:
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? A few. Not more than I can count on my fingers, though.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/fam
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Yes. Chests more than crotch though. They’re so purty.
4. Have you "done it"? Zomg, it?! Never!!
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Just one part? But… The male body can be such a work of art…
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? Sadly, no.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? Nope. But I should have been once, damnit.
GREED:
1. How many credit cards do you own? I have a fake one on my ceiling.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Anywhere with underwear, books, and milk.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? I would probably put most of it away for college.
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? Probably.
6. Have you ever stolen anything? >> << >>
7. how many MP3s are on your hard drive? ^^ Couple thousand.
PRIDE:
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I survived.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Fuck, I have no idea if they are even proud of me for anything.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? I want to make difference to child victims of sexual abuse and molestation.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? YES!
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Yes…I still feel good when win.
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Once! Damnit. Sixth grade.
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I talked wif my councilor! Honestly, and it was good.
ENVY:
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? Clothes? Habits? OH! I wished I could cry more at school.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Iiiieee… Dunno…
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? I would be… a man…
4. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes.
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Yes.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? Boundries.
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? Nope.
Ant nightmares...
I had a dream that Pearl came home...
I need help...
1. Add up the price of the clothing you're wearing.
A pair of pants I stole from Pearl. Cost to me? $0
A pair of socks I stole from Pearl. Cost to me? $0
A shirt joint-borrowed from Pearl. Cost to me? $0
A bra. Cost to me? $15
A pair of panties from a birthday gift. Cost to me? $0
XD
2. Add up the pageviews of all the accounts you own.
I dun even know how to do that. >> << >>
3. What have you eaten today?
This weird spicy sandwich, which strangely reminded me of Cody, and several servings of milk.
4. Write the last thing you heard?
My fingers clickying on my keyboard. Then Escape, by Enrique Engesias or something…
5. List 5 things you see next to you
A purple mechanical pencil.
A rock from the bottom of the rive from last summer.
A half-full water jug.
My glasses
Post-its
6. The first word that comes into your head
My
7. One funny thing thats happened to you today
The guy at the supermarket making me my weird sandwhich talking about zombies to me.
8. Put your music player on shuffle. Click the skip/next song button 5 times. Whats playing now?
We are so last year – Hawthorn Heights.
She asks "Have you ever thought about how long the busses take?"
I ask "Do you think that even matters to me?"
It's been one week since you looked at me...
Fucking oh my god...
"I am sorry for having used your vibrator secretely when my boyfriend left. It is the one thing that I can never ever tell anyone in this world because it is so fucking embarrassing. I mean, who in this world would do such a thing? I just used it like that and all I did was wash it with soap and hot water. Lord knows what will happen when you use it, believing it's yours and safe. It's not like I have any deseases but still, it makes me nervous to think about that. How fucking idiotic.
It's even more embarrassing and hypocritical when I think about how mad I got when you used my razor. It's like, where the fuck is the proportion? I used your vibrator. For heavens sake."
I wasn't quite drunk enough to tell my teacher what I thought of his class, but I was close...
It's like having a baby, having a new laptop. I've never really understood the attachment. But now I have the strange urge to cuddle with it and name it.
Does everyone feel this way?
But I feel like my baby may have a defect. It's an HP. This bothers me, because Pearl's HP bit it hard within a couple months. My mind says don't get attached, even though dad assured me it is a good laptop, and my heart is gooing all over it..
Nerk!
http://www.cir
Gotta go play with it!!
I'd have kept running until I couldn't run anymore...
...Or I dropped your box.