i love my dave, today i kept thinking about him. am i slowly going insane becaus eof love? or am i finally feeling the emotions i always wanted... i dunno.
I act as happy as i can for him, but it's ubber hard. I'm not all together. I guess that after my father raped me, a part of me died. But i think i actually found someone that brought my heart back to me, all sewed up and everything.
... dave nappi...
*sighs* he's all i ever wanted and more! he's what i searched for...
i thought i had found my soulmate... but i was wrong, i just found someone that looked appealing on the outside... yes, i'm talking about rob. i thought i loved him, i even thought we were soulmates... but i was wrong. how can you think someone is your soulmate, if you don't even know your own soul? that was my problem.
BUT I'm POSITIVE THIS TIME!
*spins around on one foot clutching heart* i...
*stops* can i even say love... it's not the feeling i thought it was... i'll save this word.. for when i do find out. *places the love in pocket*