wiil you be there?
when my time comes
will you hold my hand
when i fade from the world
will you tell me that you loved me
and promise to never leave my side
can i trust you with my heart
can you keep a promise
will you understand
will you help me get through the pain
can you hold me close

{new poem!!}
my heart aches for you
i bleed for you
i die for you
my dreams are dark
my world is gone
my soul is shattered
tell me what to do
i cant go on
i cant breathe anymore
it hurts too much
i try to look foward to the day
but that day slips away
again
i bleed
i die
for you......

(short NEW poem!!)

im lost,i have answers,but no questions,and questions,but no answers..i cannot tell the truth from lies..ive become a regular..nothing special,nothing low..just normall..

(NEW POEM!!)

some days,i wanna fly
some days, i wanna cry
the world is fallin apart,and theres nothing i can do
how can it be true??
missing the true cause
no time to pause
feeling a pang of regret..
no way to forget
trying to hold that moment forever..
wishing to be together..
just another flawed dream
what one thought of as a team
the curtain closes,and the night discloses
what did i do wrong?
to end our song
our hearts used to sing
our love used to ring.
now nothing,but despair

(NEW POEM!!)

the soft rain is falling
her voice is calling
should i answer the call?
would it lead me to my downfall?
my heart beats heavy
my vision goes cloudy
i can see you still
love you with all my power
you may be gone
but not forgotten
lost
but youll always be loved

/new log/

entry number:55

first sgt.stacker,reach 2559

we have been informed that the aegis fate /see ship list/ was destroyed,and went down with all hands /see personell roster/ so...

/ending/

/reboot/

you are all vermin,a subspecies to the gods,you shall burn,and your demon cannot crawl blackened by the

/new log/

entry number 23 adm.sandro ramirez,commander fleet com ship
aegis fate,unknown system burst,2557

upon observing the the fate of the cairo (see attached info) com silence stated in previous letters,cairo destroyed,plasma bomb (see attached covenant weapon file)unsc spectrolisis,and ai delta dawn (see background file)


/unexpected ending/

/re-log/

you shall face the wrath of the gods,and your planet shall smolder in ashes,and the hierarchs will laugh as we rule the universe...

/end/

i dreamed of fire,and glinting ice,of war,and peace i dreamed of love,and hatred..i dremed of life,and of death,i dreampt of noise,and of silence...i was something..but now im nothing...my words used to resonate,now they are a whisper...

i dreampt i was flying over germany,my elegant metal wings glinting in the afternoon sun..the flight was going perfect..until i heard the ping ping of anti aircraft ripping into my wings..as the metal of the plane twisted and turned,i hit the ground,and burst into a flaming,and smoldering wreck..

i dreamt that i met my friend.and we walked hand in hand to the gates of heaven,she was happy,in her white gown and wings..and i was sad...missing her...i held her close..kissed her perfect lips..then it faded away...the perfect memory of her..gone..and as tears streamed down my face..i said..another day closer to seeing her..

i recieved terrible news a couple days ago..my friend jenny died..cancer..T_T its sad...because she was so close to me...ill miss her..alot

rip,my best friend jennifer gallagher

what do you do when your broken inside?,whaen your heart cant tell the difference?

idk....

todays just another day to many...but to me its a nother dream gone to waste.....

locked in this prison unbroken,dreams of her my only token
one chance to make it right,one chance to end the fight..

somone has taken the strand of fear i had..turned it into
a knife and plunged it deeply into my heart..without mercy..and without concern..of what happened..now the pain floods me like nothing..