this year has been a tough year...i think i have shed more tears then i ever have before...i feel as if everyone around me is falling away...

Another Death...has come, he had two children and a wife he left behind

it was suicide.

it was after a fight.

The son blames his mother.

The Daughter does not understand.

The third Death for me this year.

I supose hell has a new visitor...

Ok, I've decided to take a chance here, ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.



I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.





In turn, you post this message in your own journal, wiki, or profile and you
have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

Drip Drip

The guest room is where i stay
No toys around for child's play
A noise from the bathroom is what i here
A simple drip drop so very clear

I figure the culpret must be the sink
That is what my mind does think
Turns out no could not be
The sink that left the blood i see

A knife covered in crimson rage
From a diary a torn page
Some one was mad
As well as sad

Then i find this is my home
how could i have not known?
The scars upon my body
It is my blood that i see.

In the mirror i see my soul
That is then that I know
I just wish to escape
The drip drip that is my fate

A cutting of a crimson scar
then i wander where you are
To save me from my misery
The black cloked man of mystery

I still hear my driping sound
As it falls and hits the ground
My love, i need to be free
I wish to come, wish to flee

My pain and the dripping will not cease
Will you not come with ease?
Then in my dreams i fade away
For the driping will always stay

Does anyone remember my smile?
I know it has been quite a while
Since I looked someone in the eye
And no tears did i cry

Does anyone remember my laugh?
A simple joy lost in the past
As time went i seem to have forgot
For i found that no one loves me not

Does anyone remember my soul?
Of all the life i did not know?
Days go by and my memory goes......
I just fade with the wind, and now i flow
~

is it really funny to make up jokes about people you dont know? when i cry my-self to sleep it is really funny to laugh at? i dont understand you damn humans.

Unravle the pieces of my soul
There you will find what you dont know
Secrets and lies of dreams I dream
Pain and tourture that makes me scream
Friends that leave and friends that go
And the true face I never show...

Guess what.

I am friends with all my friends again!! yay

okay i am done now!!

^.^

silence can be good
yet feel very lonly
i know that i should
but i dont want to be free

Soon i will be gone
I will blow in the wind
please dont cry my only frind
My soul is not free
Like it thinks it should be

Please just remember
my last request
take my memory and
remember my best
I want to live, but not with you here
I would rather die, alone and in fear

i have discovered somthing...
am i going to tell you what it is???
maybe...
it could be the fact that i -mumbles-
did ya hear me...ya dont know what i said!! 
XD
am i tourtoring you???
could you be saying to yourself -why wont you tell me you danmed girl- 
yep i bet you are
yep i am a danm girl
this is fun
silence is fun -enjoys silence-

well i am not going to tell you so...
good-bye 










ur still here?

wow amazing

hmmmm....
should i tell you...

nope hahahaha

meep! o.o i made a noise!! YAY FER THE NOISE!! meh noise is the best!!

kweh<-- can any one tell me where that noise is from?? give ye a hint, it is a video game

hmmmm....r we supposed to write in this...okay!! i am Kindred Night, I am -cough- ummm...dont read this i am lame and wont write somethin embarrassing that all can read!!

If I was a profession I'd be: ummm....sleeping



If I was a country I'd be: Japan! it rocks


If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: a very small drop of rain


If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be: The parthanon



If I was a store I'd be: Walden Books!! STAY AWAY FROM MEH MANGA

If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: a mixed up brand


If I was a bad habit I'd be: spelling words wrong


If I was a swear word I'd be: danm



If I was an ice cream flavor I'd be: cookie dough...yum ^^


If I was a disease I'd be: laughter


If I was a board game I'd be: chess



If I was a feeling I'd be: love


If I was a president I'd be: assinated



If I was a war I'd be: praying for peace



If I was a city I'd be: Never Heard of


If I was a colour I'd be: green



If I was a celebrity I'd be: My-self



If I was a movie I'd be: Sleeping Beauty



If I was a company I'd be: Sony (ps2)



If I was a currency I'd be: yin



If I were a month, I'd be: December


If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday


If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12:00 am



If I were a planet, I'd be: Saturn



If I were a sea animal, I'd be: mermaid



If I were a direction, I'd be: the other left



If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a bed



If I were a sin, I'd be: murder



If I were a tool, I'd be: nail



If I were a flower/plant/tree, I'd be: A Cherry blossem Tree


If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: Raining Leafs


If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: A wooden Flute



If I were a fish, I'd be: swiming away



If I were a sound, I'd be: a nice hymn



If I were an element, I'd be: earth



If I were a song, I'd be: Missing



If I were a book, I'd be: a romance



If I were a food, I'd be: yogert



If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet


If I were a word, I'd be: MEEP!! YEAH JACK!! I WENT THERE!! 


If I were a body part, I'd be: hands


If I were a facial expression, I'd be: empty



If I were a poem, I’d be: Fake



If I were one of the four Hobbits, I'd be: Sam



If I were a decade, I'd be: living in the middle ages



If I were a Beatle, I'd be: on drugs



If I were a style of music, I'd be: me



If I were a Saint, I'd be: A forgotten ghost


If I were a Book in the Bible I'd be: not in the bible

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean. You never overreact or panic in a bad situation and you always know what to do. Everyone goes to you for advice because you never lose your head so your very reliable. You tend to take everything in stride, like in school your moto is just sit back and relax not to say you dont pay attention and work, but you dont overexert yourself. Even though people come to you for counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite, your not good with making new friends, but your extremely close to the ones you have. Remember its ok to put your emotions out there even though there is a chance they might get hurt. Also in school sometimes its good to stress out a little, just because you think you dont need to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also try to push yourself more even though you might be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be better.

is she naked?

You have this constant feeling inside that says that everything will be alright. Calm cool, you invented the Chill Pill! (WHAT?!)Whenever there's a problem you don't spaz out, that's why people come to you for advice because you're really reliable. Not many people have the aura of calmness that follows wherever you go. Whenever people are around you, they loosen up, relax, just by being near you! Your motto is 'Sit back and relax'. Stay the way you are, because you rarely get stressed out!

...right

ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it to get love letters, red roses and be in a romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think that you are the most beautiful of all. When he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart is soft and pure and you would never cheat as long as you love your partner. But if he cheats you, you are not hiding your feelings and show how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in him/her and never thought he/she could do this to you.


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