today, one second-year-student climbed up to the roof of my school dressed all in black holding a gun to his head.
it was... i can't describe, awful, we had to sit inside on the hallways for two hours, police were there, it was such a mess, nobody knew what was going on outside...

when we came from lunch (we eat in the next building) we saw him up there, shouting like: "should i do it" and "what do you say, you deside" i really, really, really thought he was joking! i mean, damn, i've never even seen a real gun, not even a beebeegun, and there he was, and pretty serious. i'm happy that a girl next to stayed out longer than the rest of us saying "don't do it pal, life's worth living" and all that.

this place has become so america! last spring someone blasted a bomb in a mall, now a kid has a gun in school, what next? this is awful. oh, the kid got off fine, he didn't do it. the police talked him out of it. it appears that the reason was that his girlfriend had dumbd him. of course that's just the last straw that broke the camel's back, he hadn't had it easy in anyway, but...

i'm so ashamed what i said him when i passed (AND I THOUGHT HE WAS JOKING!): "Go on, I'll catch you"
oh no.

ha. i am the dead frog thingy who scares the heck away from everyone!!! addicted to pokemon, i am! (60 different ones caught already!)
and i'm going frantic... whatevre the hell that means. i'm outta here now!
peace, out.

hihi. same ole, same ole.
today is probable to have bad food in school. and i have the dentist thingy today. i hate it, she is so bad dentist. she hurts, and the nurse-helper doesn't know what she's doing. it's living hell, that place.
otherwise, going ok.
peace, out.

yay... hihi. so fun. i went to see paul mccartney in sweden, stockholm... so great, i have no words... wow.
and, the return of the dead frog: i was watching tv with my mom, some movie, and my sister was out with Ressu. then she ran inside from the yard shouting me to come quick, and i thought something had happened so i rushed there.
she wanted me to open the dog's mouth coz she couldn't, saying that ressu had somekind of animal in his mouth. when i forced his mouth open, the same frog that i told before fell to the floor. it was definetively the most disgusting even i have had with my dog...
i got all these huge inspirations in sweden, and i started to clean my room (wow) to make room for them... hmm what else. nothing.
and i saw a very good movie (go see it all) 25th hour, that had Edward Norton on it... it was good.
peace, out.

ooh ooh, i totally love my crea-tive writing class. and i love my character Julio already too. it's gonna be cool, so cool, i hope it will stay for my offsprung to read, it will be so cool.
hmm, i didn't scan the first thousand and one night -picture. why not? i just didn't! i didn't take it with me when i went to school. i believe i have to scan them all at once, so i don't get the urge to start changing the a million times like i already have.
and i'm going to do a cartoon about Julio too.
My puppy ressu/snoopy is totally awesome, two (2) of my friends have come visit it already (Lilli friday, and Heli today, sunday) and niina is coming with her mies (=man) and two dogs, so my dog will meet dogs and be so afraid of them... yay, can't wait. we desided to kill two (2) flies with one (1) hit there, she meeting my dog, and i meeting her mies (=man). me and niina were on a cruise, and we met two guys (mine was just a one night thing) and she met her mies (=man) and i haven't seen him since, though i've heard he has asked niina if he could meet me again (i actually said no, coz i didn't want him to ask what happened to the other guy, and if i met him afterwards, which i didn't). and now i agreed that i could see him, i'm not afraid anymore, and if he asks things i don't want to answer, i'll just say: "now why do you want to know that?"
my life isn't really this complicated with teen-problems, i really don't care this kinda stuff (oh, what does he think of me?!?!?) but i tend to sail away from awkward or difficult situations as easily as possible, that is by not going to them.
enough text for one time.
peace, out.

what has happned today? niina sitting there talking about food and doing that weird thing w/ her eyeys... she's waiting for vappu/first of may when people get drunk and party heavily. i have had weird dreams in the past two nights now, so... i don't know what.
ressu/snoopy was in vet yesterday which was. and saw a big black scary dog. he was very interested and frightened of it. it was funny dog and a funny man.
and my "Shah-Zenan slays his queen" is ready, i colored it better, and i'll scan it tomorrow...
peace, out.

