Without You
Why do I feel so lonely
When you're not around?
I feel so empty inside;
Like standing on hollowed ground.
I feels like this place is empty,
Though there's people on all sides;
Like stranded on the side of the road,
And one's offering me any rides.
I look at the ring on my finger,
And my lips curl into a smile.
The stone sparkles like your eyes,
But it only comforts me for a while.
I yearn for your sweet kiss.
I long to be held in your arms.
Come rescue me, my prince,
And seduce me with your charms.
I know life with you will be a challenge
But loving you will be simple for me.
You, with your heart so huge,
With your awesome personality.
You have such an open mind,
It can barely be believed,
That you would love even me.
Guess because of how I'm normally perceived.
I want things to be done right,
And planning the future's a little fast.
I don't want things to go wrong,
I don't want to relive the past.
I know things are right with you.
I feel it deep inside my soul.
And my love for you exceeds
The limit of my heart as a whole.
You mean so much to me
That's why I'm so lonely now.
But I know I'll be with you soon.
So I will get by some how.
Untill that time, Darlin',
Ypu will remain in my heart
Know that I'm thinking of you.
And that our spirits will never part.
Aurora DragonStar
3*9*2005
12:33 am
I wrote this for my friend whose daughter ranway.
Luckly, she's been found and has now come back home.
To My Daughter:
At fifteen years of age,
You think you know it all.
Now I sit by the phone,
Waiting for the cops to call.
Maybe you've been arrested
Or maybe you've been found dead.
I pray that you're alive and well,
And not laying in a pool of red.
I thought you needed my help;
I thought you needed direction.
Everything I've done for you,
I've done for your protection.
I gave you all I never had.
I thought my love would be enough.
And knowing that you hate me,
Makes it so very rough.
The love that I have for you,
Is deeper than I've ever known.
And your words have hurt me,
More than I've ever shown.
You left with such harsh words
That greatly wounded me, your mother.
In all my life, this is the worst heartbreak,
When comparing it to any other.
I know I'm not the best,
But I'm also not the worst.
As soon as I can find you,
I'll be the one to hug you first.
I know I've disappointed you,
Because you went off like a bomb.
And I'll try do better, but after all,
I can only be what and who I am, your mom.
Aurora DragonStar
3*8*2005
My Narrow Road:
There is a narrow road
that my mind walks alone.
I never would have started
if I had only known.
Shrouded in this darkness
that saturates my every cell;
No one's on this lonely path
to even wish me well.
The desolate solitude
is almost to much to take,
and being alone for so long
has caused my heart to ache.
To be myself, no matter what,
this was the road I took.
Now no one understands me.
They don't even try to look
through the rules of society
and their ideals of the norm.
Dependent of first immpressions
and concentrated on one's form.
I'm confused of how I feel.
Cheerfully morbid to say it right..
Lover of the day's warm sun;
yet a child of the night.
I'm proud of who I am,
but I'm lonely, just the same.
To walk this narrow road alone,
was truely not my aim.
Aurora DragonStar
11*27*04~~8:45
The Storm:
The wind howls at my window.
My window where I see.
I see the storm raging onward.
Onward through out this dreary night.
This dreary night makes me long for him.
For him and me in his arms.
His arms, so strong is his embrace.
His embrace that calms my fear.
My fear of how violent this storm is.
This storm is fast with lots of thunder.
Thunder so quick after the flash.
The flash of lightning so bright.
So bright and well defined.
Defined by striking twice.
Twice now so close to the house.
The house in which I'm hiding.
I'm hiding away from the window.
The window that the wind howls at.
Aurora DragonStar
11:45am~9*8*20
The Starting Way:
Dew-chilled grass
On Bare feet
With painted toes;
The color, only God knows.
The bright morning sun
Lights my paths.
This is the starting way
Of a beautiful August day.
Squirrels scurry off,
Seeing me draw near.
A bird chirps and sings,
Fluttering his wings.
Life is all around me.
I can feel it with each step.
Haven't you ever felt power,
By simply holding s flower?
The trees are abundant,
Tall, and beautiful beings.
Unique in how they're bent.
Each having their own scent.
Evergreen fill my nostrils,
As I walk a little further.
I see a nest in a tree;
High atop a Hickory.
Insects help to pollenate
The beauty that has grown.
Flowers are all about me
They're Nature's potpourri.
Multitudes of color,
A bright and contrasting bunch.
It's like an entire rainbow,
On the ground, does grow.
As my Nature's walk
Comes to a close,
The sun says good-bye
Covered by clouds so high.
A sigh of content
With Nature as a whole.
This was the starting way
Of a beautiful August day.
Aurora DragonStar
7*12*2004 10:20 AM