I read something insightful tonight. Maybe I was reading too much into it, but I feel I got something out of it anyway. Creative expression is a way of calming oneself and finding peace. It's not just a way of drumming up emotions and displacing them onto others. To do the latter is immature and also it's not being honest with oneself because that regard or disregard is an ulterior motive, and that ulterior motive just makes one like a cheap copy of oneself. Anyway that's how I see it.

Haven't been able to do much today because of a project. Basically our billing person quit so his jobs got distributed to everyone else. I have the task of calling people to let them know their credit card was declined. I'm going to get to about halfway through the list then I'll finish the rest tomorrow. I still want to work on my story tonight and maybe put up a video later.

I don't want to substitute words for action, but I feel this needs to be said. I wasn't truthful yesterday, I wasn't doing my best. I understand why posting a song like that would elicit certain comments and certain comparisons. I extend the olive branch now and vow not to put up things that aren't honest, regardless of how limited my scope that might be. Limited scope is not a bad thing, it's a challenge to be more creative, not an excuse to put up crap. That's all I wanted to say.

Thanks 

I had a cup of coffee and feel better now. I have to be expressive instead of letting feelings fester. I can get over myself.

I finally nixed the other blog. Some things I write there seem to magically appear elsewhere in the form a veiled insult. I though about posting ridiculous things there just as a joke, but then friends might read it and take it seriously. So I just deleted it.

Want to work on my story but I'm not feeling very comedic. Probably in a little while though.

Diary, don't be sad and empty! :)