[American Revolutionary]'s diary

1107111  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-01-13
Written: (5990 days ago)

Wish I may
Wish I might
Have this I wish tonight
Are you satisfied?

Dig for gold
Dig for fame
You dig to make your name
Are you pacified?

All the wants you waste
All the things you've chased

Then it all crashes down
And you break your crown
And you point your finger
But there's no one around

Just want one thing
Just to play the king
But the castle's crumbled
And you're left with just a name

Where's your crown King Nothing?
Where's your crown?

Hot and cold
Bought and sold
A heart as hard as gold
Yeah! Are you satisfied?

Wish I might
Wish I may
You wish your life away
Are you pacified?

All the wants you waste
All the things you've chased

Then it all crashes down
And you break your crown
And you point your finger
But there's no one around

Just want one thing
Just to play the king
But the castle's crumbled
And you're left with just a name

Where's your crown King Nothing?
Where's your crown?

Huh!

(Spoken)
I wish I may
I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight
I want that star
I want it now
I want it all and I don't care how

Careful what you wish
Careful what you say
Careful what you wish
You may regret it
Careful what you wish
You just might get it

Then it all crashes down
And you break your crown
And you point your finger
But there's no one around

Just want one thing
Just to play the king
But the castle's crumbled
And you're left with just a name

Where's your crown King Nothing?
Nothing

No you're just nothing
Where's your crown King Nothing?
No you're just nothing
Absolutely nothing

Off to never never land

1107110  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-01-13
Written: (5990 days ago)

I don't know how to live through this hell
Woken up, I'm still locked in this shell
Frozen soul, frozen down to the core
Break the ice, I can't take anymore

Freezing
Can't move at all
screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice

Crystallized, as I lay here and rest
Eyes of glass stare directly at death
From deep sleep I have broken away
no one knows, no one hears what I say

Freezing
Can't move at all
screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice

Scream from my soul
Fate, Mystified
Hell, forever more

No release from my cryonic state
what is this? I've been stricken by fate
Weappen up tight, cannot move, can't be free
Hand of doom has a tight grip on me

Freezing
Can't move at all
screaming
Can't hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out
I'm trapped under ice

1107066  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2010-01-13
Written: (5991 days ago)

wiil you be there?
when my time comes
will you hold my hand
when i fade from the world
will you tell me that you loved me
and promise to never leave my side
can i trust you with my heart
can you keep a promise
will you understand
will you help me get through the pain
can you hold me close

1088838  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2009-08-02
Written: (6155 days ago)


{new poem!!}
my heart aches for you
i bleed for you
i die for you
my dreams are dark
my world is gone
my soul is shattered
tell me what to do
i cant go on
i cant breathe anymore
it hurts too much
i try to look foward to the day
but that day slips away
again
i bleed
i die
for you......

1085718  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-07-07
Written: (6181 days ago)

(short NEW poem!!)

im lost,i have answers,but no questions,and questions,but no answers..i cannot tell the truth from lies..ive become a regular..nothing special,nothing low..just normall..

1085717  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-07-07
Written: (6181 days ago)
Next in thread:

(NEW POEM!!)

some days,i wanna fly
some days, i wanna cry
the world is fallin apart,and theres nothing i can do
how can it be true??
missing the true cause
no time to pause
feeling a pang of regret..
no way to forget
trying to hold that moment forever..
wishing to be together..
just another flawed dream
what one thought of as a team
the curtain closes,and the night discloses
what did i do wrong?
to end our song
our hearts used to sing
our love used to ring.
now nothing,but despair

1085716  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-07-07
Written: (6181 days ago)


(NEW POEM!!)

the soft rain is falling
her voice is calling
should i answer the call?
would it lead me to my downfall?
my heart beats heavy
my vision goes cloudy
i can see you still
love you with all my power
you may be gone
but not forgotten
lost
but youll always be loved

1044994  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-09-10
Written: (6480 days ago)

/new log/

entry number:55

first sgt.stacker,reach 2559

we have been informed that the aegis fate /see ship list/ was destroyed,and went down with all hands /see personell roster/ so...

/ending/

/reboot/

you are all vermin,a subspecies to the gods,you shall burn,and your demon cannot crawl blackened by the

1021863  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-04-02
Written: (6642 days ago)

/new log/

entry number 23 adm.sandro ramirez,commander fleet com ship
aegis fate,unknown system burst,2557

upon observing the the fate of the cairo (see attached info) com silence stated in previous letters,cairo destroyed,plasma bomb (see attached covenant weapon file)unsc spectrolisis,and ai delta dawn (see background file)


/unexpected ending/

/re-log/

you shall face the wrath of the gods,and your planet shall smolder in ashes,and the hierarchs will laugh as we rule the universe...

/end/

1007821  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2008-01-28
Written: (6707 days ago)

i dreamed of fire,and glinting ice,of war,and peace i dreamed of love,and hatred..i dremed of life,and of death,i dreampt of noise,and of silence...i was something..but now im nothing...my words used to resonate,now they are a whisper...

1007359  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-01-25
Written: (6709 days ago)

i dreampt i was flying over germany,my elegant metal wings glinting in the afternoon sun..the flight was going perfect..until i heard the ping ping of anti aircraft ripping into my wings..as the metal of the plane twisted and turned,i hit the ground,and burst into a flaming,and smoldering wreck..

1006513  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2008-01-22
Written: (6713 days ago)

i dreamt that i met my friend.and we walked hand in hand to the gates of heaven,she was happy,in her white gown and wings..and i was sad...missing her...i held her close..kissed her perfect lips..then it faded away...the perfect memory of her..gone..and as tears streamed down my face..i said..another day closer to seeing her..

1005850  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2008-01-19
Written: (6715 days ago)

i recieved terrible news a couple days ago..my friend jenny died..cancer..T_T its sad...because she was so close to me...ill miss her..alot

rip,my best friend jennifer gallagher

1003376  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2008-01-06
Written: (6728 days ago)

what do you do when your broken inside?,whaen your heart cant tell the difference?

idk....

1003345  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2008-01-06
Written: (6728 days ago)
Next in thread: 1003349

todays just another day to many...but to me its a nother dream gone to waste.....

locked in this prison unbroken,dreams of her my only token
one chance to make it right,one chance to end the fight..

972431  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-09-01
Written: (6855 days ago)

somone has taken the strand of fear i had..turned it into
a knife and plunged it deeply into my heart..without mercy..and without concern..of what happened..now the pain floods me like nothing..

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