[Shishiru]'s diary
Currently sitting in VCD...
Aint it
Mata ashita! hinode imei botsu
Hey aren't we all?
Sure...whateve
you are quite the selfish mother fucker
what would you do if your heart was consumed by the darkness?
what would you do with no heart?
go on, try and tell me
you may have a solid heart
but inside, you have nothing
you have already lost the game
you had found your light...
but you tore apart what you had
which set you apart, made you glow
but now the glimmer has faded
and everyoen goes on
nobody glances towards the dimer light
they always look to the brightest
and hope to become like that
so there...now its done
you reap what you sew
it's all over now, nothing left but to wait
for your light to flicker out
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how many can look at this...and not help but laugh or smile? XD!!!
To add to my last diary--as proof--my mom even acts like a child--and she gets along better in life than i could say, you do, bitch.
...thats all ive got to say...what a bitch...
Those who dont think clearly really get on my nerves
all of you, painting your future, as if it were on the canvas before you
you cannot live for the furture, nore the past, you live for today, and only today
what will you do if you die, tomorrow, huh? right, you'll sit there and say "Shit, why did i spend all that fuckign time thinking of my future, and things i want, instead of livign for today, and following life's main stream". You're all fucking morons. Life is too short to be worried about all that shit, especially even before you've made it on your own. I dont call this being 'mature' i call it being blinded from the truth...
Hurtign others...you think you can get away with it? darkness which falls upon a heart will soon come to consume it, you know? so why be the center of it?
trying to act your age...? whats wrong with actign younger than we are? being as we are young adults, doesnt mean we have to forget what it was like to run around, playing tag--and living life. Did you ever sit there, as a child, and beat down on ones heart? Is that what is means to be an adult? than i might aswell stay a child...
anyone got any bullshit to say to me? send me a message.
OMG, SCHOOL!! OMG IM AT SCHOOL!!
HOLY SHIT IM AT SCHOOL!!! AND IM ON ELFTOWN!!!
o_o hmm...simple mathematical equasions...
Greg Ayres... + Ryan O'donohue... = a very happy shi-chan...
I dotn mean Yaoi-ness, im just sayin...those guys are my two favorite voice actors, ever! how i wish i could sit with both of them in the same room O-O falls over, twitching and drooling* sadly, that is yet a dream, and shall never happen...but that doesnt mean i still cant love them both to death!! >D squeeee!!! *Goes on a fangirl rampage*
confused yet, bitches?
RYAN O'DONOHUE!!!!
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LAST ONE ON THE FIRST LIST!! BOO YAH!!
Demyx = love ... any Demy art for me? =3
DEMYX FANDOM!!!!!
omg school....
HOSHIT IM ON ET AT SCHOOL!! XD AWESOMENESS!!!
I am now [Erubeus]'s new pet Squirrely poo! =D
Mai koishii saru-chan made it for me [<3]
Aishiteru, saru-chan!
anyone who be's the shi's friend, MUST know of her Saru-chan, [Not Anymore] and MUST know that they MUST comment!!: Rikki is... GO THERE!
I met greg...it was awesome...he's gay...
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OMG YES!!!!! HIS BOYFRIEND IS SO HOT!!! *luffs on Monkey* SQUEEE!! I GOT TO DANCE WITH MONKEY AT THE DANCE!!! EEEE!!!
*holds up a sign, that says: "I SUPPORT GREG AND MONKEY!"*
Rawr!! im so amp'd! im so excited! Ohayo-con this weekend, baby!! >D im leaving in the middle of school thursday! YES! O>.<o best christmas gift EVER!!! now i just gotta make sure [Feroku] has the okay to go. =D YAAAAAY!! GREG AYRES, HON, HERE I COME 
YES, I am a HUGE Greg fan...have a problem with it? well, as they say, "Fook you!". Greg Ayres is my model in voice acting! and he is very kind and sweet (before you ask, yes, i HAVE met him, so fook off ><) *swoon* i love him. If i even decide to go into voice acting, i want to work for adv films! just like him!!
Faith Hill. 'Like we never loved at all'
You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath the city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But I'm still livin' with your goodbye
And you're just goin' on with your life
Chorus:
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all
You, I hear you're doin' fine
Seems like you're doin' well
As far as I can tell
Time is leaving us behind
(Leavin' us behind)
Another week has passed
And still I haven't laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is baby yeah
(I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know)
To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did
Chorus:
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all
Did you forget the magic...ohh
Did you forget the passion
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss meeeee....
Ohhhh ohohh ohh Baby, baby
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved...at all....
This is how im feeling with now, On christmas eve. Those of you who have known me for a while, you'll know who im thinking about. But dont get me wrong, Im happy wirh Rikki and Jack--happier than ive ever been... Ive just been thinking too much. again.