One more anti-puppydog dream my subconscious cooked up: I was playing with this huge gun I had seen on Ripley's and I pointed it around and shot a huge hole on my dog, accidentially. Then I almost had to put it out of it's misery when i noticed it was okay...

Is negro a bad word in english language? It means a race, right? One type of black. I don't understand the fuzz about it, any other word for a certain race of humans, like arab, isn't considered bad. I do understand that nigger is bad, but is negro? I don't see it bad in finnish language unless it's said in an evil tone. hmm.

Another one: Dante's hell thing (I've read the book ,u know)


The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 8 times.
The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!

Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge

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Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, justice divine doth smite them with its hammer.

Purgatory Repenting Believers - Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo Virtuous Non-Believers - Low
Level 2 Lustful - Low
Level 3 Gluttonous - Moderate
Level 4 Prodigal and Avaricious - Moderate
Level 5 Wrathful and Gloomy - Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis Heretics - Very Low
Level 7 Violent - Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers - Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus Treacherous - High

Crap, this isn't very nice!

I'm finally gonna do this test, but before i do, i wanna guess what i get from it. so here is the guess:

Paranoid: Somewhat paranoid, i guess
Schizoid: nah
Schizotypal: nah
Antisocial: pretty much
Borderline: pretty much
Histrionic: can't tell
Narcissistic: yep
Avoidant: rather much
Dependent: nah
Obsessive-Compulsive: yep

and here the real result:

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

WHAT? I'm higly histrionic?!? *freaks out*

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Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

Another dream:
I was at Pirttilä or some other hall-like place and Peter Gabriel was about to play live there. he was sitting in the front of the room waiting for the thing to start, and i was waiting it to start too. (note: im not a gabriel fan, i have heard one song by him, but [windowframe] is) so i went over and asked for his autograph. he gave me two: one normal and one like with a dedication. but instead of my name, he wrote to Hillevi. (hillevi is a mouse's name). i said thatnks, but that's not my name. he offered to replace it, but isaid, nah leave it, it's funny... then i went home but i was late for dinner and my mum got really angry at me...

peter gabriel was involved in the 46664 -thing for south africa... maybe that caused me to dream about him. strange thing was that in the dream i really idolized him... it is strange what u can feel in a dream...

Okay, I think my subconscious has something against my dog. Now, in reality the dog is something between the cutest thing in the world and a huge monster with 2 cm long teeth. I've had troubling dreams about my dog, in two nights in a row:
1. In the dream my dog was a wolf, and it didn't like anybody else but me - so it was nice to me but dangerous to anyone else. And all the other dogs in my neigbourhood attacked my dog-wolf. It fought them, and then joined to them and they attacked the dog who lives next to my house... I had to rescue my dog. My friend came with her car n she took me n my dog so we'd take him to safety. We drove to a strange museum... rest of the dream is irrelevant (=no more dog in it)
2. In reality I play-fight with my dog, like puppies do, you know, run around, bite each other (not hard, n I of course don't bite him, I grab him with my hands or slap him carefully). I did that in my dream too, it was rather realistic, but when we stopped playin, I noticed my dog was bleeding all over. I had made him bleed, which is awful because I love the lil critter... o.O

TO PLAY I NEVER.
PUT AN (x) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE
AND A (_) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD AN "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN.


I NEVER
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK (I really haven't)
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT (No, no)
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX (Many times, I like the opposite sex)
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (Did this too, i like the same sex)
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR (Can't drive)
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN (I'd want to tho)
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI (I have)
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX (Well... not very comfortable with the idea, y'see)
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE (Oh, I wish! Such pain and happiness that is, it must be unhealthy)
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX (Simple as that.)
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC (*sigh* if i had had sex, it had probably been in a public place)
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED (yeh)
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED (ehheehee... ^^; sorry)
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED (Never had a proper job)
(X) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT (I'm a lover not a fighter)
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME (Yet, no sex)
(X) I NEVER BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE (?)
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY) (pscht)
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING (I lock the door)
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF (Hey, I was ill!)
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX (*sigh*)
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED (They'll never catch me!)
(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER (On a cruise)
(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB (School counts yes?)
(_) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE (It was a disaster, btw)
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND (...sigh)
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER (oops)
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL (it was an accident! I swear! No, it was my mum's idea!)
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER (Never slept w/ anyone n never worked)
(X) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING (Too moneyful)
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING (who hasn't?)
(_) I NEVER PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY (of course i have!)
(X) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX (thank god not)
(X) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX (THANK GOD NOT!)
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX (pscht)
(X) I NEVER EGGED A PT CRUISER OR HONDA ELEMENT (what?)
(_) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS (and someone else's ass too!)
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED (I'm someone yes?)
(_)I NEVER ( EVER EVER EVER ) FANTASIZED ABOUT BRANDON (probably someone called brandon i have...)
(_) I NEVER ACCIDENTLY SEXUALLY ASSULTED AN UMBRELLA... (oh come on, who hasn't?)
(X) I NEVER PASSED OUT WHILE STANDING UP (LIKE, FAINTED)

