Hmm I've neglected this thing for like...ages.....i've gained weight...trying to cut down by running and stuff....Bahria's gonna start in like 2 days so i haven't got much time left...need to get a new cellphone now....fahad's about to leave too.....been composing a song....

.......im crazy..........yeah the usual shit.........i have no idea about where i should go .......what i should do.........im going nuts.........and im screwed.......

damn im really going nuts.....dad wont let me join the callcentre all of a sudden...prolly thinks im some kind of druggie......bushra had a heart attack.......learned the correct riff for ronan keating's song...watched the aviator....played GT3......had a messed up day...

campaigned a little at school,stayed at my dads office for a long time.tried to get online at night but the monitor got fried,literally hehe,there was smoke and everything so i couldnt post any entry here,fahad and ahmed had a fight and got my mom and dad worried.theyre so immature sometimes.thats all i guess

stayed home all day,dad went to lahore in the morning and came back in the evening.fahads friend jawad had an accident and is in a critcal state. Talked to nadi,ahmed,jessica,irfan and faheem today,i just dont know whats going on,like she never admitted loving him but i see "i love you" notes on her away messages so much,why would she hide it from me? damn i really wish all of this was sorted out,i need some moments of peace. Things keep getting worse with time,i have no idea what to do,who to ask or anything. Afifia phupho came over too,just saw cast away again which kind of made me more emotional,what am i going to do?