I Am Your Pretty Princess, Treat Me Well


Man, tonight just might be super kick ass

Hanging out with Kick ass Krysta and Super Salem!
Going to a movie
Then I don't know what.


Got my super cute hair! Need to finish dying it and shit




I want to go cow tipping with Brandi, NOW!

And bring on the waco high parties, because they're the best ever.

I'm SO bored....


I Wish There Was Something To Do.
I wish a certain someone would call me..

I miss our talks, hoe, call me now.
Of course you'll probably never read this.
Might come over later...if you call me first...
I don't want to just show up, but I got a pocket full of miracles and cancer just for you:)


...
Haha, yea

I Want To Be Your Little Burlesque Girl.

So glad to see you have overcome them.
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down to choke you now

If you get bored or are a wiki whore, here ya go

I Know Who I Want To Take Me Home

This was really funny!http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/shavecut.php


Oh, yeah...

YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK


And, I've had the shittiest day and yeah, it was good at first, got red lobster and marie calendars, heard and saw something shitty but then hung out with k chan, then talked to someone I rather wouldn't have, then talked to cool ass friends who I'll be partying with on the in may and we're doing the most and only awesomest thing that you could do on a farm...then had a weird person call me that I didnt even know had my number and now I'm thinking about you and listening to emo music...fun...


Talking Shit About A Pretty Sunset<3

Got Bored....


Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependant: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

With One Word From His Soft Lips
I'm Putty In His Hands


I miss him so much
I don't like this one bit.

That's all I want from him at this point, is to be his best friend.


People have told me that when we were together it didn't even seem like we were together, just that we were best friends, minus the fucking and kissing and whatnot, but you know.

I know so much about him and he knows so much about me. I feel we are the best of friends...we just got into a fight.
Friends get over fights...I hope we do.
I love his company.




.....

MAN!!!
Today could have possibly been the singlemost best day of my life in a LONG LONG time!!!


Woke up early, got ready.
Got a pack of cigarettes Went to stars
Saw Candice, left with her, walked to Waco High
Hung out with Brandi, Carl, Brendan, AND HANNAH! YAY!
Left, walked for a while, got a much needed ride to Candice's, hung out there for a while, put up a tent. WHOO!
Went to Marlin, got money and junk
Got a carton of TURKISH ROYALS!! SWEET SHIT!!!!!
Got some good eats
Came home, and I'm here now...

Not too glorious but hey, it satisfied me


My day has been fucking great...

Hmmm....I wonder why?.....;)

I'm working through this shit.
I'm getting shit done.
I wasn't obsessed, I know it...
But whatever, you guys think that way... any reasoning I have against it doesn't seem to matter anyway

Looks more and more everyday like we're not getting back together, and every day, I get more and more ok with that.

This shits working out for me.
I've been thinking, and I finally came out and said it tonight, I hate parties.
The only party I'm going to for sure and I'm looking forward to, is the end of school party, I'm taking Brandi and Hannah, no matter what, they're coming
Girls night out

Other than that, I'm just gonna hang out with my friends, I miss them so much.

I don't feel bad about telling him I'm hanging out with someone else for once, of course, I shouldn't anymore, now should I?

I still hurt...but I'll get better...
I don't want a guy right now, no guys.
They're nothing but trouble


People always told me I was gonna grow up to be a little heart-breaker
Now, I'm left with nothing but a broken heart, boy were they wrong.


I should stop trusting people...
I should stop letting them in so soon..
I don't even know if I should think this...
I need some advice...
From someone who knows...
And knows well...



The boobie-dance is dead...
My boobs are mine now
And mine only


I wish my guitar was fixed

Man, Today was pretty fun...

My days are getting better and better...
The less and less I see of him
It gets better
That sounds so horrible...

It's like I hate nearly everything about him...but I fucking love him so much

UHH!!!
Damnit...Whatever...

Anyways...Went to Stars, got a much needed pack of cigarettes(YES!)
Almost out again(NO!)
Hung out with Candice, Jackie, Chris And Salem
Carl's the coolest motherfucker ever.Ofcourse you already knew that, silly. A GUY WHO AGREES! YES!
Went Home, Hung out with the coolest damn guy from Austin ever and Alec, Holly and a few other cool ass folk.
Got home at ten..Watch The BirdMan! YES!
Talked To Shaun....Started thinking again, damnit.
Might be going out tonight...not sure...I'm pretty tired...but I want some fun.
Might call Shaun back...don't really want to, but then I really do...
UHH!

Man! I hate him so much(No, you don't)
I know.
Damn

God, today was freaking crazy and tiring....