i'm doing a series of pictures (BIG pictures, in A3!) of thousand and one nights. first one is when Shah-Zenan slays his queen (i'll put them into Elfwood when i got the time) and the second one is Seherazade telling stories to her sister and sultan Shah-Riar. yay. it's so cool.

otherwise everything is cool, i did an easter-story for the creative-writing-class, which came out good, and my finnish teacher has promised to read my and my sister's (=meri) Story (=tarina) which is also good.

puppy is growing in size and crasyness. it's still black. and i have watched the disney's aladdin twice this week (which explains my sudden interest in Thousand and one nights... Aladdin is officially my favorite disney film now. the jungle book had to step aside, and lion king fell to third. and i've been playing disney movie songs on my guitar a lot lately... with Meri. we are great. well, sometimes, when we do A Whole New World, anyway. and i'm learning pick patterns.
well, now there's enough text now...
peace, out.

didn't you just *love* the dead-animal experiences? i know i did... *oh the sudden amount of sarcasm!*
and ants are out on the open again. aaaah, spring. i already got bitten! *ooh, the sarcasm! i'm in pain!*

peace. out. (no sarcasm in that comment)

in school... so cold in here. boring too. i have now *two* dead-animal experiences with my dog...
first one:  i sit on a rock in a field, the puppy is next to the rock. Hmm, pup, what are you digging there? Now, what are you eating there, from the ground? OK, let me see... hmm, what is this?!?! Oh nononono! It's a dead mouse! yuckyuckyuck! eww, dog!
second one:  i'm walking in the forest with my dog... laalalalla... hmm, there a feathers in the groung... wait... the feathers are all together, how can-! oh no, they're still attached to the wing! no puppy, no! Don't take the dead bird into your mouth! No! Give it to me! eww, yuckyuckyuck!!! No dog, bird bones are dangerous! Dog!

there. now i'm in a too much shock of remembering those things to write or think anything else, so...
peace, out.

there's a funny comedian on the tv... called krisse salminen...ha.
aww, my pup is sleeping under my chair now... aww...
but other wise i'm just really bored, no one on messenger, i'm doing a game or something with my sis, it's gonna be so cool... a role play or something.
well, i leave now.
peace, out.

here i am... alone in the school's comp-room. on-line. my feet are freezing.
the creative wrtiting class (notice how i spell it differently every time i mention it) is totally awesome... we went out to hug trees, to use all our senses, like hearing and tasting (yes, i tasted a tree today)... i'm so hungry, and today is soup day... who could become full eating soup?!?!? that's insane! it's impossible...

well, anyway, i took a test, and seems that i'm a 67% freek... that's great. i'm also 73% good person... stupid test sites... *aaargh*
well.
peace, out.

today is sunday. my teeth ache, if someone missed that.
creative writing is so cool, i wish i'd have it everyday... i can't wait.
well, so far my life has been normal, puppy is being aggressive (which is not his fault, since he is so small, and doesn't understand) and brother is being distant. me and my brother have very icy relationship, i don't really understand when and how it gott to that, but... it doesn't look good. and if years from now my kids read these diarynotes (if these still exist) they will wonder "do i have an uncle?!?!"
(*yes, that bad*)
peace, out.
oh, and yesterday was kurt cobain's deathday(*sob*)

i'm cleared from my pokemon addiction. probably. there is such noise here, it's some kids' classroom... and i have 2 hours of free time in the middle of the shcoolday...
creativewriting-class just started, i love it, there's this great guy who's totally an awesome writer... he's so cool. wait, someone's knocking! who could that be?
well, my teeth ache (again) because of the braces... oh it so hurts! sob sob...
i am surprised of the fact that my swedish test went so well (9-/10!!!) and sad that my english test went so bad (9-/10...) well... i don't mind.
peace, out.

