^_^ *dances around* todays one of those semi-good days!!
i wouldve cried myself to sleep last night, but [Not Anymore] came to my rescue...thank
[SorryGoodbyeGirl]...that was the cruelist thing...anyone
Today...will be a partialy depressing day...just warning you all ahead of time...
me: its sad...
friend: what?
me: i had a haku moment in food & fitness class today...
friend: ...ohh boy...
me: well, we were doing these crossword puzzles where we had to find 30 foods from the different food groups, and i found "macaroni" and i screamed out "AYE FOUND MACARONI!!!" and i drooled on my paper...i scared the crap out of the kids near me
friend: ... *turns, and walks away*
other friend: ...wow shalissa...jus
*stares at everyone reading this* ...
I CLEANED MY LIVING ROOM TODAY ALL BY MYSELF WITHOUT BEING TOLD TO!! ^____^
me: *trying to make noodles. cannot find a Tong* GARGH!! I SWEAR TONGS ARE SCARCE IN THIS HOUSEHOLD!! EVERYTIME I TRY TO COOK SOMETHING THAT REQUIRES ME NEEDING A TONG I CANT FIND ANY!! AND WE HAVE MORE THEN ONE PAIR IN THIS HOUSE!!*opens up dishwasher. takes out a pair of tongs--where the handle is pink* Pink tongs...? I DONT REMEMBER HAVING PINK TONGS!! O.O
Marcus, Patti (dogs), aeris, and demon (cats): *staring at me*
Wish you were here to exchange a happy easter greeting with...
X3 they came back...and keith said some girls thought it was cute, and took a picture XD then some guy laughed at them, a bunch of people stared...peopl
well...now ive seen everything... o.o;;
we dressed my sis's BF keith up in my dress and bonet (mom got pictures!!! XD) and my sis up like a guy...and sent them to the store...they havnt come back yet...i wonder what stories they have to tell when they get back... X3
...i have to be strong...both mentally and emotionally...
YAAAY!!! TODAYS MY LAST PERFORMANCE!!! WISH ME LUCK Y'ALL!!!
...sensitivity
Wish me luck people...i have another play tonight! by the way, megan and i have made up completely, we're fine with each other--but i dunno about our parents, megans dad was giving me this odd look while i was standing next to megan on stage when we were doing our bows...
^_^ i should have a picture of me in my dress (and bonet XD) that would basically be dedicated to...three people mostly:
[Mohazy], [SorryGoodbyeGirl], and [a boy named sue]...i just hope he comes back soon u_u
last part of my whole megan ordeal (we're doing okay right now, we apologysed to each other, but our parents...i dont think they like each other anymore... o.o")
my mom went to go talk to jason (megans dad) and they started to yell, and i was sitting in the car and i was scared so i called [Not Anymore]'s mom (rikkis grounded, so i went to the next best person...she treats me like her daughter -^^-) and she calmed me down, but then they came outside, and megans dad ran over to our car before mom could get over to our car to leave (by then i was screaming and covering my head because i thought he was coming over to hit me), got into his plow truck, and threatened to run us over if we didnt get off his property...and he got my mom really pissed because he was trying to tell her (more like yell to her actully) how to raise me, he said i get angry too easily with megan and i "treat her like shit" and stuff...and he also said "and dont come cryin to me when my daughter comes and kicks your ass! because i wont do a god damn thing about it! you have it coming to you! little fucking bitch!", and he also told me i was too nice for my own good the other times, and stupid stuff like that--and thats when i snapped...im scared of getting yelled at, but that was too much...i broke into tears, and i could hardly sleep last night, i went to bed at 11:40, i was woken up at midnight because there was a cop here (mom called the police) and...i dunno...im still a little shooken up from it all...
i had a logn day yesterday...
After dance practice, my friend megan and i got into an arguement over our practice CD--because i have bigger lines in the dance i needed it the most, but she yelled at me to shut up, and i told her, calmly back to her to not tell me to shut up, and then her dad called me over to his truck, and started to cuss his head off at me, calling me all sorts of horrible stuff...there more to it, but ill update later...
ugh...too tired to do much...throats killing me(again)...im sore all over from dancing 4 straight hours at dress rehersal last night (6-10...didnt really get home untill 10:30, didnt get to bed untill 11:30, and i wake up every mornin' at 6:20...)...i kept waking up, almost every hour, last night, because i kept having dreams about our dance for the play...WHHYYY?
i actually had a good night sleep last night! it shows! *points to drool on the side of her face* i only drool when im sleeping peacefully ^.^;; anyway, im sitting here, still worrying...im told you're okay but i just cant help it...i wanna hear it from you... *sigh*
Wheeeen will you come baaaaack [a boy named sue]!! ;-;
to put things simple...i dont want to go to school, i ache all over from dancing from 6 to 9:30 last night, and i have to keep doing that untill saturday, then saturday i dont have to do crap, and sunday, but then i have to practice more monday through wednesday because our opening performance is on thursday i believe...this play is killing me...plus, to add onto that, my stomach hurts @_@;
when will you come back, goku? u_u
this morning when i woke up i felt like today was going to be one of those days to be hated...i was semi-correct
Some stupid kid stole my binder full of my penpals' and role models' (Nykii and [Not Anymore]) drawings...the
Blaaah!! im still missing my friend! and im in an angry mood today, i dont want to have to go back to schoooooool!!! graaah!!!
i was told this song matches me... o.o
who i am (jessica andrews)
If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That'll be alright
If I don't make it to the big leagues
If I never win a Grammy
I'm gonna be just fine
'Cause I know exactly who I am
I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
So when I make a big mistake
When I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowin'
I will be just fine
'Cause nothin' changes who I am
I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
I'm a saint and I'm a sinner
I’m a loser, I'm a winner
I'm steady and unstable
I'm young but I am able
I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
That is who I am