you represent the hard times in life. you have a hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't know about

i did not even cheat!!!

Latly i have been wandering is there life after death or eternal sleep. Or is an endless life a head of me as i am rencarnated over and over. Will history repeat every thing i do. Will i be a ghost or will i become a memory?

Immortal


I follow the path that only I can see
Looking back making sure no one is following me
There is no light to show me the way
There is never a new day
I never pass my life anew
There is nothing I can really do
How I urn for feeling of Love
Or the warm rays from the sun above
The moon is my only friend
but It never talks in the end
A tear of blood falls from my eye
Because in the end I wish I could die.

in the summer all goes a way
no one can see green on a warm summers day
the trees...they die
all the leaves say good-bye
Find the path without thorns
It won't lead you to fire and horns

In the fall is when it is alive
Feeding upon all that had died
The green has come
Rising with the moring sun
The Forest is anew
Now it will eat the body of you

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-Fake

I am the frown you never see
behind the smile that has been set free
I am the true face of this one
What you see are lies truth is none
I am the shadow that follows her around
I am the one that puts her in the ground
She tries to tame me everynight
By crying and crying untill morning light
I am the frown you never see
I am the frown pretending not to be

~[Dark Lullaby]

Remember that time not long ago
when it rained, then it snowed
I wrote you letter to say i love you
but the storm was was to much to get through
I waited in my room for the storm to pass
but all it would do was last and last
the skys were dark as if waiting for the night
the sun had disappeared in the moment of fright
I saw him, he was here
the one, the one that gives fear
he said it was time to go
and that i had to miss the show
i told him i would come without force
I did the not give the slightest remorse
I asked this walking death
if i could be bestowed with one last breath
she shook his head in agreement, so i wrote i love you down again
so that you would may understand
I gave
my wave
and we were off
~~~~~~~~~~
the years went by
and you fell in love,
while i watched you from up here above
with another that you were sure to love
she was nice
not cold as ice
but i wish you would remember
that time not so long ago

Figment...lies...hidden secrets...
So i have a boyfriend
for a change
who would have guessed that Robert liked me...
I wouldent have
well i am some what out of my corner and i can breathe
I cant find the way out...

I love Inu-Yasha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...x.x *out of breath*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...x.x *dead*

Wished was dead so will be tired for ever!!!

Hello I shall bore you with my extremly long christmas list.

Games-for gamecube
Games-for ps2
Anime-DVDs- Yu Yu Hackusho and Inyuasha and Rurouni Kenshin
Manga-shonen jump graphic novels and .hack volume 2
So far that is all I have But next christmas is a long was off.
Ta,
Goodbye,
Ta Ta For Now,
Se ya later alagater,
Go away you nosy little freak,
Whichysis

Who ever nsist on reading this I have no boy friend AND i am happy. that is all good bye

Dear Diary ( or anyone who is nosy.),
I am happy to say I have a boy friend. I passed civics too. Yaaaaaaaaahhhuuuum okay. I like Yu Yu hackusho. I also Like Rurouni Kenshin. I also Like .hack//sign.
I am done now good bye.

Go away.
I said go away.
g2g
Whichysis