Yeah


Exactly what I though would happen.

Work got in the way of my school

but no worries


My hours are getting cut back

School is my number one priority

and no more of this no ride bullshit

got a rent a car

moms car will be fixed



everything should work out fine

sqturday will suck though

I have to work through lunch




I also had a weir ddream

that the hurricane would hit

but not bad

but all the rain is going to flood all of texas



weird

So....


Well, Well, Well....



The Slut Quit Drugs. She's Going Back To Waco High. Her Gill Is Going, Too. Well, Maybe. If They'll Let Him. They Should. She's Getting Her Life Back On Track. Fuck A Job For Now. Fuck A Car For Now. Fuck An Apartment For Now. She's But Sixteen. Sure, Her Boyfriend Is Old Enough To Have All That, But Shit Happens. Wrecks Happen, Evictions Happen, Warrants Happen, And Drugs Happen. Well, The Biggest Problem Is Cleared Up. We're Both Strong Enough For Eachother. Drugs Can Kiss Our Asses. Druggie "Friends" Can Kiss Our Asses(Not Including The Friends That Have Been There Always, Drugs Or Not. They Don't Count).






Anyway, Yeah, Totally. Graduating From Waco High. Getting My Shit Together.



Be Proud.

Your Little Slut IS Getting An Edemucation

Ok, So, This Is The Day Of Reckoning.

Doing What I'm Supposed To Be Doing.

Sorry, I Didn't Get The Chance To Go To Waco High This Afternoon.

I'll Be Up There One Day Soon.
Till Then, I Have Some Shit To Do.
No More Procrastinating.
She Made It On Her Own(With Some Green Help, But Still).
Now, It's My Turn. It'll Be Harder, But It Will Be All The More Victorious When I've Accomplished It All.

Be Proud Of Me. I'll Make You Happy.

I Miss S.S. And R.R.



Fuck Cash
It Will Work Out For Me Somehow.

I Miss S.S. And R.R.



Fuck Cash
It Will Work Out For Me Somehow.

I Wanted To Be A Good Woman...

We're All So Funny But He's Lost His Joke Now.

Well, I Gave It The Best Shot I Could Take At It Considering...


I Maybe Found My Father...
Maybe...

To My Knowledge, He Turned 60 In January.
What Little Information I Have On Him, And What Resources I Have Just Don't Seem To Be Enough.

I Found A 65 Year Old. Also, A 61 Year Old. Both Are From The Same Town/State.

The Most Information I Found On Him Was His Possible-Big-Maybe-Could-Be-Wrong Current Address And Phone Number. I'm Afraid To Call It. What If It's Not Him? What If He Doesn't Know Me? What If His Family Picks Up, And They Hate Me For What I Am?

So Many Fucking Questions With Zero Answers.

All The Other Websites That Offer Information On Anyone In The World With The Assumed Name/Address/SSN Give The Shitiest Results And Some Say,"Completely Fucking Free". B.S.
It Tricks You. It Tells You Results Found, Gives You The Obviously Known Name, Town/State, And Age. OH! But, There's More... -_-

You Want A Full Background Check, With Government And Family Information. Sure!
You Can Purchase That Info For, What-Do-Ya-Fucking-Know?, $9.95

Not Too Bad, I Admit. But, Hell! What Do You Do When You're Not Old Enough To Own A Credit Card, Too Poor To Have One Anyway(Thank God There's Still Internet!), And You're Real Worry-Some Over Asking Your Mother About It Because You're Afraid Of Her Response?

Obviously, She Doesn't Want Much To Do With Him, She Won't Even Include Part Of Your Last Name(Which Is On My Birth Certificate.), Which Happens To Be Your Unknown Father's Name On Anything. The Last Time He Ever Called Was Just To Get My Mom To Quit With Child Support(That's A Different Story). Ugh! So Many Tiny Details That Add Up To Such A Huge Amount.


All, I'm Saying Is That I Would Atleast Want To Speak To Him Over The Damn Phone Before He Dies. I Want More, But I'm Not Real Sure What To Do Or Expect.


Why Did I Start This All Of A Sudden? People Say They Have Fucked Up Families. Hot Damn! So Do I! This Is Only Part Of It. I Hardly Ever Think Or Speak About. Few People Know About It. Few People Know I'm Half Mexican. Why Did It Bother Me Now? Why Am I Looking For Him? What Am I Hoping To Find? I Don't Know. I'll Have To Figure That Out Myself.


I've Been Thinking Alot Lately. I'm Real Upset With Some Friends I Know. Not Mad Or Angry, No. Just Disappointed And Frustrated. I Don't Know If They Know Or Even Care. Who Cares Anyway? I'm Just Some Stupid Spun Out Slut. Right?

O.k., I'm Ending This Here, Now. Before Something Happens. I Shouldn't Be Worrying This Much Anyway. I Have A Life I Need To Get Started On. Some Would Say The Biggest Mistake Of My Life, Or That I'm Stupid For Doing It. Who The Fuck Cares? As Long As I'm Happy, As Long As He's Happy.
Why Worry About It? Shouldn't You Be Planning Your Futures, Too? May Not Be Too Well Thought Out, Alot Of Imagination Involved. But, Hey, In The End, If It's All Just A Big Disgusting Implosion? Who Gives A Fuck? You Got To Dream, Didn't You?





-Alexandra Rose Se-FUCKING-Gura!(Segura)-Carney<333

It Will Work Out. Watch And See. My Hopes Are Too High For You To Pull Me Down.

So so so so tired

HEY KIDS!
GUESS WHAT?!
There's A New Wiki In Town.
Rose Is A Fucking Slut
Visit. You'll Get More Bang For Your Buck Than Anywhere Else In Town.;)


Just To Throw It In There Again.

Man, today was fucking crazy.
Just, yeah, totally.
Details if you really want them, ask.

Man. Niggah.


I Love Shaun.

Well Are You?


Cool Enough That Is.

For What, I'm Not Sure.

But Are You?

You Might Think You Are.
You Might Be.
How Do You Know?


I'm Not Cool Enough.
For Whatever It Is Out There.
I Don't Hold The Correct Characteristics.



Weird.

OvErLoAd!

Man

Cheah


Uhh

Show Tonight

Deffinately gonna be there

Are You?!


It's gonna be badass.


Yeah

Nigga what uh

Ok, completely BORED now.


No cigarettes

Been waiting since 11


spent ever since they left on the computer


Made new photoshop picture

Revised Lyrics

Put all that in my bio and whatnot


Then did some things here and there

Cleaned out my sent messages
COMPLETELY


Cleaned Out My Recieved Messages
COMPLETELY

And Now There's Nothing To Do But Wait

IN ANGER


SO BORED
Getting Tired


Be Back Soon My Ass

MAN


UGH

Just Irritable
Need Nicotine

I'm a damn slave.
Fuck

PHEEENIN"!

lol


I don't even smoke weed and I MUST HAVE THIS PIPE!

http://shop.grasscity.com/shop/grasscity/kb006.html


You have to suck it

lol

well, my day was going to shit

it got a little better
just a little



but it's getting a whole lot better


BFF!
lol

pssh...

It seems more and more
every day when I get on elftown it's filled with way more girls than boys

cuter girls than boys


there are only a few cute boys on elftown...while there's many very attractive girls

and Shaun seems to talk to the prettiest ones.
LUCKY!(napoleon dynamite)