sodding sundays are so boring... filled with nothing ness....... plus saturdays are also becoming like sundays... although more hungover... although i havent had a drink for ages... rhh!! ah well plans have changed am having a caz's bday tribute party at jennys house on friday and i still get to wear my corset.... am still sore and bruised and now have a swollen eye... yummy! hmm i really got to find somethin else to do when im bored other than writing diary entrys,....or there could be many a long ramblin speech to come... ah well will be having a drink on tues... aurevoir people!

hmmmm well yes as many people know..or maybe they dont things havent been great for me recently... they have been up and down... an these last few daqys are no different. Sunday nite, fun drunken debauchery, game envolving taking of clothing and devil horns.....but the morning wasnt so fun......... lets not even go there shall we? monday nite.. tired bored dreading going on holiday and sitting in the dark on my own... thinking y the fuck am i still here, its not like its going to get any better..... if it wasnt for the grief of others i would end everything and put my mind at rest, which i have been thinking alot about recently, but wouldnt go through with unless under extreme circumstances, im not that selfish......
Holiday envolved cold, screaming little brats, pervy townie lifeguards, and a very small badly themed room i had to share with my dad and lil sister (which i spent alot of time in considering the complete lack of entertainment during the evening) yes alton towers hotel iws pretty shit, dont do it unless ur under 6, dont know why i let my dad drag me there.... he tries so hard bless him woulednt want to hurt his feelings..... so this has been my few days..... can u c why im getting tired of things..... to top it all off as soon as i got back i had to start work on my fucking art projec\t..... which will now and always suck!!!!
hmmm havew been invited to jennys again fri... maybe i will have a little more fortune than that very early monday morning......
thoughts for the last few days:
and the point is......................?
would you be sued in court for kicking a little annoying child in the head repeatidly?
hmmmm... some things to think about...... as my step dad told me just the other day...... sort ur fucking life out........ maybe one day i will.....