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10 questions. Pick a band and answer only using that bands song titles
chosen band: The Beatles
1. Are you a male or a female: Girl
2. Describe yourself: Her majesty
3. How do some people feel about you: Fool on the hill
4. how do you feel about yourself: I'm so tired
5. describe your family: Piggies (not really!)
6. where would you rather be: Across the universe or Back in the USSR
7. describe what you want to be:Something
8. Describe how you live: She's leaving home or A day in the life
9. describe how you love: All my loving
10. describe what you hate: Rain or Junk

Something this cool has to be in my place so here it is.
The Stake Join it you mutant!

Isn't it awfly nice to have a penis...
Isn't frighfully good to have a dong...
It's swell to have a stiffy...
It's devine to own a dick...
From the tiniest little tadger...
TO THE WORLDS BIGGEST PRICK!

I love this song and the man who sings it...

i love live gigs, it's the immediate interact with the me and the artist... if he says something funny, i laugh, if he does something great, i applaude, if i applaude, he thanks...

PERSONAL STANCE ON:
Homosexuality: No different from heterosexuality, bisexuality or metrosexuality: what makes you tick is your business, if it's love, it's all right.
Abortion: A woman's right to choose - although it is her own fault (rape victims aside) she's knocked up. Never see this happening to me.
Religion: Human's way of avoidingthe fact that randomness rules the universe. Nothing happens for a good reason.
Eating disorders: a disease, sickness, heath problem that people need help to. Get help.
Animal rights: Animals right to live, be healthy and have no suffering. Humans are the only ones who break these rights.
Love at first sight: possible, has happened to me.
God: creation and creator.
Marilyn Manson: attention-seeker
Guy bands: way to make money. Have no artistical value
Spice girls: so old already, who remembers them?
Premarital sex: everyone's own choice, though true love waits.
Titanic: A horrid disaster in the history of seafaring
Jerry Springer: some guy who goes away if you turn off the TV
Suicide: Wrong way out.
Self mutilation: attention seeking.
Dreams: legal drugs without addiction
Aliens: "Hope there's some intelligent life out in the universe coz there's bugger off down here on earth"
Horoscopes: Star signs? Imagination but bemusing.
Hell: State of mind
Transvestites: A way of life, no less humans than anybody
Pop music: A gathering of musical notation formed into an easy-to-like, hummable form to make money
Rap: Originally a way to escape grim reality of a dangerous ghetto, novadays just another form of pop music.
80's music: Different styles of music composed and performed during the 1980-decade. People think it has a distinguished sound, which is like saying everyone who lived in the 80's were perfectly alike.
Punk: Another way of escaping the grim reality, a form of rebellion. Filthiness is its trademark, you have to be a certain sort of person to like punk.

Duck tape is like the force, it has a light side and a dark side, and it holds the universe togethe

I Went To A Party, Mom

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom
So I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mom
Something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.
My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put Daddy's Girl on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
That its wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say I love you, Mom
So I love you and good-bye.

I read this once then lost it and now i am re-united (=it's not my text) so yay

i'm just gonna suggest my idea of my char tho i don't know if you'll accept it...

User name:[iippo]

Character name: Leon Persion

Gender:Male

Age: 35 he's an old git for his... kind

Appearance:Tall, muscular, has ocra-color short fur, afro-hair, claws in hands and feet.

Personality: Has that old streetfighter-pride, he still thinks he's in the prime of his age, though his moves have all slowed and he can't see or hear that well anymore. Little bit annoyed about everything new.

History:

Powers: (if a mutant)

