[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-03-28
Written: (7743 days ago)

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Jakey madesh!  ^_^ I wuvvles!

530777  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7747 days ago)

Yesterday's Feelings

The Used


Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops

Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind

Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)

Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind

Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
525732  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7753 days ago)

~STUPID QUESTIONS~
[Spell your first name backwards]: erdieD
[The story behind your Elftown name]- Raziel Ahnara came from a modern day fantasy story of twin elf siblings. Raziel (the male) and Ahnara (the female) were brother and sister, but I liked their names, so I decided to make it my name. ^^
[Where do you live?]: Oregon
{DESCRIBE YOUR}
[Wallet]: It's a plain one. I wrote on it in silver marker, though...
[Jewellery you wear daily]: Um... none.
[Pillow cover]: Leopard print
[Coffee cup]: Dutch Bros.
[CD in stereo right now]: The Used "In Love and Death"
[What are you are wearing now]: My purple pajamas with a hood on the shirt plus little star on the bottom. And on my pants, there's a little horeshoe, and around it, it says "Lucky to have me". ^^
[In my mouth]: Er.. air? My tongue? What's the correct answer?! I was on the moon! With Steve!
[In my head]: A brain...?
[Eating]: Nothing
[Some of your favourite movies]: Hmm.. Rocky Horror Picture Show, Robin Hood: Men in Tights, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, etc.
[Something you're looking forward to]: Summer... Disney World and a visit to Jakey. ^_^ Yay!
[The last thing you ate]: Jambalya (dinner)
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Being alone and helpless.
[Do you like candles?] Depends on whether or not they're scented, and if they are, it also depends on what scent.
[Do you believe in a thing called love]: I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart, there's a chance we can make it now, we'll be rockin' till the sun goes down, I believe in a thing called looooooooooooooooove, ooooooooooooooooooh... Does that answer your question?
[Do you believe in soul mates?]: Hmm... Let's see... A little more than a year ago, I met the one person that turned my whole life around for the better, and we are a perfect match. What does that tell you?
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: But of course. ^^
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: "Forgiveness is the key to our unhappiness." - Affirmation, Savage Garden
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: Hmm... Either a crow, a snake, or another kitty (or two ^_~)
[What are 2 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: California (more accurately, whereever Jakey is), aaaaaaaaaaaaannnd... Germany. ^_^
[one of your favorite pig out foods?]: Pepperoni Pizza!!!
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: Oh god, yes. I haven't seen my Jakey-bear in 2 and a half months... *sniff*
{In the last 24 hours, have you:}
[Cried:] Almost, but no.
[Gotten sick:] I think I might be sick now. >.<
[Sang:] A little, yeah.
[Eaten:] A little more than 2 hours ago. ^^
[Felt stupid:] Always, er.. I mean.... Uh.. Next question.
[Hugged someone:] Tee hee! Yup. Hugging and poking people ish fun. ^^ I poked my mom earlier, and it made her squirm. It was funny.
[Met someone new]: I met someone new yesterday. His name's Chris. We played a couple games of Shaft, and he beat me. >.< Garr on his luck.
[Talked to an ex]: Ex? What is this ex you speak of?
[Talked to someone you have a crush on]: Yup. Jakey. But shhhh! He doesn't know! ^_~
[Fought with your parents:] Just an hour or so ago... >.<
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with:] No. Unless you mean in a physical sense. Then yeah, all the time. *Sniff* I miss my Jakey!
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower:] I'm no social butterfly, but I'm no hermit, either.
[What type of automobile do you drive]: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Oh, you were serious?
[Would u rather be with friends or on a date:] Hmm... Well, if it's a date with Jakey, then the date. If it's not, then my friends.
[Do you attend church:] Not really. I used to.
[Do you like being around people:] My friends and my loverly Jakey. ^^
[Who have you known the longest:] Uh... *shrugs* Jakey?
[who do you argue the most with:] My mom.
[Who do you always get along with:] Jakey. ^_^
[Who has the coolest sibling(s):] No one, I think. Everyone has a pain in the ass sib.
[Who is the smartest:] Einstein?
[Who is your Hero:] Kirby!!!!!! Dun dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!!!

522263  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-03-14
Written: (7756 days ago)

Lookielookielookielookielookielookielookie!

Look at what [Morrigon] maded for mees and Jakey!

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I LOVE IT, HON! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!

512466  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-03
Written: (7768 days ago)
Next in thread: 512468, 512470

Jakey sent this to you at about 12:30 last night! ^_________^

"If you kissed my cheek once,
I'd return it times four.
If you asked of me why
I'd give you one more.
If you smiled and blushed
A pretty bright red,
I'd kiss not your cheek,
But your cute smile instead.
If you said not a word
I'd say one of two
Would you think
Me too silly
If I said
'I love you'?"


ISN'T HE ADORABLE?! ^________^ *Huggles Jakey*

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-03
Written: (7768 days ago)

God, you're selfish...

506259  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (7773 days ago)
Next in thread: 506397, 506742, 511548

Ohne Dich

Rammstein

Ich werde in die Tannen gehen
Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen
Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land
und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand
Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

Auf den Ästen in den Gräben
ist es nun still und ohne Leben
Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht ohne dich



Translations


Without You

Rammstein

I'm going to go into the fir trees
There where I last saw her
But the evening is throwing a cloth upon the land
and upon the ways behind the edge of the forest
And the forest it is so black and empty
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it

On the branches in the ditches
it's now silent and without life
And breathing becomes oh so hard for me
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it without you
505240  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-02-24
Written: (7775 days ago)
Next in thread: 505242, 505319, 505636

Yarr, damn you Kate. I should NOT be feeling like this in the middle of class. >.< I'll get you back, I promise. :P

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Written about Wednesday 2005-02-23
Written: (7775 days ago)
Next in thread: 504628

YAY! Kate's on ELFTOWN!!! ^_________^ YAY!

[Akiame]

Go talk to her! NOW! 

I command you! GO!!!!!!!!

504303  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-23
Written: (7776 days ago)

*Kate somewhat fondles herself while searching for a ponytail-holder*

"RAPE!

...

I wonder... Can you charge yourself with rape?"


I love my Kate. ^__^ *Huggles Kate*

492861  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-02-10
Written: (7788 days ago)
Next in thread: 492915, 493239

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This is me and my sister. Today (February 10th) is my sister's 10th birthday.

Jacie, even though you get on my nerves, I still love ya. Happy birthday, kiddo.

491768  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-09
Written: (7789 days ago)
Next in thread: 491793

Careless...?

You... are careless?

You worry about everything and anything all the fucking time. You try to avoid (and help others try to avoid) uncomforable situations. You try to make everthing better, and make everyone happy, without any thoughts of how it affects yourself. You feel you are responsible for anyone you hurt, and you live up to that responsibility (or at least you try your damnedest to).

You would call that being careful

So, when some woman runs into you because she wasn't paying attention, and then proceeds to call you a "careless teenager", yeah, you'll be upset.

491206  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-09
Written: (7790 days ago)
Next in thread: 491214



Mineme mereh...


Translation: I love you...



*Mih-neh-meh
*Mere-eh
 The logged in version 

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