uknow what i dont give a shit about him nemre got me a new admirer whos actaully not an arsehole... and hes better looking neway :P i dont have time to be sad im feelin fucking great! got a cool new lip ring.. and my hair is now clack with orange streaks tres cool!! hehehehe life is good feelin fine, despite a certain someone and its great ... more piercings very soo.. getting more in my ears and my nose done! and life is how i like it... mite invite this new guy done to peoples free houses very soon so watch this space!!!!
yup i jinxed it..... that lasted long didnt it............ fuck oh well this always happens to me i shud be used to it by now...........
things are great...... cept i am stuck at home all day and developing this strange claustrophobic feeling :S exams are fine me and jim are fine (well better than fine.... its been 5 days and already im missin him like crazy after not seein him for 2 dyas)
mayb im bein paranoid.. most of the wantage people will know what im on about :S
gaaa hwy does everything have to be so complicated...
its amazing how ur mood changes wen its sunny :) im nice and happy and not scary nemore hehehe things might just be lookingup just maybe.........
hey all, im not feel great at the mo why? i dunno its just one of those times again, if u kno me well wen if feeling ugly and unloved i go into these stages... why u ask. cause i found out that the only person who ever made me feel wanted, was just using me as a rebound.......