i thought i could trust you
with everything i had
i thought youd never leave
me alone
ive been crying tears of blood
for you
ive drank,and cried, cried and smoked
you tore me apart
bit by bit
your words tore into my soul
like razorblades
my soul bleeds
i hardly sleep, or eat
anymore
my friends swear ill be ok
im out to prove them wrong
the first time, i let it slide
because i knew you didnt mean it
id never hurt you that way, i never meant to
but he got in the way
he
his
ability to ruin everything
that was once planned to be strong
how could i let this happen?
oh no..
no
no
ill never be able to get over this
maybe youll look back and say
"i was loved, i ruined a life"
you ruined what i had left
of a life
maybe youll remember me
if i never existed
Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in... again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are ever ready
Are you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole defense
Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
In time or so i'm told
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
I'm the voice inside your head
You refuse to hear
I'm the face that you have to face
Mirrored in your stare
I'm what's left, I'm what's right
I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that will take you down
Bring you to your knees
So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
(You know they all... pretend)
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
What if I say I'm not like the others?
(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
(You know they all... pretend)
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
[in response to [snowfire dragons] warrior]
i am a warrior
i fight till my last breath
when i know i will fall, i will
but with pride
i fought for humanity
ive faced evil and hatred
i know i will win
getting knocked down is a start
ill bleed
ill die
ill give my all for it
if i need to
i will fight till my last breath.
And I feel that time's a wasted go
So where you going 'till tomorrow?
And I see that these are lies to come
So would you even care?
And I feel it
And she feels it
Where you're going for tomorrow?
Where you're going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she stand alone?
Where you are going for tomorrow?
Where you are going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she stand alone?
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
Where you are going for tomorrow?
Where you are going with that mask I found?
And I feel, and I feel
When the dogs begin to smell her
Will she stand alone?
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
When the dogs do find her
Got time, time to wait for tomorrow
To find it, to find it, to find it
To find it
To find it
To find it
You know the day destroys the night
Night divides the day
Tried to run
Tried to hide
Break on through to the other side
Break on through to the other side
Break on through to the other side, yeah
We chased our pleasures here
Dug our treasures there
But can you still recall
The time we cried
Break on through to the other side
Break on through to the other side
Yeah!
C'mon, yeah
Everybody loves my baby
Everybody loves my baby
She get(s high)
She get(s high)
She get(s high)
She get(s high)
I found an island in your arms
Country in your eyes
Arms that chain
Eyes that lie
Break on through to the other side
Break on through to the other side
Break on through, oww!
Oh, yeah!
Made the scene
Week to week
Day to day
Hour to hour
The gate is straight
Deep and wide
Break on through to the other side
Break on through to the other side
Break on through
Break on through
Break on through
Break on through
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
don't tread on Me.
said Don't tread on Me.
Liberty or death, what we so proudly hail
once you provoke her, rattling of her tail
never begins it, never, but once engaged...
never surrenders, showing the fangs of rage
said don't tread on me
so be it
threaten no more
to secure peace is to prepare for war
so be it
settle the score
touch me again for the words that you'll hear evermore...
don't tread on me
love it or leave it, she with the deadly bite
quick is the blue tongue, forked as a lightning strike
shining with brightness, always on surveillance
the eyes they never close, emblem of vigilance
ooh, No, No, No.
said don't tread on me
so be it
threaten no more
to secure peace is to prepare for war
so be it
settle the score
touch me again for the words that you'll hear evermore...
don't tread on me
so be it
threaten no more
to secure peace is to prepare for war
liberty or death, what we so proudly hail
once you provoke her, rattling of her tail
so be it
threaten no more
to secure peace is to prepare for war
so be it
settle the score
touch me again for the words that you'll hear evermore...
don't tread on me
He's a stranger to some and a vision to none
He can never get enough, get enough of the one
For a fortune, he'd quit but it's hard to admit
How it ends and begins on his face is a map of the world
A map of the world, on his face is a map of the world
A map of the world
From yesterday, it's coming
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't wanna read the message here
On a mountain he sits, not of gold, but of sin
Through the blood, he can learn see the life that it turn
From council of one he'll decide when he's done
With the innocent on his face is a map of the world
A map of the world, on his face is a map of the world
A map of the world
From yesterday, it's coming
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't wanna read the message
He doesn't wanna read the message
He doesn't wanna read the message here
On his face is a map of the world
From yesterday, it's coming
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't wanna read the message here
From yesterday, from yesterday
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday, from yesterday
But he doesn't wanna read the message
He doesn't wanna read the message
He doesn't wanna read the message here
On a long and lonesome highway
East of Omaha
You can listen to the engine
Moanin' out his one note song
You can think about the woman
Or the girl you knew the night before
But your thoughts will soon be wandering
The way they always do
When you're ridin' sixteen hours
And there's nothin' much to do
And you don't feel much like ridin',
You just wish the trip was through
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
Well you walk into a restaurant,
Strung out from the road
And you feel the eyes upon you
As you're shakin' off the cold
You pretend it doesn't bother you
But you just want to explode
Most times you can't hear 'em talk,
Other times you can
All the same old cliches,
"Is that a woman or a man?"
