[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary
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Written about Monday 2005-01-10
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Written about Monday 2005-01-10
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New Word!
Bil-yon-omm-uh
Ex. Billionomable check
Random Quote of the Day
"I used to keep my makeup in a squirrel hole, up the tree. And uh, and the squirrel would keep makeup on one side, and he’d keep nuts on the other side. And sometimes I’d get up that tree and that squirrel would be covered in makeup! 'La la, la la, oh, oh. What? Fuck off!' he seemed to say. And they always eat n – squirrels always eat nuts with two hands, always two hands, arararar, and occasionally, they stop and go, 'Oh, uh, ah', as if they’re going, 'Did I leave the gas on? No! I’m – no – I’m a fucking squirrel!' And occasionally they go, 'Fucking nuts! Fed up with them always. I long for a grapefruit.'” -- Eddie Izzard
Random Quote of the Day
"They went to the moon, Neil Armstrong, Buzz Aldrin and Michael Collins, going round and round, in – uh, working out the IRA thing. And uh… And Neil stepped on the moon and said, 'One small step for man, a giant leap for mankind.' Good line but not his line, I don’t think – it didn’t feel like his line. You know. Ahh, I bet that was just given to him and he was coming down the steps going, 'Small step for man, a giant leap for mankind. Small step for man, a giant leap for mankind. Don’t get it wrong, Neil. Don’t fuck it up. Here we go. I’m a small man with a giant big – shit!… One man, small giant, two…two mens… What was it?' 'Cause you gotta say something. You can’t go down to the moon and go, 'Ooh, it’s all sticky! It’s covered in jam.' You can’t land on the moon and go, 'Fuckinell, I’ve been in that spacecraft…uhh
Wish I Had An Angel
NightwishI wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
I`m going down so frail `n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
This is such an awesome song, and at the same time (despite the slightly morbid melody), it's beautiful.
A text message as seen in the phone.
Friday, January 7th, 2005
5:24PM
It's really windy
out here... ummm,
Deidre, guess
what... I umm,
madesh a wish
that, umm, while I
wush wookink...
umm, the wind
would get weely,
weely stwongesh
and, umm, it would
liftesh me uppsesh
into the air and,
and, and... it
would cawwie me
all the wayesh to
yow armses... but
I probably
shouldn't have
toldesh woo that
coz, umm,
maybees it won't
come twoo...esh...
I sowwy...
Awwwwwwww.... sweetie... It'll come true... Soon, my love... very soon...
Random Quote of the Day
Random Quote of the Day
My opinion on...
...Life in general: You should live every day as though it were your last. You can never really be certain when it isn't.
...God: I acknowledge that he's there, but I don't worship him. I don't pray to him. I'm not a massively religious person as it is.
...Religion: Everyone who has there own personal religion, that's great. You know, good for you, glad you have a faith. As for me, don't try to convert me; I've never been really religious, and I would appreciate it if you didn't look down on me for my decision.
...Suicide: I'm not going to say that people shouldn't commit suicide or be suicidal, because that would make me a hipocrite. I've been suicidal. And it's hurt people. I wouldn't call it a solution, but others have different ideas.
...Significant age difference in a relationship: Age is nothing but a number.
...Love at first sight: Of course. While it may not be complete love, it is still love on some level.
...Soul mates: Everyone is meant to have someone. Everyone has that searching soul. Not everyone finds the one they're looking for. But they know by instinct that the one they seek is out there.
...Sex before marraige: I think it's perfectly fine to have sex before marriage. I don't know about having sex with every person you think is mildly attractive, but if it's someone you love, and both partners know it's the right time, then marriage doesn't have to come before it.
...Abortion: I don't like the idea of it. Whether that baby is fully grown or not, it's still a person. But, if the life of the mother is in danger, then what's safest must be done.
...Psychics: I've never had much faith in psychics. They seem kinda' fake to me.
...Aliens: I won't deny the possibility that they're there, but I don't particularly enjoy spending countless hours outside staring up at the sky looking for some strange lights that might merely be attatched to an airplane.
...Ghosts: I believe in them... I think I've got one living in the attic, actually. Not quite sure.
...Death penalty: In the words of Ron White: "If you kill somebody, we will kill you back."
...Animal rights: Of course animals have rights! They are, after all, people. Some swim and have scales, some walk on all fours and are covered in fur. There's not much of a difference.
...Cannibalism
...Drugs and alcohol: Not the best (or safest) method of enjoyment, but it's there nonetheless.
...Gay marraiges: Love knows no race, religion, age, or gender. Love is for everyone, and those in love are entitled to marriage. Love has no limits, and neither should marriage.
I don't wanna' let fear rule my life...
And I don't wanna' live like my father...
I don't wanna' give up before I die...
The Nobodies
Marilyn MansonToday I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
Yesterday I was dirty
wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt
Yesterday I was dirty
wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
Some children died the other day
we fed machines and then we prayed
puked up and down in morbid faith
you should have seen the ratings that day
Some children died the other day
we fed machines and then we prayed
puked up and down in morbid faith
you should have seen the ratings that day
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are
He's coming today!!!!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYY
^_____________
Amazing
AerosmithI kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin insane
Tryin to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah, I thought I could leave, but couldnt get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of a livin a lie
I was wishin that I
Would die
It's amazing
With the blink of an eye, you finally see the light
It's amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight
That one last shots a permanent vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey, not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings
You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk
I was out on the street,
Just a tryin' to survive
Scratchin' to stay alive
It's amazing
With the blink of an eye, you finally see the light
It's amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight.
[Steven Tyler]
So, from all of us at Aerosmith
To you out there wherever you are
Remember
The light at the end of the tunnel
May be you.
Goodnight!
Such a beautiful song... And everyone should worship this band, 'cos they're the fucking greatest!
\m/(^O^)\m/
Update on Deidwa's life so far:
Deidwa' will be away for a while because her evil mommy has taken away her internet. If she's seen on here, it is either her boyfriend Jake ([Ironballs "the Preposterous One"]) or she's gotten a reprieve and is allowed on.
Any of those who actually care about this should know that she will (eventually) gain internet access.
Thanks for listening.
~Deidwa (why she wrote (and is still writing) this in third person, she doesn't know.)
9 days and counting!
YAY! ^^ ALMOST THERE! BWEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Written about Sunday 2004-12-19
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11 days and counting!
YYYYAAAAAAAYYY
13 days and counting!
Bwahahaha! ^____________^
LOOK AT HIM! ISN'T HE THE MOST ADORABLE THING YOU'VE EVER SEEN?!?!?! IT'S JAKEY!!!!!!!!!
2 weeks and counting, until I can see my beloved again... *Happy sigh*
From this point forward, all will be good thoughts. And, I'll have a diary in here counting down the day. ^^ On the 13th day, I'll count down the hour in my mood. Hope you're ready for it. :P
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I'm going home early... I'm going home early... I'M GOING HOME EARLY!
Agh... No matter how many times I say it, I know I'm going to stay late... Again. Ehh... mama, don't be mad at me. >.<