i'm here again, not watching smallville, it's going right now... bah, i don't like it for any other reason but lex luthor is hot... i just got messenger, it's so cool and handy... and i might buy records -- old lp records -- from a guy, he has all these cool old lp's from bowie, beatles, elton john... all. yay. i just hope i have enough money... if not... sniff...sob sob...
thank you for being patient (kiitos että olitte potilas)
and i have to go check out the elftown chat, if it's empty, i'll go to msn chat... i really need to chat right now... i'd chat in messenger, but carlos isn't online (*burst into tears*)

peace, out

i have only 1 minute, so i'll just leave. bye.
i had finnish test, we analyzed a commercial.
boring... i love six feet under.
peace, out.

i just got a puppy, i just got a puppy, i just got a puppy... and not just A puppy, but the cutest, smartest and lovablest puppy in the world... he's so smart, i'm teaching it house-clean (*oh, he's so smart*) and it sleeps over there now (*oh, he's so cute*) and he's called Ressu (=a finn. translation to Snoopy...) and he's so great...
i must be really tired, Ressu kept me up all night long... it was his first night here... he's the bestest dog in the world...

peace, out.

i'm hooked... badly. to pokemon-game... why aren't i playing now?!?!?! oh no, iippo, control your self... u have life outside pokemon! yeah, like where? guitar, painting, internet... those are useless, i need pokemon! school, friends, tv, movies, music... shut up! i already have pikachu, raticate, pidgey, farfetch'd... it's alarming how well you know those things... and my pokedex has 26 owned, 57 seen, i have max ether... be quiet, or you're not allowed to play in a week! ok, i'll stop.







peace, out.

Yikes... i just booked me and my mom to see Paul McCartney on may 4th in Stockholm... so why do i feel like an idiot?
swedes are messed up... at least the language is... :D
oh i'm going to see paul live! yay!
i'm still shocked... i payed with my mom's visa... i'm shaky, really shaky...
ok, now i'll go to sauna.
peace, out.

lazing on a sunny afternoon... sunday afternoon. and i'm not lazing, it's my holiday, u don't have to do ANYTHING on holiday! but i'm going to do lots of things. i'll make a friend some guitar tabulature's and i'll paint and play... of course watch movies, and do schoolstuff, if i have time for that. or want.
i'm going to theatre to see black comedy called "long live the suicider!" yay.
i hope someday my child will read this and be happy...
peace, out.

i heard something. i'm going to have surgery. Soon. To take of some teeth from my mouth. They pulled one teeth out from the back of my mouth on tuesday. oh. my. GOD! it hurt like hell!!! that was the longest half-an-hour i've ever had in my life! i see a little white dog. inside the library.
why don't i have a dog?!?! i would be good taking care of it... WHY?

well, saturday, i did a kubistic version of the beatles abbey road album cover... for school. it looks really good, at least i think it does.
i shoud do something surreal to that course too. that must be the hardest one, since i really like surreal art (dali, magritte, ernst...) and i know too much about it...
peace, out.

mm, it's sunday. i hope i can eat rice today, with ratatouille (if someone doesn't know what ratatouille is, they should be taught that!)
yes ratatouille, ratatouille, ratatouille... am i pregnant?!?! i keep talkin' bout food, i keep eating food, what is this?!?! (*happy side is that i don't get fat, i've always wondered that but... it's a fact*)

jaapajaa, what then? (*how boring can life be?!?!?*)

peace, out.

a diary note:
does anyone start their diaries by dear diary?!?! seriously?
well, i just had my artclass worksubjects, and loving it.
i'm gonna make a bonk-artifact.
i'll talk bout that later... somewhere, somehow...

yes, it was thursday. i had music, i played the bass and totally sucked, cause i'm a guitarist, not a basist!
i'll need to learn to take the chords on bass too... but it was fun to play it, so simple, just boom-bo-boom, boom-bo-boom...
great fun, o brothers.
yes, i've seen clockwork orange, totally loved it.

i also watched shining at 09.15-11.30 pm... very clever of me, i almost had some sleep that night (* the trick is to NOT think about the film... oh no, mind... slipping... think...something...else!*)

ha, this was nice,
i have to make something from a commercial shown in tv.
luckily it's a groupwork, so... i'll do what i'm told to.

peace, out.