And you always seem outnumbered,
You don't dare make a stand
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
Out there in the spotlight
You're a million miles away
Every ounce of energy
You try to give away
As the sweat pours out your body
Like the music that you play
Later in the evening
As you lie awake in bed
With the echoes from the amplifiers
Ringin' in your head
You smoke the day's last cigarette,
Rememberin' what she said
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
Here I am
On the road again
There I am
Up on the stage
Here I go
Playin' star again
There I go
Turn the page
There I go
There I go
Wish I may
Wish I might
Have this I wish tonight
Are you satisfied?
Dig for gold
Dig for fame
You dig to make your name
Are you pacified?
All the wants you waste
All the things you've chased
Then it all crashes down
And you break your crown
And you point your finger
But there's no one around
Just want one thing
Just to play the king
But the castle's crumbled
And you're left with just a name
Where's your crown King Nothing?
Where's your crown?
Hot and cold
Bought and sold
A heart as hard as gold
Yeah! Are you satisfied?
Wish I might
Wish I may
You wish your life away
Are you pacified?
All the wants you waste
All the things you've chased
Then it all crashes down
And you break your crown
And you point your finger
But there's no one around
Just want one thing
Just to play the king
But the castle's crumbled
And you're left with just a name
Where's your crown King Nothing?
Where's your crown?
Huh!
(Spoken)
I wish I may
I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight
I want that star
I want it now
I want it all and I don't care how
Careful what you wish
Careful what you say
Careful what you wish
You may regret it
Careful what you wish
You just might get it
Then it all crashes down
And you break your crown
And you point your finger
But there's no one around
Just want one thing
Just to play the king
But the castle's crumbled
And you're left with just a name
Where's your crown King Nothing?
Nothing
No you're just nothing
Where's your crown King Nothing?
No you're just nothing
Absolutely nothing
Off to never never land
I don't know how to live through this hell
Woken up, I'm still locked in this shell
Frozen soul, frozen down to the core
Break the ice, I can't take anymore
Freezing
Can't move at all
screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice
Crystallized, as I lay here and rest
Eyes of glass stare directly at death
From deep sleep I have broken away
no one knows, no one hears what I say
Freezing
Can't move at all
screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice
Scream from my soul
Fate, Mystified
Hell, forever more
No release from my cryonic state
what is this? I've been stricken by fate
Weappen up tight, cannot move, can't be free
Hand of doom has a tight grip on me
Freezing
Can't move at all
screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice
wiil you be there?
when my time comes
will you hold my hand
when i fade from the world
will you tell me that you loved me
and promise to never leave my side
can i trust you with my heart
can you keep a promise
will you understand
will you help me get through the pain
can you hold me close
{new poem!!}
my heart aches for you
i bleed for you
i die for you
my dreams are dark
my world is gone
my soul is shattered
tell me what to do
i cant go on
i cant breathe anymore
it hurts too much
i try to look foward to the day
but that day slips away
again
i bleed
i die
for you......
(short NEW poem!!)
im lost,i have answers,but no questions,and questions,but no answers..i cannot tell the truth from lies..ive become a regular..nothi
(NEW POEM!!)
some days,i wanna fly
some days, i wanna cry
the world is fallin apart,and theres nothing i can do
how can it be true??
missing the true cause
no time to pause
feeling a pang of regret..
no way to forget
trying to hold that moment forever..
wishing to be together..
just another flawed dream
what one thought of as a team
the curtain closes,and the night discloses
what did i do wrong?
to end our song
our hearts used to sing
our love used to ring.
now nothing,but despair
(NEW POEM!!)
the soft rain is falling
her voice is calling
should i answer the call?
would it lead me to my downfall?
my heart beats heavy
my vision goes cloudy
i can see you still
love you with all my power
you may be gone
but not forgotten
lost
but youll always be loved
/new log/
entry number:55
first sgt.stacker,re
we have been informed that the aegis fate /see ship list/ was destroyed,and went down with all hands /see personell roster/ so...
/ending/
/reboot/
you are all vermin,a subspecies to the gods,you shall burn,and your demon cannot crawl blackened by the
/new log/
entry number 23 adm.sandro ramirez,comman
aegis fate,unknown system burst,2557
upon observing the the fate of the cairo (see attached info) com silence stated in previous letters,cairo destroyed,plas
/unexpected ending/
/re-log/
you shall face the wrath of the gods,and your planet shall smolder in ashes,and the hierarchs will laugh as we rule the universe...
/end/
i dreamed of fire,and glinting ice,of war,and peace i dreamed of love,and hatred..i dremed of life,and of death,i dreampt of noise,and of silence...i was something..but now im nothing...my words used to resonate,now they are a whisper...
i dreampt i was flying over germany,my elegant metal wings glinting in the afternoon sun..the flight was going perfect..until i heard the ping ping of anti aircraft ripping into my wings..as the metal of the plane twisted and turned,i hit the ground,and burst into a flaming,and smoldering wreck..
i dreamt that i met my friend.and we walked hand in hand to the gates of heaven,she was happy,in her white gown and wings..and i was sad...missing her...i held her close..kissed her perfect lips..then it faded away...the perfect memory of her..gone..and as tears streamed down my face..i said..another day closer to seeing her..
i recieved terrible news a couple days ago..my friend jenny died..cancer..
rip,my best friend jennifer gallagher