We're All So Funny But He's Lost His Joke Now.

Well, I Gave It The Best Shot I Could Take At It Considering...


I Maybe Found My Father...
Maybe...

To My Knowledge, He Turned 60 In January.
What Little Information I Have On Him, And What Resources I Have Just Don't Seem To Be Enough.

I Found A 65 Year Old. Also, A 61 Year Old. Both Are From The Same Town/State.

The Most Information I Found On Him Was His Possible-Big-Maybe-Could-Be-Wrong Current Address And Phone Number. I'm Afraid To Call It. What If It's Not Him? What If He Doesn't Know Me? What If His Family Picks Up, And They Hate Me For What I Am?

So Many Fucking Questions With Zero Answers.

All The Other Websites That Offer Information On Anyone In The World With The Assumed Name/Address/SSN Give The Shitiest Results And Some Say,"Completely Fucking Free". B.S.
It Tricks You. It Tells You Results Found, Gives You The Obviously Known Name, Town/State, And Age. OH! But, There's More... -_-

You Want A Full Background Check, With Government And Family Information. Sure!
You Can Purchase That Info For, What-Do-Ya-Fucking-Know?, $9.95

Not Too Bad, I Admit. But, Hell! What Do You Do When You're Not Old Enough To Own A Credit Card, Too Poor To Have One Anyway(Thank God There's Still Internet!), And You're Real Worry-Some Over Asking Your Mother About It Because You're Afraid Of Her Response?

Obviously, She Doesn't Want Much To Do With Him, She Won't Even Include Part Of Your Last Name(Which Is On My Birth Certificate.), Which Happens To Be Your Unknown Father's Name On Anything. The Last Time He Ever Called Was Just To Get My Mom To Quit With Child Support(That's A Different Story). Ugh! So Many Tiny Details That Add Up To Such A Huge Amount.


All, I'm Saying Is That I Would Atleast Want To Speak To Him Over The Damn Phone Before He Dies. I Want More, But I'm Not Real Sure What To Do Or Expect.


Why Did I Start This All Of A Sudden? People Say They Have Fucked Up Families. Hot Damn! So Do I! This Is Only Part Of It. I Hardly Ever Think Or Speak About. Few People Know About It. Few People Know I'm Half Mexican. Why Did It Bother Me Now? Why Am I Looking For Him? What Am I Hoping To Find? I Don't Know. I'll Have To Figure That Out Myself.


I've Been Thinking Alot Lately. I'm Real Upset With Some Friends I Know. Not Mad Or Angry, No. Just Disappointed And Frustrated. I Don't Know If They Know Or Even Care. Who Cares Anyway? I'm Just Some Stupid Spun Out Slut. Right?

O.k., I'm Ending This Here, Now. Before Something Happens. I Shouldn't Be Worrying This Much Anyway. I Have A Life I Need To Get Started On. Some Would Say The Biggest Mistake Of My Life, Or That I'm Stupid For Doing It. Who The Fuck Cares? As Long As I'm Happy, As Long As He's Happy.
Why Worry About It? Shouldn't You Be Planning Your Futures, Too? May Not Be Too Well Thought Out, Alot Of Imagination Involved. But, Hey, In The End, If It's All Just A Big Disgusting Implosion? Who Gives A Fuck? You Got To Dream, Didn't You?





-Alexandra Rose Se-FUCKING-Gura!(Segura)-Carney<333

It Will Work Out. Watch And See. My Hopes Are Too High For You To Pull Me Down.

So so so so tired

HEY KIDS!
GUESS WHAT?!
There's A New Wiki In Town.
Rose Is A Fucking Slut
Visit. You'll Get More Bang For Your Buck Than Anywhere Else In Town.;)


Just To Throw It In There Again.

Man, today was fucking crazy.
Just, yeah, totally.
Details if you really want them, ask.

Man. Niggah.


I Love Shaun.

Well Are You?


Cool Enough That Is.

For What, I'm Not Sure.

But Are You?

You Might Think You Are.
You Might Be.
How Do You Know?


I'm Not Cool Enough.
For Whatever It Is Out There.
I Don't Hold The Correct Characteristics.



Weird.

OvErLoAd!

Man

Cheah


Uhh

Show Tonight

Deffinately gonna be there

Are You?!


It's gonna be badass.


Yeah

Nigga what uh

Ok, completely BORED now.


No cigarettes

Been waiting since 11


spent ever since they left on the computer


Made new photoshop picture

Revised Lyrics

Put all that in my bio and whatnot


Then did some things here and there

Cleaned out my sent messages
COMPLETELY


Cleaned Out My Recieved Messages
COMPLETELY

And Now There's Nothing To Do But Wait

IN ANGER


SO BORED
Getting Tired


Be Back Soon My Ass

MAN


UGH

Just Irritable
Need Nicotine

I'm a damn slave.
Fuck

PHEEENIN"!

lol


I don't even smoke weed and I MUST HAVE THIS PIPE!

http://shop.grasscity.com/shop/grasscity/kb006.html


You have to suck it

lol

well, my day was going to shit

it got a little better
just a little



but it's getting a whole lot better


BFF!
lol

pssh...

It seems more and more
every day when I get on elftown it's filled with way more girls than boys

cuter girls than boys


there are only a few cute boys on elftown...while there's many very attractive girls

and Shaun seems to talk to the prettiest ones.
LUCKY!(napoleon dynamite)

AHH!

Sometimes
I forget I'm still awake
I fuck up and say these things out loud

Man, tired as hell, no energy
Swimmin kills ya


Shaun and I went home after the swimmin' and droppin off of Brandita and just sat on our asses and did shit.

The most relaxing part of my day!:)




Now, I'm kind of wired yet very tired.


:)

RhYmE

Well, Got a shit load of new drawings to add to It's Over, Motherfucker


Check it out sometime in the next couple of days. I have to go through the "posting" process before I do anything...



This could take forever..



I'm lazy

Damn

I have such a strong passion for The Offspring.

They're just so damn fun.


I would give anything to see them again.

Kick Ass Krysta, Super Salem, Rad Rose, Zany Zack, And Sweet Ass Shaun.(Oh, and Heather D. And Salem's New BF)
Man, that was just too crazy.


Fucking Warped Tour Was Just Too Fucking Great.
Doesn't Matter What I Was On. It Was Still Mother Fucking Fun!

A7X=<3


Damn



That's All I Have To Say...Is Damn.
Cheah.