Stayed with Candice and Salem last night.
Then I got worried about Shaun and went to see him...didn't get back till 5 a.m.
Had no cigarettes.
Went to school...met this new kid...he's really cool.
said he'd ink me up!:)
Went home, a special friend called me:)
Might hang out with him later...
Cleaning the house desperately looking for old pics of shaun and I that I took down a week ago...I can't find them anywhere...I hope they didnt get torn...


Erp....

ok, well...peace nigga

*sigh* Today should be a pretty good day.

Me and Robbie are cool again:)


Talked to Brandi last night...
Was gonna try to go jack her from school but I didn't wake up early enough.

I think I'm going to attempt to write a song today...wish me luck..


I'm also going to start writing unsent letters to people...
Just writing down everything I need to say to them or talk about with them...
It's so much easier to do it that way..no interruptions..you get all your thoughts out...
i might send a few...
I just need a notebook that will listen...not someone else...because they never listen...
They tell you you need to do this and I want you to do this...
They don't take into account that maybe you don't want to do that or it wont make you happy.

And that's all I need right now, happiness.
My life needs a major turn around.
Stop worrying about him.
I'll see him when I see him.
I'll talk when he calls.
He was being so distant yesterday...I shouldn't have even made the effort.
Whatever...things will work out for the best, I know it.
I don't need him...all he does is hurt me...maybe when I'm older and he doesn't need constant different pussy all the time...
When I have school finished and he's not so stressed.
MAYBE then it will work...but it's a longshot...
But I'm perfectly fine with it until then.:)


ok...about to go to school...I'll be out at 5
damn

Everything is at peace now...
everything is cool

Not horrible

I have to give him back two things.
Might hang out today.

But, I don't know...so tired...chores must be done...shit must happen..

Blink 182 is so fun



I just want to skate all day long and jam blink 182...that would be the perfect day for me.

Just perfect.

I CAN BE A FLIRT AGAIN!

It feels so free

lol, Jon says I'm a tease


Well, I'm off to go flirting



*FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT*


It's so fun
Haha
(GAY)

Ok, so maybe boys don't suck as much...but still


UH!! He is so confusing...

Oh, well...
Got a new party friend at Baylor and have awesome plans with Jon on friday!

Jon Jn's my party super buddy!

Yay!



(no crying at all today)

YAY!!!!

ok, sleep now

BOYS SUCK BOYS SUCK



Wow, that was a stupid mistake...somehow I knew it would be like that....


And seeing him walking out with her....killed me...but the look in his eyes...

That pissed me off so bad...I'll never forget that look.

I bet he's gonna screw her tonight or is as I type.


FUN!

Only Inside I'm Free
I'm Tired Of Waiting
You've Got To Let Me Dream
Inside Baby
I'm Not Afraid To Feel
I Want You To Love Me
Cause You Are The One.

Scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is



being bored...
Found lyrics that applied to the situation.
wow...
bored

ok, gonna go to a movie now

Well, Today was just the best flippin' day ever.
WAS gonna hang out with Salem
WAS gonna try to get my mind off him
WAS not gonna go to school

Totally had to walk home from S.T.A.R.S. But that was actually pretty cool, because I got to think of some things and it's exercise!
But totally had all the mexicans just staring me down and one blew me a kiss.
(BLAH)

But if I didn't go to school there was no way I was going out today, so, f-that!

Woke up sad as usual
Downloaded some kickass songs and listened to some kick ass songs

Such As:
Marilyn Manson Ate My Girlfriend
Beverly Hills
Starfuckers, Inc.
Where Is My Mind
Sweater Song
Time Is Running Out
Closer(video)
Tainted Love(Manson video)
And Many More.

Doesn't suck how whenever something shitty happens in your life, regardless of what it is, there always seems to be a song to match your mood and what's going on in your life at that time. It can make the heartache worse, or seem to help you through it.
MxPx is killing me right now, but it's such an awesome song.
Thanks Gill...

Eahc day is slowly getting better.
Like, if it was counted by points....
Each day is a half of a point of feeling better...


Everything still sucks dick.
Emotional Death is coming...
I can't wait till I overcome this.
I don't want to get over him.
I want to get over the hurt and permanet need for him.

I need stuff to keep me occupied...
school sucks because I don't know ANYONE there.

I'm just waiting for summer

I'm not going to the show...
It'll just upset me...almost everything reminds me of him...sucks...

School...Yippeee:(

The last couple of hours have been the worst in a long time.
I don't really feel like sharing it, but I thought I'd comment on it.

There's a small fruit fly on my sandwich.
Joy.
-_-