to put things simple...i dont want to go to school, i ache all over from dancing from 6 to 9:30 last night, and i have to keep doing that untill saturday, then saturday i dont have to do crap, and sunday, but then i have to practice more monday through wednesday because our opening performance is on thursday i believe...this play is killing me...plus, to add onto that, my stomach hurts @_@;

when will you come back, goku? u_u

this morning when i woke up i felt like today was going to be one of those days to be hated...i was semi-correct

Some stupid kid stole my binder full of my penpals' and role models' (Nykii and [Not Anymore]) drawings...they grabbed one of nykii's drawings and put a pair of scizzors up to it, they were only kidding, but i leapt up out of my seat, grabbed the kids arm, and bit into it... o.o; he bled a little bit, and i didnt get into any trouble...buuut i got my piccy back! X3 *hugs the pic, and puts it safely back inside the binder*

Blaaah!! im still missing my friend! and im in an angry mood today, i dont want to have to go back to schoooooool!!! graaah!!!

i was told this song matches me... o.o

who i am (jessica andrews)

If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That'll be alright
If I don't make it to the big leagues
If I never win a Grammy
I'm gonna be just fine
'Cause I know exactly who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

So when I make a big mistake
When I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowin'
I will be just fine
'Cause nothin' changes who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

I'm a saint and I'm a sinner
I’m a loser, I'm a winner
I'm steady and unstable
I'm young but I am able

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
That is who I am

well, today started off horrible with me waking up to a nightmare, then having a bad day at school, then me calling my dad...THAT was a mistake on my behalf -.-;; ...but, i talked with good friends today, so now im happy again! *starts to doodle* ^_^ and im so happy kibaba liked his picture! *grabs pen, ready to ink it*

my fav face: º_º

^_^ special thanks to my good friend [SorryGoodbyeGirl], for helping me to smile again -^o^-

so...lonely... T_T i want to speak with you...but you're away... can friends of him tell him this? i have so much to say...and to casey and marisa: im still really stressed you guys...and you cant help by talking to me...i may seem happy to you, but im not...the only way ill be happy, is if you guys stop acting like freaking babys and act your own age and solve your own god darn problem! ...sorry, i had to get that out...please dont be angry with me...just bare with me...

kind of really stressed...lets just leave it at that...

im a little teapot... o.o thats all for today.....MWAAA!!!!

im kinda not so happy today...

Ugh, i got Toboe (my friend, i will not say her real name, toboe is just her nickname) upset, and trying to get her out of it is proving to be stressful...i need to learn to shut off my hands and do more schoolwork or im not going to florida! (yes [Rydia], that IS all that matters to me right now from this deal, even if it is for just a week) so im going to try to take a stuffed friend with me (to keep my hands busy. i have a problem that when my hands want to do something and the teacher is boring enough ill start drawing) so ill pay more attention and take notes! wish me luck everyone! ~_~;

you once said... "aside from two other people, people treat me like an animal, but you treat me like a human being" once before to me...i saw it again, and it hit something...ya know what? thats it! i dont care if people know who you are anymore! [a boy named sue]! i miss you!

well, i figured out my certain friend is doing well, i had a chance to be able to talk with them, but i didnt take it, it still doesnt stop me from worrying though.... *Sigh* and to all these people out there: im not ready for a real deep relationship yet...i have yet to find someone who makes me feel tingly and happy inside, im sorry all, but im just not ready...im feeling a little melcacholy, and i might not talk to some people unless they are really nice about this all... u-u i dont want to go to school, stupid snow didnt cancel, or delay it this time! >_O ... *sigh* well, thats all for now, and once again, sorry people...

Still thinking of my certain friend...but for now im just ticked off! i have a stupid chewing habbit again and it wont go away!! >_O *gnaws at bubblegum*

u.u still missing my certain friend...

Yyyeah, only a specific three friends of mine could guess who i miss...its so much fun talking to them! *flails arms* well, i only got 6 hours and about 10 minutes of sleep o-O; oh well...im just gonna sit here on ET and wait

i havnt seen any trace of them yet...maybe thier busy with school?

bleh, sitting alone in the living room, waiting for the return of one of my best friends, not going to name names...where could you be? i miss you a lot ;_; *sigh* only a couple people here could guess who i mean and get it right...anyway, besides that im okay... i think im gonna go draw a gift art pic... ^^

*dances* potato potato im a potato! well, im OKAY today...not as happy as normal, but im okay, something slightly bad just happened and i cried over it... ^_^
nothing you should be too concerned about... o.o if u wanna know than just ask me about it, but i dun feel like puttin it here...HEY its mah first time writin here!! awesome!! ^_^ potato!!!