"Deep in Thoughts of You"
Cannot focus
Like a drug
Taking over
Forever lost
In the depths
Of eternity
From one thought
Of you with me
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"Secrets Unfurled"
Passionate secrets
Soon revealed
Truth be known
By those who sealed
Desperate love
To hide away
From the elders
Until next May
Efforts made
Hidden below
For fear of
The relative foe
A secret love
Infatuated
Wishing time
Would be compensated
Future dreams
Of together forever
With motivation
From those who say never
Wishing time
Would cease to exist
Locations near
So no one's missed ...
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"Soon We Shall"
Trying to focus
Sitting here
Thinking about
May of next year
Surrounded by people
With nothing to do
Always lost
And alone without you
People are here
Yet I feel so alone
Because to you
This love cannot be shown
Wanting to hold you
And my love I could show
But we have to wait
Before we can know
I hope that you'll wait
With me you can stay
Then united we'll be
More in love than ever ... one day ...
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"No Matter What They Say"
Suffocating here
Drowning in my pain
Knowing that my tears
Are all shed in vain
I see all their thoughts
And the looks on the their face
Wishing I could run to you
And hide in a secret place
Away from them all
And things that they say
While I'm loveing you
They try to lead me astray
Not liking the fact
I'm in love with you
They use hateful words
And cruel things they do
They think they're helping
Only the BAD they see
They don't see our love
And how good you treat me
I wish they would see you
And accept who you are
But no matter what they say
I'll continue to love you from afar ...
why do we tend to do stupid things when we're falling for someone?? hmm?? tell me that?? ... can we recover? can i recover it? ... :(
ok life has now given me a lemon rite? (to make lemonade ya kno? lol) but it gave me a lemon that was not ripe enuff :( ... and no one believes that it will ever make good lemonade b/c it's out of season ... but i kno in my heart that once it's ripen ... it will make the best an sweetest lemonade of all :D ;) ....
does ne one kno what i'm talking about??? if u do, u get a cookie lol (not really but ya kno hehe)
lol ... well when u fall in love ... it feels perfect ... for those few or amountless moments ... everything fits ... the puzzle isn't missing pieces and everything is complete .... rite now i have lost pieces and nothing is together or complete but i'm good ....
>greatest feeling in the world! :)
<worst pain ever endured! :(
hmm let's see .... i'm pretty sure that i'm really interested in two diff guys but they're both freshman and one has a g/f an the other is likin someone ... what do i do? hmm ahh ... i'm gonna try to win ... lol and the guy w/a g/f ...we've been pretty much "talking/datin