50 Things To Do
   in WAL*MART lmao funny

1. Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations.
2. Ride those little electronic cars at the front of the store.
3. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten-minute intervals throughout the day.
4. Start playing Calvinball; see how many people you can get to join.
5. Contaminate the entire auto department by sampling all the spray air fresheners.
6. Challenge other customers to duels with tubes of gift-wrap.
7. Leave cryptic messages on the typewriters.
8. Re-dress the mannequins as you see fit.
9. When there are people behind you, walk really slowly, especially in thin aisles.
10. Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a code 3 in housewares," and see what happens.
11. Turn all the radios to polka stations; then turn them off and turn the volume up to full blast.
12. Play with the automatic doors.
13. Walk up to complete strangers and say, "Hi. I haven't seen you in so long." etc. See if they play along.
14. While walking through the clothing department, ask yourself loud enough for all to hear, "Who buys this crap anyway?!"
16. Ride a display bicycle through the store; claim you are taking it for a test drive.
17. Follow people through the aisles, staying about 5 feet behind them. Do this until they leave the store.
18. Play soccer with a group of friends, using the entire store as your playing field.
19. As the cashier runs your purchase over the scanner, look mesmerized and say, "Wow, magic!"
20. Take off your shoes and tell them you want to return it and they say you didn't buy it there say "Hmmmm....I thought the customer was always right!"
22. Set up a tent in the camping department; tell others you will only invite them in if they bring pillows from Bed and Bath.
23. Test the fishing rods and see what you can catch from other aisles.
24. Ask other customers if they have any Grey Poupon.
25. Drape a blanket around your shoulders and run around saying, "I'm Batman. Come Robin, to the Batcave."
26. TP as much of the store as possible.
27. Randomly throw things over into neighboring aisles.
28. Play with the calculators so that they all spell "hello" upside down.
29. When someone asks you if you need help, begin to cry and say, Why won't you people just leave me alone?"
30. When 2 or 3 people are walking ahead of you, run between them yelling "Red Rover."
31. Make up nonsense products and ask employees if there are any in stock. (i.e.: Shnerples)
32. Take up an entire aisle in toys by setting up a full-scale battle with G.I. Joe vs. X-men.
33. Take bets on the battle from above.
34. Test the brushes and combs in cosmetics.
35. While handling guns in the hunting department, suddenly ask the clerk where the anti-depressants are. Act as spastic as possible.
36. Hold indoor shopping cart races.
37. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from Mission Impossible.
38. Attempt to fit into very large gym bags.
39. Attempt to fit others into very large gym bags.
40. Say things like, "Would you be so kind as to direct me to your Twinkies."
41. Set up a "Valet Parking" sign in front of the store.
42. Two words: Marco Polo.
43. Leave Cheerios in lawn and garden, pillows in the pet section, etc.
44. "Re-alphabetize" the CD's.
45. In the auto department, practice your Madonna look with various funnels.
46. When someone steps away from his or her cart to look at something, quickly make off with it without saying a word.
48. When an announcement comes over the loudspeaker, drop to your knees and scream, "No, no, its those voices again."
49. Pay off layaways 50 cents at a time.
50. Drag a lounge chair over to the magazines and relax. Go to the food court, buy a drink, and explain that you don't get out much and ask if they can put a little umbrella in it.

me olde bio:

This is an order!!!

Join Hogwarts Express!!!



i believe in love.
i believe in peace.
i believe in you.
i believe in god.
i believe in music.
i believe in art.
i believe in santa claus.

Elftown Academy 'tis cool.
Fantasy-couples 'tis cooler.
iippo's favorites 'tis coolest.

i'm a BOB! Check out [Dragon Hawk] 's house...









These mean, that I'm in Hogwarts Express, Hopeless romantics, and a member of Wiki Fantasy Roleplay-guild, and in Harry Potter Contest. My entry is the Weasley-pic in there...

harry potter three trailer!!!!

http://harrypotter.warnerbros.com/ web/dailyprophet/article.jsp?id=PO A_Teaser_Trailer

[Zaran's Song] said:

When the facts are against you, argue the law. When the law is agaisnt you, pound the table and yell like hell!

When in danger, or in doubt, run in circles, scream and shout!

AAAAAArgrgrgrgrggagagagagagaaaaaarggg!!!! I SO HATE WINDOWS!!! it gives me a breeding f*cking slammer that there's a mistake and it has nothing to do with me i can't save what the hell i was doing or stop it appearing again when ever f*cking it wants and it can tell me what's wrong in a language that is completely incomprehendable and it shits right to my face and says:"DUDE YOUR OWNED!"


Bill Gates, go to HELL!

aah, this as cool, took this from [mander]
BEST THINGS ABOUT BEING *A GIRL*
We can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks.
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Our friends dont say hello to us by punching us on the arm.
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If we're on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we'll probably get first dibs on a lifeboat.
**************
We get the bigger apartment on Friends.
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Girl talk. You know, how we just understand each other without having to explain stuff.
**************
We never have to stand at a urinal and have other girls stare at us.
***************
Dark circles under the eyes? A hickey? We can just cover them up with a little concealer. ( how do guys live without that stuff?)
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We dont have to shave our faces. (ouch that must hurt)
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We can jump around a lot and shake our hair and it looks like we know how to dance.
***************
We get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys!!
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We dont have to dowse our food in Tabasco sauce just to look tough...lol
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When we get married we get to keep our own name or choose one that we like even better.
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We dont have to deal with sideburns. Whats up with those anyway?
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At least one girl always survives in horror flicks.
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We never have to wear tighty-whities (or jock straps!)
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We can take stuffed animals to bed no matter how old we are.

o.O

i'm all into pirating now... i'm doing a series of pirates, "the crew of blue piranha"... yay, one ready!

and, i'm doing it better this time, since the series i tried to do of "thousand and one nights" screwed up, because i tried to do 'em with oilcolors... they take too much time. now these pirates i do with pastels and colorpencils together: splendid colors and ease of coloring added to specific details. perfect. and i've gotten sevelar hints from certain oekaki-sites (check iippo's favorites for that page.